THE aventurine of Jiraiblr @tillivid - Tumblr Blog

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── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃ call me aku , aven , aventurine , till , hetian , mae or ace

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃she / them / their prns

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃minor !! no nsfw or any weird shit please !!!

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃follows and interactions from @alienationist !

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃aventurine fictionkin and till yume ( I have WAY more yumeships......)

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃lifestyle jirai , please block and dont report !! tw : sh , eating disorders , vents

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃generalised anxiety , depression — suspected bpd + ocd and npd

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃im in alien stage , twisted wonderland , honkai star rail , demon slayer , tamon 's b side and way more but im too lazy to list

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃credits to @/doktoruber-archive for theme

── ♠ ˙ 💸 ̟ !!┃link to strawpage

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🍀 ━ ⋮ Going all in ! ( general / talking )

🍷 ━ ⋮ Feeling lucky ? ( reblogs )

🎲 ━ ⋮ The dice has been cast . ( asks )

#pinned post #🍀 ━ ⋮ Going all in !#🍷 ━ ⋮ Feeling lucky ?#🎲 ━ ⋮ The dice has been cast .#jiraiblr #jiraiblogging #jirai kei #jirai #jirai landmine

i genuinely just hate having feelings at all bruh 😢😢

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i should stop reading/watching/consuming any sort of media

i hate how empty i feel after completing it , and although it 's completely normal , i just hate that feeling .

the feeling of completion , like there 's nothing else to do , nothing else to compare to what you 've just seen

if only my life was like that , i would have ended it a long time ago

#🍀 ━ ⋮ going all in !#jiraiblr #jiraiblogging

violenturine

Hi ^^ would you be willing to do a rimicha jirai kei aesthetic tumblr layout by any chance?

【 Rimicha Tumblr Layout !! 】 ┃Requested by Anon , F2U with credits accordingly (preferably @) ! Id/me/kin/f/o tags okay ! Reblogs appreciated !! PSD

— thank you for requesting ! i absolutely LOVE jirai kei fashion omggg !!!

Taglist (ask/dm to be removed/added ! +free to ignore) : @pyonakaa , @fleurhyus , @nyx1a-rose , @d-veiled , @glassmitu , @graveszn , @corruptionz , @luxipe , @vieledaffection , @kirokumiku , @lose-the-princess/@nyancvtt , @vxmpmaki , @agepoyolo , @abudasima , @flowercaskett

#🍷 ━ ⋮ feeling lucky ?#reblog #reblogging my own work but i mean this is still jirai content so PFFTTTSSS

vyntrra

#🍷 ━ ⋮ feeling lucky ?#reblog

tianhai03

havent drawn dante in a while so here he is

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tu0fu

ivan x tshd

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my standards of men are so TERRIBLY high after reading so much rom com manga and manhwa its lwk crazy

im so extremely certain ill never get with anyone in my life because of this and i dont really mind because like , why would i ever be with some low life guy who doesn 't buy me flowers every single day ?!?!?!

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nevermind im such a fucking faker im a COWARDD EWWW HATE ME

oh yeah and new dividers cuz my posts looked boring ...

couldn 't get the exact colors of my theme since the psd they used disappeared so colors r just half - assed

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its a good thing i dont have much friends anyways that way no ones gonna talk me outta it but i mean as if anyone did that during my other two attempts 😂😂😂

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tillivid

probably not gonna be online much ... its either im having a mental break down or worse ... lets hope its not the latter !!

tillivid

ITS THE LATTER ITS THE LATTER

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icbf about what happens after i die

i dont care about whether alien stage makes new episodes or music

or whether my fav artists posts a new album

i dont care whether my friend has something to celebrate

or whether my siblings just watched the next coolest movie

i 've lost interest in everything in this god forsaken world

why do we suffer for only a glimse of happiness ?

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i genuinely NEED to end things do you know how much i despise living?? i cant deal with this shit anymore , im tired im tired IM TOO FUCKING TIRED !! i cant keep going !

i need death to come i need it so desperately !!

third time 's a charm , right ?????

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i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up i give up I GIVE UP !!!!

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does anyone else believe that if something good happens to them that they 'll only receive bad luck afterwards ? or that if they experience something bad then something good happens after or is that just me ?

like there always has to be a balance to things , yk ?? like you can 't just experience good luck for the rest of you life ... like you deserve some sort of punishment for feeling happy

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