it’s all too much

[thtaverageguy]

Today makes one year from when it all ended. I queued this post a long time ago and doubt I still use this app... but I wonder if I’m ok. I hope I am.

I hope you are too.

[perfectfeelings]

[thtaverageguy]

thought of you extra today... 🌹

I wonder if you thought about me too

[recaption]

[thtaverageguy]

I saw your bumble. We didn’t match… I haven’t heard from you in two months… does this mean you’ve left me behind

[stardustandwands]

You’re waiting for a train

You know where you hope this train will take you.

But you can’t know for sure. Yet, it doesn’t matter

Now, tell me why?

[evvence-deactivated20250520]

conflicted

[justicetwerksfromabove]

The new album just kind destroyed me tbh.

[perfectfeelings]

“My last relationship taught me one valuable thing, that I never want to feel like I’m begging for someone’s love, ever.”

—

[imagination]

by Camilo Paredes

[perfectfeelings]

[overthink]

eyetwist

[sugayy-deactivated20151005]

[thtaverageguy]

I’m not doing well... I wonder if you still think about me.

I wish I could go back to not dreaming. I hate that you seem fine

[cece-williams]

[road-t0-paradise]

I wish sunsets would last longer

[thtaverageguy]

I worry that as each day goes by, you’re focusing on locking that box back up and hiding it rather than trying to understand it... I worry that you wont poke and prod at it to let some of that stuff you locked away out to see if it’s something you’d want, but will try to bury it so you don’t need to experience that pain and hurt again.

I worry that I can’t reach out, and you won’t reach out, and the next thing I know you’re states away and there’s nothing I can do. And I worry that in a new place to explore with new people you don’t know, everything will feel exciting and intense and you’ll find someone that fills my role and will forget all about me and us and what we used to be... or what we could be in the future, whatever that is.

Once my company is sold I’m going to quit and take a lot of time off to explore and travel. I worry that I’ll run into you randomly when I do. I worry even more that I won’t.