becoming rosaceae

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i don’t proofread and i don’t send it to my friends all i do is write bullshit and drop timestamps if i spell something wrong i kill myself

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My Jammies

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Some well deserved tlc

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hazel and dolphin just work in fundamentally different ways that i think go actually genuinely believe that hazel is becoming dolphin is to watch her with your eyes closed. like i assure you she is not walking down dolphin’s path, and solar flare is not like the big ass fuck off mythic war era team. she isn’t dolphin.

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all this to say: bliss dumb you might want to invest in looking deeper than just the gems girlie

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hold my hand ok? ok. humor me. <- enby with an agenda.

you have an identity crisis. it starts from the gems. none of them fit, none of them really have. from when you were playing on test and learning each of the abilities. you ask stormz what else there is and he responds with “that’s it” and “i don’t think they have what you’re really looking for.” this sentiment now feels realer and truer now more than ever. nothing feels correct. and you just have to deal with the fact that no option this world allows will ever fully and truly encompass you and allow you to fight the way you want to and exist the way you want to.

and you decide that you are no one. because if you cannot fit into one of those 8, then you don’t really exist, do you? and it’s not just because of the gems, isn’t it? you don’t know who you are and what you want to be and do. you look into a mirror and that isn’t you. you don’t exist, after all. you shouldn’t have a reflection.

and so you make a binding vow. you decide that balance willing, if you aren’t any of them then you’ll just be all of them. they want you to only pick one of those 8? fuck that. you’re all of them. at once. at the same time. that’s who you are. that’s who you want to be. the most brilliant part is that it works.

anyways i think it is quite beautiful that dumb’s resolve by the end was deciding to completely reject the “binary” (there’s 8, not 2, but yk) given to them and do something different. yk? you could almost say. non binar

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throughly thunks

i like to think there are some adverse and unexpected effects of having your energy bound together. such as: if energy is the blood that fuels the gem which is your heart, then when one is feeling anxious or angry or really anything that causes the heart to beat faster, the other will feel that too. also idk how energy is typically represented but that’s how i’ve thought of it for a while. hence why “hollowed” is the word. stormz can carve out dumb’s heart (welcome home ribcage heart).

but it’s now easier more than ever for dumb to tell when stormz is upset and this is a very good thing because it allows for dumb to be a better friend! and help stormz out! yeah im fucking lying it’s going to lead dumb to sit there and spiral because they’re worried it’s because of them and this is going to cause stormz to feel how anxious dumb is getting and awful awful loop.

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Waves please look at my princess also I will die on the trans coding hill I’m so serious <- related too much

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On my soul that has gotta have SOME trans coding bro you cannot convince me otherwise

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quite literally bound their hearts together ❤️🖤

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they’re called binding VOWs right. wdyd when i put wedding aspects into the designs

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i still think about the arg and the notion of how no matter what, stormz won’t feel the same way about any relationship with any person the way he did specifically with dumb during infuse season 1. and how dumb has talked about the fact that there won’t really be another server like infuse when all their friends existed together on the same smp. that season of that server did something, i think.

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it’s their childhood home bro. you moved away and you’re not coming back and the version of it that you left behind doesn’t exist anymore but it means the world to you and it’s why you exist as the you you are. something like that shrugging emoji

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i still think about the arg and the notion of how no matter what, stormz won’t feel the same way about any relationship with any person the way he did specifically with dumb during infuse season 1. and how dumb has talked about the fact that there won’t really be another server like infuse when all their friends existed together on the same smp. that season of that server did something, i think.

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it’s cold

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anyways the thoroughly headcanons post

ok to get a general list out of the way, here are certain things about how i just view these guys

Dumb

- runs cold

- typically looks at ground while walking w ppl (doesn’t do this during fights)

- fighting style relies more on placing people into situations for chaining of hits. leads to a more “flowy” type of fighting style with faster hits. yes i am just sword pvp truthing dumb here. yes this is about money mini gladiators and the twirls dumb was doing. doesnt deviate too far from a 1-handed knight fighting style, just faster hits

- hates loud groups and will typically just start to zone out

- has a decent number of older scars that they don’t like letting ppl see (hence the turtleneck maining)

- blind in right eye, the eye itself wasn’t fully blinded by what caused the scar initially (stupid accident as a kid) but the vision deteriorated over time

- dog shit eating habits (like worse than normal for these guys. 11pm frozen pizza ❤️)

- trouble falling asleep (no form of medicine or whatever helps, needs something like pressure above them to like a weighted blanket or smth to help them fall asleep faster).

- social battery drains incredibly quickly

Stormz

- runs warm

- typically pretty confident in his actual movement in fights but his hands shake pretty badly out of nerves so his sword style reflects the unsteady grip. he makes up for it in his movement abilities and his battle iq

- really observant and can very easily function in large groups of people and absorbs everything being said to him. also good at leading conversations

- burn scars left on back from when he lost his wings (you can feel the bones where they come out from still there). used to have 2 sets

- hair feels like fluffy feathers near the ends of it.

- dog shit eating habits

- trouble staying asleep (tends to jolt awake at night, having things like perpetual and repeated sounds like rain or white noise or people talking helps him stay asleep. will wake up if the sound stops.)

Pinity (i miss him)

- deals very well with cold, normal with heat

- has better vision in the dark but very sensitive to light (hence: sun glasses)

- his back’s spine and ribcage jut out a bit more from his skin than is normal for a full human so sleeping on his back kinda sucks ass

- higher pulse rates lead to much louder heartbeat, to the point where he can hear it.

- fighting style leans more on the side of rougher less flowy motions with the sword but has much more power behind it. prefers to play with 2 handed weapons (strong enough to use them almost as fast as people with one handed) but knows the importance of having a shield and is sad about it

- everything is kind of just brighter for him so to sleep he genuinely locks himself in a near pitch black room. he’d sleep in a cave with no light if he could.

Hazel

- her finger tips are really really cold to touch, sometimes her hands themselves get cold too and her hands become stiffer

- wings are pretty delicate but also they’re prettyyyy

- fighting style is incredibly mechanically advanced. uses her environment around her to her advantage. similar thought process and playstyle as dumb. actual style of her swordplay is similar to that knightly fighting style (like dumb’s) but with a bit more playfulness to it. reasoning behind that is that she learned a lot of it from watching and fighting other people so i imagine it lead to her learning an incredibly common and well documented style (because everyone learns it!)

- a lot of her dresses are actual different pieces that she’s able to mix and match together

- gets drowsy as weather gets colder throughout the day, this sucks during the winter (obviously lol)

- enjoys hanging out with many people but will get quieter if the group has louder/more talkative ppl (but she’s still enjoying the company! my social butterfly 🦋 )

- i love hazel shes so wonderful

Sans

- handles heat incredibly well, cannot tolerate the cold

- fighting style is a lot less textbook but he’s still textbook leaning. favors heavier swings (prefers 1 handed though). Does a lot better with fights in confined spaces

- wings never grew large enough to allow him to fly (does allow him to glide if he’s in the air already). typically most ppl with wings experience the same thing but he’s still sad abt it :(

- loved being in larger groups of ppl. i love telling jokes and hanging out with my friends :)

- wounds take longer to fully heal. if a wound scabs they also turn into patches of scales in the end which leads to sans being kinda uncomfortable during the healing process.

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as for other stuff, i have a general headcanon that people have homeworlds outside of servers for between season stuff. they have houses and like places to keep their trinkets. additionally your echest has a set of three slots that are cross dimensional to said homeworld (accessible in your echest in your homeworld and on server). most people use this for clothes and bedding they like and other such items. also snacks.

healing uses a combo of medicine and healing/regen pots. significant wounds that leave lasting impact on the body transfer between smps, though there’s ways people have tampered with the code of the worlds and the interaction with each person’s unique data to mitigate a lot of injuries from transferring. it’s a commonly enough done practice that most smps have this in place. stormz keeps getting away with gouging out dumb’s eyes during infuse because of this.

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- dumb meets pinity and the two of them bonded over having vision problems

- stormz got dropped from the heavens and in the process his wings got burnt off. met dumb through that and dumb helped stormz’s back heal. also ended up being the one who sorta taught stormz a lot of his earlier swordplay

- stormz is mad jealous of pinity and hazel but we knew that already

- stormz and dumb have several cats on their homeworld.

- hazel sans and dumb got accustomed to being around each other in the mace s2 base incredibly quickly and because they were around each other so much (the lowk codependency from wing trio especially between dumb and hazel) a lot of the tendencies they built from there still show in how they function in bases. this pisses of stormz to no end.

- dumb’s silently fixed a lot of stormz’s older clothes and reintroduced them into his wardrobe after they were added onto bliss. stormz doesn’t say anything but does proudly display dumb’s embroidery so they figure he’s happy

- hazel initially taught stormz an assortment of hairstyles after dumb started growing out their hair. stormz asked mainly cause he wanted to be a supportive friend for dumb. dumb never bothered to learn and always either wore ponytails or simple half up half downs. it was only after wing trio did dumb finally learn how to have fun with it. stormz eventually adopts dumb’s old half up half down hairstyle to pay homage.

- hazel eventually figures out a solution to pinity’s sleeping problem by effectively creating a memory foam mattress but it’s like a lot softer. allows the guy to sleep on any pose he’d like without fucking up his back

- debrief of doom is always held on the para homeworld after smp finales or during break times where like everyone in their extended group gathers to hear the tales of doom and gloom

- during infuse 2.5 dumb really wanted to cut their hair because it was getting hard to keep up with maintaining (*gestures vaguely at the mental health stuff*). stormz insisted on helping dumb take care of it because he really really didn’t want dumb go cut it especially when they are so happy about it being long. dumb is very thankful for that fact

- jar of dumb’s eyeballs that stormz had collected

- dumb has a decent number of stormz’s clothes just mixed in with theirs. at a certain point they were using one of his tailcoats as a robe at night.

- on that vein, stormz and dumb were incredibly ill about each other during the time separated from 2.5 and then from bliss. dumb just slept on stormz’s bed for like a solid week. stormz refuses to let dumb live that fact down. (he was concerned but tries to play it off) (dumbs a loser)

ok i cant think of any more that i havent talked abt yet

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Niche specific Purjopa dumb clothing design sketch thing

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to elaborate:

typically i give dumb multiple layers of clothing (turtleneck + leggings -> overshirt/sweater + looser pants -> jacket -> cape) (the pattern becomes layers of skirts over the leggings for the skirt outfits) mainly due to like specific hcs i have (shout out the always running cold hc). another general thing is that i try to keep their skin mostly covered (like more than what i normally do).

for hair styles i tend to lean towards the half up half down type styles but they’d prolly tie that shit up the instant a fight starts iwl. it gets annoying. and in that vein they have fun hair clips and hair pieces (like the bone clips for the main design or sparkles for the monarchy design or the poppies and pearls for the abyss design). and the eye makeup. can’t forget the eye makeup.

as for the more fancy dress designs, i’ve talked abt this before but i tend to give them more gown style dresses that are less form fitting and more flowy and have multiple layers of fabric building the shape. tends to have sleeves, either off shoulder or on shoulder. and yk, darker colors cause its dumb.

yaya

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Niche specific Purjopa dumb clothing design sketch thing