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I decided to finally end my life after my birthday. I’ve been desperate to find someone to talk me out of it and in my desperation I realize how truly alone I am.

No friends available. No family that understands. And a love that buries me with each word.

These eyes are tired. This mind is spent.

My duty never ending. And In perpetual failure.

Forgive me.

This year I want to be my last.

Everyone feels guilty when they can't turn guilt onto you

Didn't worry about today. Don't worry about tomorrow. I'll help

The days are darker than they ever been. I am expected to create to the sun.

I hate myself. I want to die. Now I want you to hate me too. I want you to want me dead.

I told you I was suffocating. You treated it like I was just holding my breath

All day I have been in the same place. All day I was forgotten. All day anything else mattered.

Kill me or I'll do it myself

Still alive. Failing. Meaningless. Worthless.

DIE

Failure. Living. Failure

Slowly....So No One Will Notice

When I die I want everyone to think I was happy

….all cause I'm so fucked up. I'll do everyone a favor I promise...

People like me deserve nothing better but an end by any means. Why was I ever allowed to exist

Death Is The Only Thing I Truly Deserve

I had the chance and I let it slip...all because I had hope...all cause I thought things would be better....they never do. Everything will be lost.

Why am I such a coward...

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