[timemymother]

aim for the heart when you kill me. that's where the love lies.

[timemymother]

lmao wgat if i died tosay

[timemymother]

lmap why am i evenn alive at this pount

[timemymother]

on my knees can someone pls PLEASE talk to me i havent stopped crying in weeks i dont wanna go om ;like this

[timemymother]

can i stop breathing fr bc i cant anymore lmao

[tendermimi]

— Franz Kafka, Diaries, 1910-1923

[britomart]

[text: “February 19. Hopes?”]

[timemymother]

of all the things i could and couldnt be, i didnt know id be this alone. to the point that even small sounds scare tf out me.

[timemymother]

im glad that other people have atleast one person around them. but maybe that will never be me

[timemymother]

not that anybody cares anyways

[timemymother]

i know for a fact that im not gonna make it alive through this year

[timemymother]

can i finish this already pls

[timemymother]

dear diary,

its one of those days where it would have been easier if somebody was present with me, wasnt as quiet as it is now, a friend to talk to mayhaps, somebody to sit around me, to bring ease to the very tedious existence, somebody to love before i feel myself gone off.

yours truly,

t.

[timemymother]

i wish i didnt have to live another hour of my life

[timemymother]

is missing things that you didnt have in the first place a thing?

[timemymother]

sighs

[timemymother]

i just. um. dont wanna live anymore

[timemymother]

i wish i coulf tell someone i have nothing left to stay here