Thoughts2You7

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Reblog if you need this energy

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I’m half asleep and thought that was the fucking crazy frog in the bottom right of this gif

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Lmaoooo

[thoughts2you7]

Help. I cant stop feeling empty.

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I can't seem to turn it off.

No matter how I try, I just can’t seem to get it.

No matter what I do all I can seem to do is not get over you. 

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My Oldness

Me: [yawning] "I'm so tired. I couldn't sleep last night."

Luke: [age 14] "Why couldn't you sleep?"

Me: "I was in a lot of pain."

Luke: "Like what? What hurt?"

Me: "Look, I'm too tired to explain. Let's just say I'm getting old."

Luke: "So your oldness hurt?"

Me: "Yeah, exactly. My oldness hurt."

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Careless

I tell you i dont care.

I tell you im done

I tell you i hate you

I tell you i hate to love you

I tell you i wish i never met you

I tell you, you ruined me

I tell you its the truth

But in reality im lying to you

Im lying to my self

Hoping i can believe the words i speak.

I tell you i dont care but really i care too much to allow my self to be destroyed by the pain this love brings

I tell you im done but really im so far from it, i wouldnt be done loving you even if i wanted to.

I tell you i hate you but really i hate myself for letting hate contaminate me.

I tell you i hate to love you but really all i do is love you and it leaves me in aches

I tell you i wish i never met you but really i hate that i met another version of you and i dont know that person no more.

I tell you, you ruined me but really i ruined me trying to find a way to love you.

I tell you half the truth so i dont have to tell you why.

Did you ever notice my love.

Did you notice the change in me.

Do you care?

Are you done?

Do you hate too?

Do you love me enough to hate me?

Do you wish you never met me too?

Do you wish like i do?

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Internal Battles

How can I change the world, when I can't change my self?

How do I be myself, when I don't know who I am. 

I have a pretty good picture, of who I want to be

of who I think I am. But I can never be too sure. 

Because every time I think I'm strong, all I do is break down. 

How do I have faith in those who don’t have faith in me?

How do I show someone who I truly am, when they have made up their minds about me. 

How do I change my love?

How do I change my being? My heart. 

Sometimes this big heart I have is so fragile. I question my strength to love. 

Maybe all I really am is weak. Maybe love itself, is my ultimate weakness. 

Some nights I can't sleep, some night I can't even dream right.

It feels like I carry my pain to bed and it lays with me while I sleep.  

How can I keep trusting those, who question my every motive and thought? 

Question who  I am.

How do I let it go, when my heart can’t seem to. 

And my brain agrees and tells me every reason to forgive and love again? 

At times all I wish, I could do is crawl into your arms so you could hold me for a lifetime.

Its feel like I have no time and yet I sit and watch as the minutes go by.  

Tick tock, I hear. I wonder if my timing is wrong. 

For the most part, I was always too early, or too late. 

Why do I understand just to be misunderstood? 

How can I walk away from the things that contaminate me and end up walking in a circle? What's wrong with me? I always navigate this, wrong. 

I end up where I don't belong. Maybe I’m my worst enemy.

No one seems to get it. Or maybe they do but they chose to let it go. 

Let it be. But all I'm left with is me. 

Somedays I love to hate my self and other days I hate to love myself. 

It's crazy, I just can’t learn to love myself. 

Will I ever be enough for myself? Or will I ever get to be myself? Know me? 

Does anybody really know me? Or maybe it doesn't matter who does. 

I once read I’m my own soul mate. 

I once read I’m my own worst enemy. 

And so which one am I? 

I can't make up my mind, because before I already do...

some one’s already made it up for me.

And I’m back to square one.

What’s the matter with me. 

I have so much to give, but I can barely give a little. 

I have so much to love, but I can barely hold my heart together. 

Im like a broken clock. 

To be honest I danced with hate and I didn’t know the moves.

I rather have love as my dance partner. 

I hope I find my soul mate. I hope I find myself. 

I hope I can know myself and truly dance with self-love. 

[neckkiss]

Love & Other Drugs (2010)

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