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Bro I can't believe it. They're really listening to people and going back to the first issue to add more panels to improve the pacing???? WOW!!!!! I'm a little more hopeful for issue 2 now.

#haka watches md #02/27/26

This weekend was such a fucking mess. I spent majority of it trying to appease my dad and his birthday while I barely had time to do my own things. Saturday after volunteering I had to go grocery shopping and today, Sunday, I got emotionally abused by my mom for not remembering how to make a homemade pizza on my own. I really hate when she uses my special interests against me by saying shit like how I could do research into doing taxidermy but I can't for making my own homemade food? What a jackass.

#03/01/26

Ok so running in to talk about the 1st MD issue that just came to my inbox and I have mixed thoughts.

The majority of it uses dialogue from the 1st episode verbatim like I swear 90% of it??? Yes I understand it's an adaptation of the show but do we really gotta copy paste exactly what the characters said in the episode?? Very rarely do we get new dialogue.

Ok now let's talk about the bold changes they made STORY WISE.

When U//zi gets to the bunker, N MADE IT THERE BEFORE HER???? And killed all of her dad's friends already??? We completely lost that cool and memorable scene of N stopping the doors from closing with his claws and him getting in and massacring drones to get to U//zi. So the comic doesn't have that tension anymore at all lmao.

N doesn't chuck U//zi away to hide her before J and V get there so now both of them see U//zi!!! But instead of dogpiling to kill her J doesn't find her worth their time..... HUH?????

And probably the most egregious change was having J plant the virus on N RIGHT IN FRONT OF V WHO DOESNT EVEN SAY OR DO ANYTHING before they both leave N and U//zi by themselves. I genuinely believe that V wouldn't have allowed this shit to have happened to N even with her trying to act all distant in the 1st episode. She would have clocked J tf out for that.

I genuinely was looking forward to seeing what the writers were gonna do to slightly improve the pilot but oh man was this ROUGH. You can tell that the changes they made are 100% based on trying to simplify scenes down to fit a certain number of panels but yet they felt the need to keep most of the dialogue exactly the same??

Trying to find some positivity I mainly was appreciating just seeing the characters interpreted into 2D. N especially does so well with how he's drawn, I really love his introduction panel.

Now, I can't say too much on the fight scene. I know probably a lot of people are gonna be disappointed that it's so short but in the episode I always found it a bit clunky so I'm not too bothered by it being shortened. I stg though they need to do well when they get to the fight in the 7th episode PLEASE.

Overall, I'd give this issue a B- or C+.

#haka watches md #02/18/26

I've been feeling so inadequate in terms of my taxidermy technique ever since last week. I emailed the head curator only to find out I've been making this specific mistake on my bird specimens since LAST YEAR and now I really hate all my specimens at home now and I've been struggling to get back into doing my home projects because I feel like my completed ones are garbage!!

#02/16/26

This past week has been so fucking bad. I got sick last Saturday night and it destroyed my work week the past 3 days. This week was very important because it was the start to an important project and especially today I felt so at my limit. Then going home was also so fucking frustrating because I'm so sick of people asking me how work was and if I'm feeling better because NO!! I'm not better and you asking about it isn't helping me and then oh no suddenly I'm being an asshole and rude by not acting like everything is okay well fuck you for asking then.

#01/23/26

This past week I've been trying to export certain photos/videos from the 5 years I've been on and off used Snap//chat and it has been such a miserable experience trying to get shit downloaded from the desktop. Desktop doesn't actually let you see the goddamn photos/videos, instead you have to request certain dates, wait for an email that contains an html that has the download links. But the biggest bull is that the download links majority of the time don't download at all when you press them so I end up having to re-open the html file 10 times over and over to re-try ughhhhhhhhhh.

Also!!! The html file has an expiration apparently!!! SO I have to request the dates when it expires every 3 days. It is truly a fucking slog and I'm not using this app anymore after this.

#12/06/25 #I might just give in and download the last 10 or so things onto my phone then export from there to my desktop #because my patience is running so thin

Being autistic is just not wearing half the clothes you own. I hate that my mom bought so much shit for me that I just never choose to wear because majority of them are sensory hell.

Yesterday I finally remembered why I can't stand matching winter pj sets and it's because majority of them have the tops with long sleeves and the collars holy fuck are they annoying to sleep with. It's so suffocating.

#11/25/25

Absolutely crazy just how much of a vast difference it is for me in terms of energy level when I work on a day vs not work. Past two days I had time off and immediately when I woke up I was able to do so much shit automatically. Today post work I got home around 4:30 and I've been struggling to do anything other than laying on my bed and I'm not even tired enough to fall asleep, I'm just in weird purgatory rn fml.

#11/12/25

Idk why I even try to support my friends though emotional shit when I don't even know what's the right thing to say. How tf to you respond to someone saying they're terrified to be alone??? Like bitch me too 😭😭 You think I got this figured out???

#10/10/25

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Today was such a mentally exhausting day. Dealing with this fuckwad of an old man at work is already enough but getting home and having to deal with my dad who doesn't respect my items fucking just I cannot. I'm so tired of being forced to deal with people I want to get rid of from my life.

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I also kinda caved in and finally told off my "partner" I guess. I told him I was having another anger episode and he did not take it seriously and instead said how he would still like to see me. That ticked me off so much that I finally said how much I hated him in that moment. I talked about it before where I have phases where I really hate him but I never say anything about it to his face. And the one time I'm honest, he's also mad about how I'm making him out to be a nuisance and how I shouldn't be saying things I'm gonna regret. Honestly??? I don't regret it at all, I feel kinda cathartic about it. If I can't be honest to upfront to the old guy at work or to my dad about how much I hate them at the very least I can say it to someone. Because I'm so tired of being nice and repressing so much of my anger all the time. Though now things are awkward and I'm staying away from him for now. I don't know how to continue on with him after this tbh.

#10/09/25

#10/08/25

I just pledged $25 to get a softcover copy of all MD episodes imagined in comic form. This is the one piece of merch that I feel for, everything before this I never felt for.

#haka watches md #10/05/25 #this is also the only new MD media this year 😭

HOLY SHIT once again A03 being my goddamn savior!!! There are 4 fics for this book?????? I can somewhat heal???? Godspeed to these people, I am leaving comments on all of them.

#09/07/25 #I haven't used my account in months but this so what I log in for??#fics for a published book???

It is a day later and still grieving over this book. I had a deep thought comparing how I felt after reading my last year's 5 star book where I didn't feel the same way once it ended. Last year that book ended on an open ended note but I was satisfied with it and what it meant. This book I just finished hurts so much more because MC is separated from legit everyone and is placed back at the original spot in the book she started in with no one and that fucks me up so much.

Man this is why I shouldn't be reading recently published books, shit like this happens...

#09/07/25 #I've also been randomly opening the book and flipping to sections to re-read to help me cope with the characters

I just finished that book that basically has been destroying my life for the past week and a half and I don't feel any better after completing it lmao. Mostly because it ended on such a nasty cliffhanger!!!!! Now I'm basically grieving over this book being done like how tf do I move on from this.... This is gonna be the best thing I've read this year and moving onto another book feels so disrespectful 😭🙏

#the author seems to be be writing a sequel #but I read somewhere that her editor denied it because the original book didn't sell enough wtf #don't do this shit to me 😭😭#will this book legit make me draw again???#so mad there is no fandom content for it even one fanart #09/06/25

So in my bookclub we started a new book and it has basically consumed my soul. I read a few chapters, stop only to eat and go outside, then when I try to go other hobbies I legit can't focus because I keep thinking about the book and the characters. I can't remember the last time a book had this bad of a chokehold on me. Also I think it doesn't help that I'm feeling hormonal maybe???? I'm not even close to my period rn.

#08/31/25

I can't believe it's been a year since the final episode of md aired and I miss this show SO much. I still think it ended way too soon...

#08/23/25

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