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Damn that feeling of being unwanted never really leaves, does it

Our little one is here. He's everything I've ever wanted and more. But you're not here. Not mentally, at least. Not emotionally. I'm already convinced you're not the same person. You haven't been for quite a while. I was hoping this would open your eyes and your heart. Maybe you'd appreciate me. Maybe you'd show some sort of emotion. I was wrong. We talked about this. A long time ago. We dreamed about these days. Having a family and sharing our love. But our love is long past stale. I don't even know how to even try to salvage it. I would be the only one putting in the work, and honestly, I don't believe you would care either way. As long as you have the things that matter to you. Work, your groups messages, computer games. I have no doubt you wouldn't blink an eye if I were to leave. Wouldn't even shed a single tear. If I'm not what you want anymore just tell me and we can leave. I won't keep you from him, but I don't want to continue to stay where I'm not wanted.

I give up. You win. I'm too tired to fight, to beg you to love me and cry for your attention. What's the point of being together if I'm always just alone. It's obvious you've made your choice and I've tried but I will never change your mind.

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My favorite conspiracy theory is that everything is going to be ok

"You are my Everything. You are the most amazing woman I’ve ever met. You are the prettiest person inside and out that sometimes I don’t think I even deserve. I will never take you for granted. I will never disobey your trust.

The end of my search. The beginning of our future. The reason I wake up everyday and conquer.

You are the absolute love of my life.

You are the life I love.

You are my life."

Shame on me for believing in such fairy tales. And shame on me for letting myself be fooled over and over again.