sylv

[ssilvestriss]

— intro post

Haiii, I’m Silvestris but you can call me Sylv!

I’m 18 years old and I use he/him pronouns.

I’m into a lot of things, and I gain new interests regularly.

That being said though, this account likely won’t be for reblogging or making fandom posts. I intend to use it as a vent blog and essentially a personal diary, okayyy? I’ll talk a lot about my personal experiences, especially ones that have to do with my disorders. This includes BPD, Autism, and more.

~ additional info under the cut ~

BYF:

- I am a therian of multiple canines and felines.

- I have BPD, autism, arfid, an unspecified mood disorder, and selective mutism.

- if you wanna be my friend, lmk <3

Posting guide:

#sylv insanity hour: your average day to day posting

#sylv reblogs: says it in the name

#sylv other: anything that doesn’t fit into those two tags

May add more in the future <3

[jenn1fersbody]

[ssilvestriss]

I’m gonna kill all of you people

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Wow I thought about something for three seconds and neow I can’t See 💖🫶

[ssilvestriss]

I’m bored I’m gonna eat plastic so I won’t be bored

[brajanmasters38]

So Arei's bonus episode dropped not so long ago and I gotta say it's pretty good you should watch it if you haven't yet.

Here's the new official art from the video

[shithowdy]

"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media

[shithowdy]

it’s covered in the fucking ooze!!

[ssilvestriss]

Everyone thinks I’m fucking mental. How am I meant to trust any of you motherfuckers?

[ssilvestriss]

Bwuhhh.. I’ve gotta get better dental hygiene.

[mentholmutt]

[pois0ncandy]

first base: psychosexual obsession

second base: torture

third base: holding hands

[ssilvestriss]

It’ll aalllllll work out easy peasy! And if it doesn’t, I’ll just become an alcoholic

[ssilvestriss]

The horrors of wanting to cosplay but having no space to work on it + no money or time for conventions. Awful awful college dorm…

[ssilvestriss]

You were in my dream again last night, unfortunately one of many. I knew what had happened, I knew I was angry, but for some reason everything just clicked back into place. The way it was supposed to be.

How fucking pathetic. Like that’s ever gonna happen.

I wish you’d just stay out.

[ssilvestriss]

I hate you just as much as I loved you! Which is to say a FUCK TON!!! I shouldve listened when you told me how terrible you are. That’s why you were so mad, right? Becasue I saw something in you??? You LIED and you LEFT. Obviously if this is how you treat the people you love, you’ll get karma eventually. So maybe think before fucking lying to the people you’re supposed to love! And when you’re confronted about it, maybe don’t act like they’re the bad one for being upset due to your actions. And if anyone else has something to say about how I’m supposedly wrong and he didn’t do shit, I DONT FUCKING WANNA HEAR IT! THATS ALL YOU PEOPLE SAY TO ME!! You obviously don’t know ANYTHING. Sorry for lying my ass off to you about things that were really fucking important but you were honest instead and that’s worse because I’m a selfish bitch who only cares about how things end up for me

6 months and it’s not looking any better.

[ssilvestriss]

I’m actually gonna kill myself im gonna kill myself god I’m gonna kill myself god I can’t do this I can’t god please god

[ssilvestriss]

I’m so bored I kind of wanna take a lot of pills for fun but oiyghhhh no ok my body didn’t like that thought STOP MAKING ME NAUSEOUS ITS FINE JESUS