ThugBear

That's right. It says ThugBear.

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Taking a sip of water and feeling healthy af for a second 😎

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this is so real

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Dobby Death

How does one not cry when Dobby dies in the Deathly Hallows Pt 1? Let's seriously discuss this.

Also, favorite Dobby quote? "Dobby never meant to kill, only maim or...seriously harm."

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That First REAL First Date Feeling

You know when you go on a first date and it goes amazing? Like great conversation, fun flirting, a great goodnight hug...and you're like wow, so thats what a proper first date feels like?

I am experiencing that feeling right now. I just want to point out that at 20 years old the only dates I have notched on my belt are from high school and they were just as awkward as the awkward relationships I had been in. I always wondered if I would get to experience that feeling of "Wow so that's a first date? I want more of those," and I am so glad that I climbed the Trump wall of my anxiety and depression and went out on this date.

I know it's hard, it is painstakingly difficult to bring up mental arms against your own body in order to enjoy life. Don't let your depression or anxiety win because if you do then your chance of experiencing that "Wow" first date feeling lowers a shit ton. Go on bad dates, go on good dates, go on meh dates. Go join an adventure club and find some way to break out of your shell. Go get a motorcycle, a tattoo, donate blood, get a new piercing; just be the beautiful butterflies that you can grow to be and do it because right now you are just stuck in your chrysalis.

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Its funny until it turns into a very sad life lesson

So, I live in Texas,which means in high school if you don't participate in the annual school homecoming event in some way, you might just be considered lame. Well, my sophomore year I decided to wear a tea-length dress and 3 inch heels with my mum (the out of control fake flower weights that the girls are supposed to ruin their posture with for homecoming). During one of my class periods (Idk which one) I had to go down to the reception office on the first floor from my third floor classroom and had to take the stairs. I'm going down the stairs all good, I'm on the flight when I trip over the back of one of my heels. My very short life flashed before my eyes, which should be scary but this was pathetic because all it made me realize that the almost death I had managed to save myself from that day had been the most thrilling thing in my life up until that point.