Thundering Hartley

Hartley Rathaway Indie RP Blog  +18 (Open to Canon, Canon Difergent or AU)(I will not RP with someone under the age of 18)(This is a side blog)

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Hartley pounding into him felt incredible after being the one in control so long, and he croaked out a weak groan of pleasure, eyes screwing shut as it only seemed to add to his orgasm when Hartley finally came. They rode it out, slowing to a stop, breathless and panting, hot air mingling between them.

Barry rose, needing to breath, looking down at Hartley with a dazed, pleasure hazed expression, his lips parted as he breathed heavily. He pushed back his hair and smiled, looking down at his impossibly attractive lover.

Hartley’s hair was mussed, his skin tinted pink with little scratch marks from Barry, his chest covered in Barry’s come. Barry leaned down and kissed him once more, deep and slow, before moving back and pressing their foreheads together.

Mine.

Hartley stared up at his impossibly beautiful lover, his eyes half open and blurry form his orgasm. He wished he could capture the rapturous expression on Barry’s face, keep it locked away in his heart for when he needed to remember why he kept going everyday. And when he leaned down to kiss him,slow and sensual, making his toes curl in delight, he knew he’d never feel like this with another human being.

Barry was his light, his reason for getting up. Once he had been so focused on revenge and hatred, that was washed away by Barry’s love. Eclipsing all other thoughts or desires, with his warmth and acceptance. And as they kissed he wasn’t even slightly embarrassed by the few tears that rolled down his cheeks, so utterly and stupidly happy in this moment.

And when they finally parted their lips, foreheads resting against each other he let his fingers lightly trace Barry’s cheek. “I love you.” his words soft, barely there but written all over his expression. 

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Hartley was beginning to lose it, and Barry couldn’t hold back any longer. Bracing his hands on Hartley’s chest and started really moving, an actual moan leaving him, his nails pressing in and his back arching slightly.

“Hart…” he croaked out, hazy eyes full of love, lust, and the need to let go. He moved down, crashing their lips together as he fucked himself on Hartley, his toes curling as he left the kiss, a pitched moan leaving him as finally… he came.

Hartley nearly yelped as Barry started to dig in and really move his hips, it felt incredible, unable to keep his own hips still, they rose up to meet each of Barry’s downward thrusts. He hissed as Barry’s nails dug into this skin, but it felt so good he didn’t complain.

His eyes snapping open as once again he heard his name, or at least most of it, on his lovers lips before they were kissing. His arms wrapped tightly around Barry’s waists as their bodies moved together, he swallowed down Barry’s moan in their kiss. And soon he came into the taller man as he felt Barry’s own cum splashing his abs and chest, hips still rocking together as they rode out eachother’s orgasms. 

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The strangled moan from his lover was all the encouragement he needed, and Barry kept the pace up. He wanted to take it slow, really feel each other, really connect. He wanted this to be special… wanted it to last. Still, the sight of Hartley, flushed and aroused beneath him as he rode his hard cock…

Barry bit his bottom lip, rolling his hips down on Hartley, taking all of him and grinding lowly before pulling up and fucking himself back down. It was good…so good… he could feel his own cock leaking already and he let out a harsh breath hedged with what would have been a moan, had he been able to project just then.

The room was very quiet save for the strangled moans, gasping breath, and the slick hot sound of Barry moving up and down on Hartley’s dick. He couldn’t form words if he tried, eyes hazy with need as he held himself back, letting Barry keep the pace set at how he wanted. 

His hands raking up and down Barry’s thighs, gripping and groping the firm muscles there to keep grounded in the waves of pleasure. Each time Barry impaled himself, fully taking Harley in he was sure he’d orgasm but some how he held on. “F...f...B...Barry I...” his head whipping back and forth slowly, trying to clear his head and failing. His voice choked and barely audible. There was so much he wanted to say, to tell Barry, but he couldn’t. 

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Beneath him, Hartley looked as close as Barry himself felt, as overwhelmed. Barry shuddered, lips parting as a whisper of a sound left him when his ass finally met the other’s balls. His hands on Hartley, he paused, giving them both a moment.

He pat Hartley’s chest, making him look up at him. “One moment,” he felt like they both could use it, so he made sure to sign it. Once he was sure they both wouldn’t be coming the second he started moving his hips, Barry raised himself up before lowering himself again, setting a slow, smooth pace.

His eyelashes fluttered, his lips parting. It felt so strange on the top… but he sort of liked it.

Hartley nodded quickly, maybe too quickly, when Barry told him to take a moment. He wasn’t even embarrassed at how worked up he was from this, Barry was hot and it had been a very emotional night already. He had never felt so connected, so completed by another person, and as amazing as this felt, it was their emotional connection that made this so special.

Barry started to move and Hartley let out a strangled soft moan, the pace was slow, but slow was good. Any faster and this would be over well before they really got started. “So good...Ssssss so beautiful.” It was hard to even think straight like this, his eyes locked onto Barry’s face as he rode him.

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Barry always loved the sounds Hartley made… every hiss and moan, sigh and humm of pleasure. Barry was always sensitive to sounds, but he swore he could listen to Hartley’s for the rest of his life. Hartley rolled his hips up and Barry shivered.

Hearing what the other said, Barry looked up, a smile spreading across his face, showing off his teeth before he nipped at Hartley. It wasn’t that he hadpracticed… but more that he had been planning what he wanted to do. He pressed in another finger, wanting to hurry along, tangling his free hand in Hartley’s hair, tugging at it and gently biting Hartley’s neck, wanting the man beyond ready to take him when he was done.

Finally, he felt prepared, and pulled his fingers out. He moved, grabbing the lube, heating it in his palm before stroking it over his lover’s cock. He caught his own tongue between his teeth as he moved, taking hold of Hartley and guiding him inside.

He lowered himself and shuddered, a grunt leaving him as Hartley breached him, a shudder passing through him.

“F-Fuck.” Hartley had to swallow thickly to keep from moaning loudly, that look on Barry’s face, the way he tangled his hands in his hair, how he bit him and stroked him. When did his blushing sweet boyfriend get so dirty? A small feeling of pride at how thoroughly debauched Barry had become in such a short amount of time.

And then Barry was guiding their bodies together, he could feel his fingers kneading Barry’s flesh around his hips, holding himself back from just thrusting upwards before Barry was ready. And for a terrible eternity it felt like Barry would never lower himself onto Hartley’s cock, which was rock hard and red with need. And then they were together, Barry carefully lowering himself onto Hartley cock.

“Y...Yessss” He head being thrown back, his breath ragged, how did Barry expect him to last like this? His hot heat enveloping him slowly, and this was only the start.

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Barry blushed, his throat clicking as he swallowed, biting his bottom lip. Hartley’s words were making him hot, his cock already hard as he fingered himself open for his lover. He shivered at the gentle touches, a soft sigh leaving him as he arched into them slightly.

Hartley’s words turned from hot to sweet seamlessly, and Barry couldn’t resist, leaning down to kiss his cheek, his jaw, his neck… trailing down until he reached Hartley’s nipple, circling around it, flicking across it… he wanted to make Hartley feel as incredible as he did.

Hartley bit his lip and hissed in delight as he felt Barry’s lips on his hot skin, keeping his hands firmly planted on the other man’s hips. He wanted to give Barry as much control in this as he could, let the taller man kiss him and touch him how he pleased. His back arching slightly when he felt the lips at his nipple, “Mmmmmmm” A low moan rippling through his body, hips rolling up again to get from friction from Barry’s thighs.

“You have no idea how hard it is not to just bury myself in you right now.” His voice dropping an octave, heavy with lust. “If I didnt know better I’d think you had been practicing...”

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Barry blushed, but nodded, a little smile on his lips that was hidden away when Hartley kissed him. He sighed into it, submitting easily, giving Hartley this moment of control. Kissing him would always be his favorite thing… it made him feel so much better than he was. So much more… complete.

Barry pulled back, popping the cap on the bottle of lube and dribbling it over his fingers, making a messy show for Hartley as he reached back, pressing in two fingers with a shudder. He licked over his lips, looking up at Hartley through his lashes.

Hartley’s eyes were glued to Barry’s face as the taller man reached behind him and started to prepare himself. “You have no idea how sexy you look right now...” His voice barely above the slick wet sound of Barry’s fingers entering him, “And I can see... those fingers aren’t enough for you are they?” A playful smile on his lips, “But you want to put on a little show for me... get me hot for you.” His hands traced small pictures down Barry’s chest and abs, teasing the soft sensitive skin.

“But I’m always hot for you Barry...” His eyes finding his lovers, serious for a second, “Every day I have to control myself around you... otherwise I might never let you leave this bed... or my arms.” His hands settled on Barry’s hips again, gripping the hot flesh these possessively, “You are by far the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen... in every way.”

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Barry felt Hartley press against him and bit his bottom lip, a hunger in his eyes rising as he looked down at the other. He wondered if it would always feel like this- intense and unending? He’d never felt this heat before Hartley, and often felt himself at a loss for how to handle it. He usually looked to Hartley for guidance, but…

… right now, it would be him in charge, it seemed. Barry blushed once Hartley said what he wanted, nodding. He’d never ridden Hartley before… and so the thrill of not knowing what to expect made him even harder than he was before.

He moved, stretching to reach the nightstand, grabbing the now well used bottle of lube, looking at Hartley with question in his eyes. Did he want Barry to prepare himself as well? He was open to that, of course, but right now… he wanted Hartley to have everything he desired.

Hartley licked his lips, he wanted Barry so badly and it was taking every ounce of his will power not to flip them over and take him over and over again. But the thought of watching his stunning lover riding him, gasping a panting and mouthing his name... it was a very good motivator. 

He could see the question in Barry’s eyes, smiling, “I want to watch you finger yourself Barry, work your self good for me then show me how eager you are to ride my dick.” He moved his hands to cup the taller man’s face, leaning up to capture his lips in a gentle but deep kiss, needing to feel that connection. Barry wanted to give Hartley all he desired, but all he wanted was every ounce of Barry Allen, to have the man be comepletely and totally his.

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Barry thrilled as the other gave up some control, eagerly deepening the kiss, sliding his hands along Hartley’s form. He loved the way Hartley felt… so soft and smooth, yet strong… He turned and nuzzled against Hartley’s neck, kissing each and every mole he found, before pulling back.

He looked down at Hartley, a gentle, loving smile on his face. He sat back slightly, raising his hands to sign at the other. “Tell me what you want. Anything at all, and I will do my best.”

All he wanted was to please his lover… to let Hartley know Barry was well and truly invested. No matter what it was that Hartley wanted, Barry would do his absolute best to fulfill his request.

Hartley shivered, still unsure how Barry could look at him like that, so full of love and affection. His own personal angel, accepting and trusting, melting away all the thorns in his weary heart. His fingers flexed, gripping Barry’s hips with each kiss he felt. Barry asked what he wanted, and all he could think was ‘everything’, he wanted it all. Every soft touch and rough kiss Barry had, ever loving look and generous gesture, he wanted his body, mind and soul.

Still he had to answer his lover, because right now his own body really wanted Barry’s, rolling his hips up slightly so his erection pressed into the taller man’s thighs. “I want you on top...I want to watch you ride my cock.” His voice barely audible, as he tried to keep himself calm and still.  He wanted Barry to have control, but his instincts were telling him to grab the man and pin him against the wall and fuck him until he was delirious. It wasn’t easy giving up control but it seemed both of them could find a good balance this way. 

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Hart shushed him, gently brushing over his cheek, and Barry soothed, nuzzling against his lover’s hand. Hearing Hartley doubt he deserved his words, Barry glared slightly, nipping the tip of his chin lightly in reprimand, saying without words of course you do, dummy.

The question came, so earnest and sweet, and Barry smiled softly, brushing a strand of hair off Hartley’s forehead. If he could, he would tell Hartley a thousand times a thousand ways how he deserved Barry’s words, his love. He would tell him how much he loved him. But all he could manage right now were three words, so Hartley would have to settle for his kiss instead.

Barry kissed back just as gently, cupping the back of Hartley’s head, holding him into the kiss before pressing him back against the blankets. He wanted to do more than have sex with Hartley… he wanted to make love. He wanted to show Hartley everything he felt through his body…

‘Hartley was surprised when Barry kept the kiss going, letting himself be pushed back. A heat pooling in his groin, he and Barry had been intimate enough times, he could sense the mood changing and his body responded. He was used to being in control during sex but he was more than willing to give up control and let Barry take the reigns, he seemed to have a plan after all. 

Hartley let his hands lightly trace down Barry’s sides before settling on his slender hips, or lack there of, smiling as they continued to kiss. Maybe he didn’t deserve Barry’s love, but god he loved it. As long as Barry would have him, Hartley belonged to him. He liked to think of all their time together as moments Hartley could steal away and treasure for himself, when in truth? He was a slave to Barry’s love, the other man giving him more than he could ever hide away or steal. Given freely with out terms, maybe Hartley wasn’t as unlucky as he thought...

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Barry felt Hartley calm slightly, and let up a bit, still over him, his forest eyes gentle as they looked down into Hartley’s wet, cobalt eyes. He hadn’t expected such an intense reaction from the usually cocky Hartley, but…

… but it assured him how important this was to the both of him. He shook his head, smiling down at Hartley as he tried to backtrack on his reaction, leaning down to gently nose along his jawline affectionately, silently telling him it was okay.

Hartley turned back to look at him and Barry blushed, biting his bottom lip slightly, looking down as his own eyes grew wet. He wished he could say more… but he didn’t think he quite had it in him yet.

Hartley could see the wetness behind his lover’s eyes, reaching up to gently brush his cheek, “Hey...shhhhhh I don’t need anything more...I’m not sure I even deserved what you gave me.” He went quiet again, just listening to their breathing together, liking the weight of Barry over him for a change. “What did I do to deserve you?” He chuckled at how honest the question came out. 

His life was a sin, a disappointment from birth, he’d tried and failed to make something of himself and now he was barely scrapping by, stealing to just make it through the week. How had he earned the love of his brilliant man? Through lies mostly... a weight that sat heavily inside him, even as the joy from Barry’s words buzzed around his head.

“In my lifetime of bad luck... how did I get you to love me?” He again leaned up to kiss Barry, gently this time, more to stop his own mouth from moving. He always trusted Barry’s lips over his own words. 

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Barry was honestly beyond overwhelmed. Having finally spoken, said those words aloud, confessed to Hartley, and now with Hartley crying and kissing him senseless and breathless… Barry’s brain was beginning to shut down.

When Hartley finally parted for air, Barry gulped in breaths, cheeks flushed, eyes lidded, lips red and kiss bitten. His expression was awed as he looked at Hartley’s sobbing face, closing his eyes as he was kissed again.

Barry got the distinct impression that Hartley had lost control, so with the confidence boost from succeeding, he rolled them over so Hartley was beneath him, caging the shorter man in with his arms, kissing him, forcing him to slow down, petting along one of his sides.

For all of Hartley’s posturing and work to suppress his emotions, he always knew they were his weakness. He had always been ‘too soft’ as his father used to ridicule, too easily swayed by his feelings, which is why he fought so hard to keep them at bay. So when he got like this, his rational mind shut down and he just acted.

As Barry pinned and caged him on the floor he felt a moment of fight in him, not wanting to be so confined, but he allowed Barry to sooth his rolling emotions into something more manageable. And as he broke their kiss again, this time more stable, his tears stopping though he was still wet behind the eyes, “I....” he breathed unsure what he could possibly say to express what he wanted. 

“I..I didnt mean to...” he looked away now feeling a bit embarrassed by his reaction. Pausing for just a moment he turned back and just looked into Barry’s eyes, feeling so warm and safe he nearly started to cry again, “You have the most beauitful voice Barry...thank you.” He didnt feel worthy and at the same time he wanted so much more. He wanted to hear Barry talk more, sing, laugh... fuck he’d listen to him read the phone book. Still he knew that would be very hard..and he should be grateful for what he got. And he was.. he treasured the words in his heart. 

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The world stopped for a moment, and to a speedster, it felt like a lifetime. His heart beat so fast he could scarcely feel it, his breath caught, making him dizzy… He was glad he wasn’t wearing his suit, or Caitlin might beep him, frantic to know what was causing this reaction.

Hartley cried, and for a full moment, Barry panicked, thinking Hartley hadn’t been as serious when he’d said those words. He thought he had been, btu maybe he’d read into it too much, and this was too serious and-

Hartley crashed forward, kissing him with a flood of emotion, and it was like a damn breaking. Barry shuddered, sighing into the kiss, holding Hartley perhaps a bit too tightly, tangling his fingers in brunette locks pulling Hartley forward to sit in his lap so they could be closer. Barry matched his passion equally, swept up in the moment and the shock that he’d managed to actually succeed inspeaking. Something he hadn’t done consciously in what felt like a lifetime.

Hartley couldnt focus on anything but the feeling of Barry’s lips and the words he had spoken playing over and over in his head. Even if it had been weak and shaky, Barry’s voice was like music. He had spent so much time in the quiet lonely world of his up bringing. He could remember the first time he ever heard music, he hadn’t left his room for week. Simply playing every piece of music he could get his hands on, weeping from it’s beauty. This was no different... no that was a lie. It was worlds different. Barry’s voice was better than music, and he didn’t know if he could live with out it now. 

When he pulled back from the kiss, only doing so because his lungs were screaming at him for oxygen, he was still crying. “I... fuck I love you so much Barry.” He kissed him again, not sure what else he could do, his emotions over whelming him in this moment. 

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Barry smiled brightly and pulled him along by the hand, leading him to the nest. He pulled Hartley down to sit with him, and Barry felt his heart racing already. Could he do it? Could he really do it? He felt nervousness bubble within him, and he knew he needed to calm down before attempting anything.

“I’ve been wanting to tell you for a while now…” he began, pausing a moment before leaning forward, cupping the back of Hartley’s head to pull him in for a kiss. It was simple at first, but then Barry felt his passion grow, and he deepened it, pouring his feelings into the kiss, letting them flow…

He slowed before pulling away just enough that both of them could look into each other’s eyes, that Hartley could see his mouth move as…

“I… love y… you,” he croaked weakly, the struggle to get the words out obvious until the last word left him in a breath. His own voice sounded so strange to him… so different than the voice he remembered from childhood. Deeper. More masculine. Though whether or not that was simply from disuse was anyone’s guess.

Hartley just looked around, smiling and feeling touched Barry went to tall the trouble. To him it seemed a bit much for a quiet evening in but he wasn’t going to complain that was for sure, still not entirely sure why Barry had invited him over. He briefly wondered if either of them were pregnant, a small joke to himself as he was pulled to a sitting position in the blankets. 

His smile faded a bit when he saw just how nervous Barry looked, concern filling him instantly. The way Barry was setting this up wasn’t helping his anxiety either, what could be so important that Barry needed to tell him that would require all of this? 

The thousand questions flying in his mind were quieted instantly with Barry’s lips pressed on his own. The sweet simple kiss evolving until Hartley was completely overwhelmed by Barry’s feeling and passion he was pouring into the kiss. So when the taller man pulled back Hartley was slightly dazed and breathless.

Then it happened, and Hartley felt his heart stop, the whole room seemed eerie quiet because the only sound he focused on were the words Barry was saying. Actually words, with his real voice...and fuck it broke him.  Tears slipped down his face, he hadn’t realized how badly he had wanted to hear those words from Barry. For weeks he had been worried he was projecting feelings that Barry might not fully share. But this? All of this...and all the work Barry must have done just to say those three wimple words. He sobbed shaking his head, trying to pull himself together, trying to search for words but all he ended up doing was pushing forward and kissing Barry with everything he had.

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That day, Barry got everything ready. By the time the doorbell rang, it was all perfect. He opened the door to reveal it all…

The house had no lights on, but dozens and dozens of candles were lit, the house smelled gently of vanilla and strawberries, and the living room had been converted into a little nest of blankets, with a tray of sweets and a bucket of ice with wine and two glasses beside it.

He smiled shyly, excitement in his eyes. “Come in, and just… don’t say anything yet. I have a surprise.” He signed, reaching out his hand to lead the other inside. Barry himself was dressed nicely… a pressed purple shirt with a darker purple tie, it’s sleeves rolled up to his elbows, a watch on his wrist he’d gotten from Joe years ago, dress slacks, and shiny shoes.

Hartley didn’t really know what to expect, so when Barry opened the door and he saw all the work Barry had done he was speechless. Barry told him not to speak so it helped cover that up a bit, still his awed expression at just how different Barry’s place looked by candle light, and how much thought he put into their evening together.  He let himself be led inside, drinking in the sight of his lover looking more than dapper, he himself was wearing just a nice pair of grey slacks and a pressed green shirt with green bow tie. He had so many questions to ask, but this was Barry’s show so he’d play along and keep quiet..for now. 

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Hartley kissed him back, deepening it just enough to let Barry know Hartley meant every word, and… gods, Barry had never felt so loved in his life. Mess of a person as he was… Hartley was always there for him.

He pulled back and huffed a quiet laugh, a wide smile spreading across his face and scrunching his teary eyes. He nodded, getting up to pull Hartley along with him.

Time seemed to ebb on, and The Flash kept busy, Barry Allen even busier. No one seemed to understand why he was always so busy, but… he had a few things to do for himself. For others as well, like Joe and Iris, but… for Hartley especially.

And today… today was the day. He’d texted Hartley to come over that night and anxiously awaited his appearance.

Hartley had been busy himself, tweaking his implants, making secret nightly runs to steal what he needed, mostly things from old STAR Labs storage sites that didn’t have proper security. No matter what he did though the problems always returned, it was stressful to say the least.  His one distraction was the time he spent with Barry and even that seemed to be fairly rare these days. He would never admit it but not having Barry around just drained him, locking himself away in his cold lonely workshop, barely eating or sleeping, consumed by his work. The longer they spent time apart the less human he felt. So when he got a text from Barry to come over that night Hartley was relieved. He had hit a road block in his work and longed to see his lover. Shooting a quick message that he wouldn’t miss it for the world, he finally allowed himself a bit of rest.

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Hartley took his hands and as he kissed over his knuckles, Barry slowly calmed, looking up into his eyes. Hartley’s were warm… gentle… compassionate in a way he had a feeling Hartley doubted himself capable of, for whatever reason.

When Hartley began to sign… it was a subtle show of support in the most perfect of ways that Barry almost started crying all over again. Barry leaned into the touch, his frantic heart finally calming. The words burned the tip of his tongue, but… he knew he wasn’t ready.

Instead, he offered a shaky smile and he nodded, choosing instead of using words… to lean forward and press a gentle kiss on Hartley’s lips.

Hartley could feel Barry calming down as he kissed him and touched him. And as Barry calmed Hartley felt his own heart calm as well, he had gotten through, he hadn’t pushed away or been rejected. Barry nodded and smiled, it was small and weak but to Hartley it was beautiful.

And when Barry kissed him Hartley didn’t need words or signs to know how he felt. He kissed him back, slightly deeper, just to remind his lover that it was very much returned, before pulling back, hands cupping Barry’s face gently. “I think we both could use some sleep?” He whispered, a faint smile on his lips, “And tomorrow I’ll make breakfast... a nice quiet morning just the two of us?” They could talk, or they could sit in silence, it didn’t matter to him. Just that they could be together.