His already-tightened smile only folded in more at the edges, but David gave her a nod, still grateful, as she led him out of the waiting room and back into the halls. Yeah. He knew. It’s still something to get used to, for him: having all of these strangers – doctors, nurses, visitors – come around, knowing him while he didn’t have anything to offer back.
And while David did appreciate and understand that they’ve all just been so close and trying to help, that didn’t always mean that he liked it. There was something impossible about trying to explain to anyone else that feeling so helpless just didn’t sit right with him. He didn’t want to give anyone false hope that he was remembering who he’d been. They weren’t memories, just…feelings, like he knew who he should be, but he just couldn’t reach it.
So the first words to come out of his mouth were going to be that he was fine, but he stopped himself just in time to actually give himself a moment to think. There might be something. “Actually,” he started, turning to the nurse, “you’ve worked here a while, right? Is there anyway I could get a hold of everyone’s names? I’ve been trying to keep it all straight, but sometimes it ends up in more of a jumble.”
She had plenty of suspicions as to who Mary Margaret Blanchard really was. And if the stories were correct, and her estimates were right ( well, they usually were, weren’t they? she was rather brilliant ), David Nolan was- well, a very valuable player indeed. Granted, she had no way to confirm her thoughts, but even if they were just a peasant family who’d annoyed Regina, their union would cause problems. And that was all Helena had ever asked for.
Playing the part of sweetness was simple enough- she considered herself a very sweet person. Sure, she murdered sometimes and tortured mercilessly, but she was usually nice while doing it. Whereas Regina was just so… rude.
“I’ve worked here for… more years than I can remember,” she replied with a smile and a shrug, the kind that bought everyone to her side and had them eating out of her hand. To her, the whole act was a wonder. “Mr. Nolan, in your room, there’s a list of the doctors that I’d be more than happy to show you. But the ones you’ve met already… well, there’s me, Helena Grenson. In just a nurse. Dr. Whale is the one who’s really in charge of you. Then I believe Dr. Hopper is schedule to come to… speak to you. He’s a, um, psychologist.”