“ I believe every person has a reason to keep fighting “
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@time-jumper
“ I believe every person has a reason to keep fighting “
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Lu Guang is sitting silently on a bridge in the middle of the night, legs dangling over the edge and listening to the sounds of the river. He's just thinking, though he looks absolutely miserable
-@blind-to-time
Xia Fei was walking out at night because he can’t sleep, spotting Lu Guang out the corner of his eye and doing a double take but running over to pull him down - may have panicked
He's entirely oblivious until he hears someone running, though he doesn't connect the dots until he's being pulled- which immediately sends him into a panic, since he doesn't know who grabbed him. So he's flailing
He is not the strongest so he pretty much drags him to the floor instead of carrying,
“What the fuck Lu Guang?!” < horrible thing to say to someone you thinks trying to jump but he’s panicked
He immediately goes limp when he recognizes his voice because he's incredibly relieved to hear a familiar voice
"I could ask the same, Xia Fei"
“Are you crazy what where you doing up there?!”
He’s trying to check him for any sign of alcohol or injury
"Listening to the river?"
He tilts his head, entirely oblivious. He looks fine, blindfold aside
“Why the hell would I believe that??”
"... what?"
“Sorry- just.. there’s no good reason to be where you were I’m taking you home”
"No"
Well, that's more emotion than usual
“No?”
".... I can't"
He looks. kind of pathetic. Like a wet cat
“..my house then”
"... okay"
“Can you walk? I can’t carry you”
"I'm fine"
“Sorry I don’t know how to handle this situation I’m trying- I’ll order food that works right?”
"... no, I'm sorry. It's been... I'm just tired"
He hangs his head
"Tea is enough"
“Okay tea it is, are you okay with cats?”
"Mhm..."
“Alright perfect”
He nods, awkward loser
He leads him home
He's doing his best to follow by listening to his footsteps
He’s checking on him a lot”
He's oblivious... and nearly trips over the edge of the sidewalk
He grabs his hand when he sees
He startles, but doesn't fight him
“You okay?”
"I already said I'm fine"
“I meant with the falling”
"... I'm fine"
“Okay..”
"... can we go now?"
“Yeah sorry,” he lets go and quickens pace
Aaand there comes mild panic, he's not trusting himself to walk faster
"Wait-"
“Sorry?”
"... can you walk slower? Please?"
“Yeah I can don’t worry-“
"Thanks..."
He looks ashamed
“I don’t mind”
"Still, thanks"
“Alright”
He follows silently, listening to his steps
He’s fidgetting, worried
He's just looking really, really pathetic and miserable
They eventually get home, luckily for lu guang vein is at work or something
He's so clueless about his minor bout of luck...
He leads him to the couch,
“I’ll put the tea on, don’t mind if a cat starts screaming she does that sometimes”
"... alright"
He's so confused but decides not to question it
“She’s deaf, she doesn’t know how loud she is,”
He shrugs and walks over to the kitchen
"Ah... so you have a deaf cat and a blind acquaintance in one room"
^has no idea if Kitty is in the room, is getting approached by Tiny tho. Someone save him
“That sounds like the start of a really offensive joke- wait what?”
^ did not know he was blind
"Oh"
He tilts his head and freezes when he feels a cat brush against him after hopping on the couch
"What did you think the blindfold was for?"
He stared at Tiny, neglecting the kettle to debate picking the cat up,
“I don’t know-“
"Fair enough"
He's oblivious. The cat is getting on the backrest and looks like he's plotting
He reaches for the cat
The cat hops down and on Lu Guang's lap. Staring at Xia Fei. Poor Lu Guang looks startled
“It’s just Tiny,“ he tries to sound reassuring but he knows this cats temper
"Ah... your cat?"
He hesitantly tries petting Tiny. Who's still staring Xia Fei down
“No, he’s Veins.”
He’s begging to be worried he’s the target not lu guang
"... Vein's"
He's so so oblivious. The cat glances up at getting pet tho
“Mhm.. the cats a dick be warned”
"... makes sense"
The cat opens his mouth. Uh oh?
“Watch out-“
He flinches a little, confused. The cat proceeds to yawn
“Oh my god I’m killing this cat- sorry I thought he was gonna bite and my heart can’t handle this”
He picks Tiny up
Get bitten, hissy cat is upset now
"Please don't? He didn't feel very big, I don't think it would've hurt that bad-"
“Ow- shit why does he like you so much,”
He puts him back
Smug little asshole of a cat curls up
"I attract cats like a magnet. The... tea?"
“Okay.. can’t believe he likes you and still hates me. Tea will be a minute”
He just shrugs, at least petting a cat is cheering him up a little
"Are you hurt?"
“No im used to it..”
"Ah"
“I’ll get the tea”
"Thank you"
He’s back pretty quickly
He's just petting the cat
He sits next to him and offers the tea,
“Here”
He reaches out a hand in his vague direction
"Thanks"
He puts it in his hand
"Thank you"
“Ofcourse”
He takes a sip, quiet guy
“Do you want to talk about why you can’t go home”
"... Xiaoshi"
“Really? You guys always seemed like you’d never fight”
"... it's complicated"
“Well you can tell me, I’ve had my fair share of complicated relationship issues”
"... he wouldn't let me leave the house when we had a disagreement on... something private. I just wanted fresh air and space"
“Oh that’s bullshit, you’re a grown man”
"Thank you"
He frowns, so upset
"Just because... I wasn't even planning on going far, until he started that"
“Well he’s a dick for that, in my opinion”
Lu Guang is sitting silently on a bridge in the middle of the night, legs dangling over the edge and listening to the sounds of the river. He's just thinking, though he looks absolutely miserable
-@blind-to-time
Xia Fei was walking out at night because he can’t sleep, spotting Lu Guang out the corner of his eye and doing a double take but running over to pull him down - may have panicked
He's entirely oblivious until he hears someone running, though he doesn't connect the dots until he's being pulled- which immediately sends him into a panic, since he doesn't know who grabbed him. So he's flailing
He is not the strongest so he pretty much drags him to the floor instead of carrying,
“What the fuck Lu Guang?!” < horrible thing to say to someone you thinks trying to jump but he’s panicked
He immediately goes limp when he recognizes his voice because he's incredibly relieved to hear a familiar voice
"I could ask the same, Xia Fei"
“Are you crazy what where you doing up there?!”
He’s trying to check him for any sign of alcohol or injury
"Listening to the river?"
He tilts his head, entirely oblivious. He looks fine, blindfold aside
“Why the hell would I believe that??”
"... what?"
“Sorry- just.. there’s no good reason to be where you were I’m taking you home”
"No"
Well, that's more emotion than usual
“No?”
".... I can't"
He looks. kind of pathetic. Like a wet cat
“..my house then”
"... okay"
“Can you walk? I can’t carry you”
"I'm fine"
“Sorry I don’t know how to handle this situation I’m trying- I’ll order food that works right?”
"... no, I'm sorry. It's been... I'm just tired"
He hangs his head
"Tea is enough"
“Okay tea it is, are you okay with cats?”
"Mhm..."
“Alright perfect”
He nods, awkward loser
He leads him home
He's doing his best to follow by listening to his footsteps
He’s checking on him a lot”
He's oblivious... and nearly trips over the edge of the sidewalk
He grabs his hand when he sees
He startles, but doesn't fight him
“You okay?”
"I already said I'm fine"
“I meant with the falling”
"... I'm fine"
“Okay..”
"... can we go now?"
“Yeah sorry,” he lets go and quickens pace
Aaand there comes mild panic, he's not trusting himself to walk faster
"Wait-"
“Sorry?”
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”
"... please"
“Are you going to hate me if I don’t move..?
"... do you really want to make me feel like a prisoner?"
“I don’t want you getting hurt and this is the only thing I can think of to do that”
"... I thought you love me"
“Wha- I love you more than anything”
"Then stop treating me like I'm... some sort of prisoner!"
“I’m not- I..” he takes a step back, “Fine, leave if that’s what you want.”
"... it is"
He sounds really sad, slowly moving along the wall towards the door again
“..you’ll come back though?”
He says nothing, just searches for the door
“I’m sorry,”
He’s still trying to do damage control but he’s not standing in the way of the door anymore
He finds the door and steps outside
"... just... stay here and let me be alone"
“Be safe or call Qiao Ling if you need help”
He says nothing and pulls the door shut behind him
He just sits down exactly where he is staring at the door
Okay, and what do you think it felt like for him when you act like that?
-Therapy Anon /j
“I don’t know, I went too far but I was just worried”
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”
"... please"
“Are you going to hate me if I don’t move..?
"... do you really want to make me feel like a prisoner?"
“I don’t want you getting hurt and this is the only thing I can think of to do that”
"... I thought you love me"
“Wha- I love you more than anything”
"Then stop treating me like I'm... some sort of prisoner!"
“I’m not- I..” he takes a step back, “Fine, leave if that’s what you want.”
"... it is"
He sounds really sad, slowly moving along the wall towards the door again
“..you’ll come back though?”
He says nothing, just searches for the door
“I’m sorry,”
He’s still trying to do damage control but he’s not standing in the way of the door anymore
He finds the door and steps outside
"... just... stay here and let me be alone"
“Be safe or call Qiao Ling if you need help”
You sure? He'd not leave the house anymore, he'd be safe and you'd never have to worry about him leaving anymore
“I don’t want to imprison him! I just want him not to wander off at night when he’s upset”
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”
"... please"
“Are you going to hate me if I don’t move..?
"... do you really want to make me feel like a prisoner?"
“I don’t want you getting hurt and this is the only thing I can think of to do that”
"... I thought you love me"
“Wha- I love you more than anything”
"Then stop treating me like I'm... some sort of prisoner!"
“I’m not- I..” he takes a step back, “Fine, leave if that’s what you want.”
"... it is"
He sounds really sad, slowly moving along the wall towards the door again
“..you’ll come back though?”
He says nothing, just searches for the door
“I’m sorry,”
He’s still trying to do damage control but he’s not standing in the way of the door anymore
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”
"... please"
“Are you going to hate me if I don’t move..?
"... do you really want to make me feel like a prisoner?"
“I don’t want you getting hurt and this is the only thing I can think of to do that”
"... I thought you love me"
“Wha- I love you more than anything”
"Then stop treating me like I'm... some sort of prisoner!"
“I’m not- I..” he takes a step back, “Fine, leave if that’s what you want.”
"... it is"
He sounds really sad, slowly moving along the wall towards the door again
“..you’ll come back though?”
*drops one of those ankle shackles on his lap*
If you wanna keep him safe and at home... this might help :3
“What the fuck- I don’t want that”
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”
"... please"
“Are you going to hate me if I don’t move..?
"... do you really want to make me feel like a prisoner?"
“I don’t want you getting hurt and this is the only thing I can think of to do that”
"... I thought you love me"
“Wha- I love you more than anything”
"Then stop treating me like I'm... some sort of prisoner!"
“I’m not- I..” he takes a step back, “Fine, leave if that’s what you want.”
You no longer deserve headpats, sorry
“I fucked up..”
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”
"... please"
“Are you going to hate me if I don’t move..?
"... do you really want to make me feel like a prisoner?"
“I don’t want you getting hurt and this is the only thing I can think of to do that”
"... I thought you love me"
“Wha- I love you more than anything”
That was for scaring your boyfriend
“I wasn’t trying to- shit”
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”
"... please"
“Are you going to hate me if I don’t move..?
"... do you really want to make me feel like a prisoner?"
“I don’t want you getting hurt and this is the only thing I can think of to do that”
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”
"... please"
“Are you going to hate me if I don’t move..?
"Going outside for a walk without telling Cheng Xiaoshi was a mistake"
"By letting me leave!"
“And what am i supposed to do when- if you get hurt”
"... just let me go"
“I can’t..”
"Please"
He isn’t moving, but he’s a little more contemplating,
“Guang…”
He's just pathetic looking and trying to stand his ground
“Don’t go..”