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Saglit

Saglit! Maaari bang wag ka muna umalis Bagaman aking pagpapasya ay tila kay bilis Hindi maikukubli ang pighati't pagtatangis Sa saglit na panaho'y minahal kita ng labis

Ikaw ang nagbigay sa akin ng pag-asa Payapang buhay mula paggising sa umaga Puso'y ikaw ang laging nais makasama Sa kanlungan mo lamang nadama ang ligaya

(Sa tinagal ng paghihintay, ika'y sumaglit Ninais na sana ika'y di na mawaglit Ngunit tadhana'y sadyang kay pait Ang maangkin ka'y hindi makakamit)

Halika, sinta, pumarito ka muna Sa aking piling ika'y magpahinga Iyong pusong pagal, ako muna ang bahala Makasama lang kita, ako'y kumpleto na

Mga haplos mong pumapawi ng lungkot Mga labi mong nakakawala ng poot Paano nga ba isang bituin aking maaabot Ipagdasal man kita'y alam ko na ang sagot

Kung kaya't ito lamang ang nais isambit Ng aking pusong hindi kayang magalit Hindi na maghahanap ng anumang kapalit Saglit na makasama ka'y akin nang langit

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Start guide

Let me start with a deep SIGH.

Feel me?

Damn. I'm back at square one. Not my mess, but always feels like I am the one to blame. Even my username the12blame had been misinterpreted. Ugh, can people get a life? But as usual, had to change it for peace. Why the heck should I always be the one to tip toe around overly sensitive people? Oh, yes, I know why. It's the price I pay because I chose to keep them when I don't even deserve them. THIS LIFE! <///3

Back to the topic. Start guide. It has always been the most difficult. How to start over again? Can anyone help me, please? Felt all this pressure for the longest time, and here I am , needing to find other ways on how to effing live this life.

A few things in my mind; first, a job. I wanna get a new and different job. Might get a lower salary if necessary, since I am looking for something new (which I am yet to convince myself, and still trying hard to get a good pay); Second, I want to finish college; Third, I need to get my own house.

These are just the few things on my long list. I really have to start. God, please guide me. Please send me anyone to guide me. I'm suffering too much. :(((

03-28-24 22:06 REALIZATIONS

I suffer so much for being patient; for staying too long in a relationship that drowns me. I hate how hopeful I get even on situations that seem hopeless. What if I use this patience the other way around? What if instead of being patient and keeping sht together, I instead keep myself away and endure the hurt until it's gone; be kinder to myself; be alone and hope for a better one to come. I just realized it's more beautiful and doable than waiting for the change that will never come. My friends love me. I'm never afraid.

3-27-24 15:33

I'm a fucking loser

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March 26, 2024

I can't believe I was able to access my Tumblr again.

Reading through past conversations on my Soc Med accounts earlier. Past was amazing! My emotion stretches towards the good and only the good, unlike now, as if everything just leans on the bad. I miss the old times.

I feel like there's something wrong in me. Why do I always put other people first? When I know for a fact that it does no good to me. I will be getting an appointment with NCMH. If I lose (or already have lost) my sanity, I would freaking get it back. I better get myself together, before I stab someone right through his heart. Figurative? IDK.

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Payat < Maganda Dyeta < Pafresh Ganon!!!!! (at Circuit Makati) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoyczBHhkXw4Jt06TO2Trv3D82HBktfQ8Z5cwc0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ef950pgdcjle

You know for you I would do it all over again. (at Bonifacio Global City) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bov42VMB_zQxY6fmTe6jyPHlgbrKoN4Z9zq60Q0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ky2t5v5mmchf

Happy birthday, hun. #happybirthdaybrunomars @brunomars https://www.instagram.com/p/BotRowuBdBnowaYwp2HJTBXtEs83sSR9dhNTIg0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=p2uhw3iytsoe

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