*CONTAINMENT BREACH ALARM*

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[thursdaysidjit]

here is the need to know shit

ruby, lesbian, they/she

dni: minors!! conservatives!!

those are the only standards i have that i’m aware of

[thursdaysidjit]

therapist just asked me what i needed to let go of my health anxiety and the answer “a full body scan and dr house’s team to go over it” was frowned upon

[thursdaysidjit]

they should invent a way to pull the knot out of your throat in and use it to fill the pit in your stomach

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe i got to be a kid and you had a sister instead of a sick 12-year-old parent

[thursdaysidjit]

i can be normal about the men on my tv i can be normal about the men on my tv i can be normal about the men on my tv i repeat as i rock back and forth in this padded cell

[thursdaysidjit]

y’all ever hear a song and the singer sounds like what you’d imagine a character to sound like and now it’s not the singers song anymore it’s the characters. yeah.

[thursdaysidjit]

“omg i love your style!”

oh my god thank you! it’s not mine tho i’m autistic and have no sense of self so i just mirror my babygirls <3

[thursdaysidjit]

i just think that every stone top lesbian needs a pillow princess bsf who they can homoerotically overpower just to prove that they can.

[thursdaysidjit]

attention all!! i was stupid we’re married now i was in love and too autistic to tell! thank you very much.

[thursdaysidjit]

homoerotic friendships are great in theory

but how am i supposed to behave after wresting said friend shirtless on the ground in the middle of campus.

are there regulations? after she grabbed my chain? where is the line?

[thursdaysidjit]

it’s infiltrated my dreams i cannot escape the prison that is sapphic homoerotic friendship. it’s in my DREAMS.

choke me out plz i need to reset

[thursdaysidjit]

we’re married now lmao

[thursdaysidjit]

y’all i woke up with significantly less cartilage on my ear than i fell asleep with

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe, it doesn’t hurt to hear your name. in another universe, your name leaves my lips everyday, always following the words “i love you”

in another universe, you stayed to hear it.

[kyrieeleeison]

i loved an angel and it made me weak

[inanotherunivrse]

in another universe, my childhood dog isn’t in a chain around my neck and you aren’t buried in another city. i see your name written in places other than stone and i didn’t have to leave you behind.

[thursdaysidjit]

y’all i fear i want to watch supernatural again

i have such horrendous parasocial relationships with everyone in that television show and idk if it’s because i started watching it at such a traumatizing part of my life but it feels like it is engrained into my soul and i hate it i HATE IT but i need to watch it again i need to feel that familiar burn

[thursdaysidjit]

this would mean that i’d probably become unwell and far too active on here again too so if that motivates you enough to convince me not to

[thursdaysidjit]

y’all i fear i want to watch supernatural again

i have such horrendous parasocial relationships with everyone in that television show and idk if it’s because i started watching it at such a traumatizing part of my life but it feels like it is engrained into my soul and i hate it i HATE IT but i need to watch it again i need to feel that familiar burn

[thursdaysidjit]

yeah i’m fine lol im just tired [covered in blood and mud, visibly unsteady, standing barefoot in your kitchen at 3am]

[thursdaysidjit]

thought i was safe from the “if you grew up with an angry man in your house, there will always be an angry man in your house” scenario as a lesbian and then i got my fucking cat