cheese !

i liek music and https://mourningtime.straw.page

[timetomourn]

intro post

m name is CHEESE !! i go by he/they and i am a minor!!!!

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i LOVE: ouran highschool host club, total drama island, avatar the last airbender, given, 6teen, daria, scott pilgrim, transformers, my hero academia, rodrick rules, the lost boys, the breakfast club, the lego movie, heathers, hamilton, mortal kombat, street fighter, dsaf/fnaf, system of a down, panic! at the disco, pierce the veil, ghost, slipknot, hail the sun, last alliance, drew gooden general likings: music, astronomy, psychology, rly any type of art and uhhhhh guinea p igs DNI!!!!!! botdf, msi, hazbin hotel/helluva boss and ranfren supporters/enjoyers, tcc's, proshippers

strawpage, last.fm, spacehey

[timetomourn]

"guys, im trying to practice!! stop distracting me!!!" i say to four fictional band members who don't even know who i am and are just trying to live out their own story in their own world

[timetomourn]

seeing people not give two shits about ur favorite ship arc is horrible fym u were indifferent about akiharu im going to beat your ass

[raine-kai]

The word 求められる in the context of Akihiko/Haruki

There is a moment at the start of vol. 4 when Haruki voices how he thinks he is ordinary (凡人枠), and Akihiko gets this look in his eyes and reaches for him and tells him that he *is* extraordinary, that he is someone sought (求められる) by everyone.

Haruki backs away from the touch, and the words.

Akihiko laughs it off and the conversation moves on.

But much much later, in the wake of the awful fracture to their relationship, as they live together and time begins to heal their wounds, the word 求められる comes up again, this time as Haruki contemplates the vestiges of his shattered feelings for Akihiko.

[Translation: There was a part of me that believed that if I begged for him to indulge me by letting me help him, that I could cling on to him. It’s exhausting, [to be in love with] someone seeking (求められる) nothing from you.

In the middle of this internal monologue are Akihiko’s words that wounded Haruki so deeply, the お前に言ってもどうにもならない, or “Telling you won’t change anything,“—the line that told Haruki that Akihiko at that moment had someone else in his heart and mind, and was only using Haruki as a stand-in.]

I love this.

Of course the words that Akihiko said that wounded Haruki so deeply were thoughtless—he wasn’t being honest with himself in that moment either, and already cared about Haruki far more than he was allowing himself to know…. But it was also that self-delusion which deepened the wound he dealt Haruki.

But the fact is, Akihiko’s statement that Haruki is sought by all betrayed how he felt.

And yet Haruki has been so wounded—Akihiko’s self-delusion and carelessness and his own wounds projected outwards have done such damage to Haruki that even at that moment, even all these events and months later, Haruki only sees himself as unsought for.

It is heartbreaking.

I love these two.

[raine-kai]

Additional observation, courtesy of @edragoon​….

[Translation: Haruki: [sigh] I’m gonna run to the convenience sto-AH!? Haruki: What- Akihiko: Don’t go yet. Akihiko: Please stay here.]

This scene where Akihiko requests something from Haruki—just his presence, just for now—is immediately after Haruki’s rumination of how difficult it is to love someone who wants nothing from you.

Oh, this scene makes my heart ache.

[raine-kai]

Akihiko, Haruki, Forgiveness, Depression, and Love

Following my meta about the horrible night from volume four and the immediate aftermath, I also wanted to talk a bit about how the story carried through in volume five.

Content Warnings: This deals with the aftermath of nonconsensual sex, the ending of a toxic relationship, and depression.

As before, a disclaimer about translations: Given author Kizu Natsuki is so very good at finding that perfect balance between saying and not saying, showing and not showing, that it is impossible to merely translate the words and expect the meanings to carry across, because so much is implied and made clear between the lines. Therefore, my translations will never be perfect, and I am not trying to be literal. I am just trying my best to convey the meanings that they conveyed to me.

Keep reading

[timetomourn]

i was bawling my eyes out cuz of the last episode of mha don't play BUT I HOPE THEY MAKE AN OVA OF CHAPTEE 431 AND INCLUDE 431.5 IN IT TOO

HERES TO MHA 🥹

[timetomourn]

LAST MHA EPISODE I AM GOING CRAZY

THIS IS THE LAST CHANCE MIC AND AIZAWA HAVE TO SLOPPILY MAKE OUT IN THE MAIN SERIES THEY BETTER DO IT OR IM NOT WATCHING THIS SHOW AGAIN

[timetomourn]

SPREAD THE JOY

[timetomourn]

if the new mha episode doesn't get its subtitles in .5 seconds i hunt you down kenny

[toroxstar]

Everybody shut up! She's queening out

[timetomourn]

tickle tickle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nooooo i'll fart :(

[timetomourn]

Hey pal did you just blow in from stupid town

[bullets-and-bloodsuckers]

I’m tired. Here’s silly questions for you and your friends lol.

 Who is your favourite band/music artist?

What are you listening to now (or what’s the last song you listened to)?

What is your favourite season and colour?

What’s your current favourite hobby?

What’s a silly, random thing you said to a friend with little to no provocation that made you both laugh?

If you had a superpower, what would it be?

What’s the most random, specific, silly insult you’ve come up with (nothing truly offensive, just silly)?

Do you like sport? If so what’s your favourite?

Do you like theatre? If so what’s your favourite theatre show?

What’s your favourite shape?

What’s your favourite animal?

[bullets-and-bloodsuckers]

My Chemical Romance obviously!

I/Me/Myself by Will Wood for some reason…

Autumn cause it’s crackly and it changes a lot but currently a sort of deep teal colour I guess.

I have no idea. Maybe photography? I love doing photography.

I have a gazillion of these but the first that comes to mind is when my friend was saying something about some animals being unable to tell the difference between sweet and bitter tastes for some reason and I randomly said “oh so that’s why cats live in a world of bitterness and hate.” I want to clarify that I love cats.

Either shape-shifting or time-travel/teleportation. Either way used to be a chaotic little bitch.

Never had the chance to use but “They wouldn’t know sarcasm if it bitch-slapped their face with a silk glove and challenged them to a duel.”

I hate sport except if it’s climbing, swimming or sometimes cycling.

I ADORE theatre. My favourite it (obviously) Cabaret, and I would love to see it in person.

Triangle.

Well it has to be snakes!

@luvkthepsychic

@saint-olympus

@neil-perrys-glasses

@killjoy-swaggot

@lola-thepsychic 

[luvkthepsychic]

ouh yayay

My Chemical Romance and P!ATD and sometimesNAPA :3

At Your Side by The Corrs

Favourite season is autumn and my favourite colour is red

Right now its playing my guitar

It was just some weird ass noises I made when we were reading her script and it said "commotion"

Turning back time/ freezing time

I have no idea lmao I have some good ones but its been a while

Ugh I usually dont like sports but some are nice (swimming, badminton, karate, etc.)

I loveeee theatre but its been a while. Probably Heathers or Chicago

Do 3D shapes count if they do then a truncated icosahedron (idek its just a funky guy to me)

PIGEONS. also DINOSAURS

@sanahasgreentea @leaveme2thewolves @ilovestrangeandeccentriclosers @frankierosfoottattoos @jettmstdiee @zaiyazh @2rexxer2 @alighttoburnalltheempires @glitterystrawberrypeace + open tags

[alighttoburnalltheempires]

oweweeo thanks!

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, MUSE, OASIS

Verona by Muse

definitely fall and blue (half of my wardrobe is blue)

reading & writing & drawing (besides listening to music ofc)

idk my friend once made a stupid joke and i laughed so hard and just suddenly put on a straight face and said very seriously “that was not funny” and my friend couldn’t even breath bc he was laughing so hard

teleportation or flying

uhhhh idk i’m pretty sure i had a few…

yup kinda? i play volleyball (in a school team)

no not much i guess, though i’ve seen Lion King and Wicked

STAR

CATS and dragons

no pressure (also tagging some people who i want to know more abt, no pressure!) @intellectualspacecowboy @ketchup-is-green @snowdinclove @poisononourlips @weaponiza @lifeisatrial @rexisnoturlawyer @shinypetrichor @cityofdelusion and opeeeen :3

[ketchup-is-green]

thx for the tag! I've been so inconsistent with the tag games😭

My chemical romance, but also jack off jill, him, ls dunes, and she wants revenge atm

covet - jack off jill

I like the beginning of winter and I like deep red and violet

mmm I like sewing and customizing clothes

"Well, tutor my scooter" said like a white person phrase

Id be a shapeshifter

shit, I can't come up with one on the spot TT

i mean I fence, but gymnastics is cool to watch especially because I used to do it very competitively

i love theatre! I've seen so many musicals and like Shakespeare productions. pretty basic but I love les miserables, I've loved it since I was like four

paisley

my cats <3

@fishermansfriendsworld @imissthekillj0ys @miranaisnotdead @mitskissecondborndaughter @mikeywayimdykeygay @alliterationless-andyxox @thebitterbeanjuice @several-mice @bandwacko @myhouseisonfire @sepsey @canid-sys and anyone else

[alliterationless-andyxox]

thanks for the tag!!

Who is your favourite band/music artist? ahh so many… probably my top five is June Henry, Paramore, MCR, FOB, and PTV!!

What are you listening to now (or what’s the last song you listened to)? love that you required by ewy!!

What is your favourite season and colour? all of them and green <3

What’s your current favourite hobby? reading fanfic?? reading ?? idk ??

What’s a silly, random thing you said to a friend with little to no provocation that made you both laugh? so many things… one day i will share with the class the entirety of wifey’s quote book.

If you had a superpower, what would it be? SHAPESHIFTING!!!

What’s the most random, specific, silly insult you’ve come up with (nothing truly offensive, just silly)? i’m actually too nice 😭😭😭

Do you like sport? If so what’s your favourite? i do not sport sadly ☹️ i like bowling but as a fun thing like getting together and going bowling, definitely not as a sport.

Do you like theatre? If so what’s your favourite theatre show? i want to get more into theatre and i’ve never seen one but probably six the musical!!

What’s your favourite shape? triangle.

What’s your favourite animal? i like all of them a lot !! ahh that’s so hard… maybe cats ??

npt: @lesterisemo @mitsukiixx @anonymousdarkfigure @oliverisagaymuggleborn @t2rose @lady-st4rdustt @s0lace-1n-s0l1tude @ anyone else!!

[lady-st4rdustt]

thanks for the taggg!! :D

changes so often but if i had to pick one: mitski

twin size mattress - the front bottoms

every season except winter. fuck winter. and for colours: pink, green, purple

hmm probably reading

"you should build a farm in your house" except they weren't laughing they were outraged @local-lesbian-tree-demon

invisibility. i actually think about this every day, maybe it's just my crippling social anxiety and fear of being perceived but that would be so fun. shapeshifting too

no clue

NO i don't like sport but rollerskating is cool

maybeeeeee next to normal???? hamilton?? heathers?? depends on the day

stars!!!!! i love them and also isosceles triangles they're chill

TOO MANY but currently i've been really obsessed with deer. if anyone wants to buy me a pet deer for christmas please do i would probably propose on the spot

npt!!! @wolfstars-genderqueer-child @local-lesbian-tree-demon @noyouwerebeautiful @bi-horse-demigirl @apcqlypse @ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper @ninjitheninjaturtle @sobsel @ur-local-god-robin @ididntprepareaname @coquette-corpsie @b4rty-r0s13r-w1ll-fck-y0ur-m0m +anyone else, tell me if you don't want to be tagged <3

[ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper]

Thanks for the tag!

My favorites right this second are Gigi Perez, Doja Cat, Tyler the Creator, David Bowie and SZA

Mean Girls by KATSEYE

Favorite season is Autumn and colors are Green and Purple

Discovering new music (if that counts) or journaling/writing

I cant think of anything rn :/

Talking to animals (im so curious what they think of us) or magically doing things by just thinking (can't think of what it's called)

I have no clue tbh

Not really, but dancing, ice-skating and cheerleading are sports so those (I don't do them but I love watching them)

I do but I should see/hear more. I will say I do love Cats, Heathers and Wicked (kinda basic im sorry)

Hearts or stars! I love doodling them! Or eyes if they count as a shape

Lately I've been obsessed with Raccoons (blame Barty), Possums/Opossums, and I love Hedgehogs and Pigs

Npt: @chronicallyonlinebitch @thepicklekingog @wolfstarwitch70 @baskabytheanglerfish @purple-dinosaur27 @draculas-favorite-bat @werewolfadmirer2 @grandpappypickle @teagandoesstuff @tormentedstar @lllennie123 @raindragon-20 @rustytyperwriter @ziggyplayedd @xst4rg1r1x + open tags :)

[chronicallyonlinebitch]

thanks for the tag :))

1. probably linkin park but its hard to decide on just one i just like listening to a whole lot of different stuff :))

2. Escapism. by RAYE and 070 Shake (the nostalgia lol)

3. fav season maybe spring but also maybe autumn rn probably autumn bc lately ive been feeling real cozy also im looking forward to the pre christmas season :))) (christmas markets yayy c: )

4. drawing hehe but ive been crocheting a lot too lately :DD

5. "Seine geballte Grazie." so "His entire/concentrated grace." when describing a classmate of ours

6. id like to be able to carry a whole lotta things yk either a never ending bag or yk being able to make my hands larger and my arms stronger so i can just like carry everything one might need with me bc i love being able to lend people things they need so if i had that bag or smth i could just be like: you need a hair drier? sure thing! a lawn mower? why not?! you wanna renovate your house? ive got all the stuff!!! id really love that lol i love being helpful in that way

7. (wait gotta ask my friend i cant think of anything actually funny) (okay so this is a couple of kinda inside joke insults with my friend i said to her)

"Du Spargeltarzan hast du Lack gesoffen??? Geh Zitronen pressen du Flutschfinger." and i really dont think theres a way to properly translate this yall just have to trust me on this one lol

8. no not really lol my fav sports are sports anime and just dance (i also like pair dances theyre fun)

9. i mean like ive never really done theatre so idk only once in primary and i also dont go to theatres that much BUTT i went to this impro theatre in berlin this year and that was HILARIOUS forgot the name of the group tho

10. i like stars and and triangles maybe like pentagons and hexagons too and like parallelograms is that the english word too?

11. all kinds of bears and kind of bear looking animals theyre so cute and fluffy!!!

open tags :DD

[shenanigan42]

i’m bored so

1. can’t pick but like. Jorge Rivera Herrans?

2. uhhhhh blue by yung kai was the last thing i listened to

3.fav season-winter, fav colour- blue (again lol)

4.um. guitar playing? guitaring? guitar?

5. fell off the bed once, said, and i quote, “i need to get up without getting up”. not even that funny but we were laughing for like 20 mins straight ( @soulkadhi remember this sister dearest)

6. shapeshifting ONE HUNDRED PERCENT

7. you piece of dal/you lentil

8. i’ve played a lot of sports actually. i’ve done gymnastics, swimming, badminton, skating, table tennis, tennis. i’d have to say though, i love cycling

9. quatrefoil, maybe

10. owls. owls forever.

open tags have fun y’all <3

[kashregister14]

Arctic monkeys

Temptation greets you like your naughty friend

Teal/purple and spring/summer

Diy and guitar

Uhh I forgot but uhh Mr Drummond pfp

Reading ppls minds

I don’t do insults but you look like a potato :)

I don’t like sports

HAMILTON ILL BARK FOR LIN

Diamonds

Dogs and tigers. @n1chihirofan @lightsabersandbluecookies @y0urfavor1tewe4pon @freaky-always

[y0ur-f4vorite-w3apon]

My chem or sws 😁😁😁😁

Cherry blossom by I met a yeti :3

Green or red + fall ^_^

Drawing + listening to music :p

”IM A SWITCHAHOLIC BRO. SWITCH COME TO PAPA !!!! 👅👅👅” (we got a new soda at My school called switch and it’s FIRE !!!!) (guys like fire by sws 🤤🤤🤤)

SHAPE SHIFTING or maybe like. Uh. Turning into a crow or smth that seems chill crows are nice ><

Idk but I like talking ab people I hate like “BRUHHH HOP OFF IT WHYYY ARE YOU OBSESSED W ME….HOP OFF MY DICK MY GUY”

I. Avidly. Hate sports 😿😿😿😿

FALSETTOS AUGHFHEJDHHH OTS ALL IVER THE SCREEN AUGHHHH ITS COMING OUT 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

Uhm. I don’t rlly have one. Maybe triangle. :D

OPOSSUMS 🥹🥹🥹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 @wiredoves @thelabubuking @whatthefuck1200/nf

[fatboyfucker]

uh helloo

1. band ptv . music artist longestsoloever

2. listening 2 dont go outside by poppy

3. winter + fav color is teal rn!

4. playing computer games

5. i dont knwo uhm “im sleepy” “go to sleep??” i got on ninah nd he gets a notif “GET OFF THAT GAME”

6. invisibility

7. i genuinely do not know

8. i hate sports so much . i dont even go outside

9. i haven’t watched one of those in YEARSSS

10. I likeee ovals.

11. CAT

idk who to tag…. @wiredoves . thats it i think

[parasiticcleanse]

HAIL THE SUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. In Fate's Hands by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus :3

3. Summer and green 🤤🤤

4. Drawing!!

5. "terrible news Jimmy" to which I accidentally sent him the Hail the Sun shake weight video instead of the pic of Kellin Quinn with a soul patch

6. Flying. I wna an fly

7. Dude idk...

8. BASKETBALL!! Baseballs cool too :3

9. No not really,,,

10. Hexagon ^_^

11. Red pandas

@timetomourn oughh thats about it

[timetomourn]

system of a down !

all good junkies go to heaven by glassjaw

fall and purple

amving... ough

"donovan nuts in everything 😂"

shapeshifting

dense cabbage & celery (i say fartknocker too but thats from 6teen)

bjj & gymnastics

CHICAGOOOOOOOOOOO

triangle

guinea pig @falseapplication psttttt over here

[timetomourn]

fart

[parasiticcleanse]

havent listened to mcr in AGES

[timetomourn]

the penis life is gonna kill you

[xx-g0hard-0r-g0h0m0-xx]

I was tagged by jd @bsideheart <3 ily your taste in music is so good <3<3

I'm tagging @the-ever-flowing-styx, @chronically-chaotic-cryptid, @gentles-and-ladymen, @powerpointer, @ghoulboybreakdowns, and anyone else that wants to join in!! Show me your music <3

[deadliketheparty]

HEGEGE BINGOOO ×2 >:P (tysm 4 the tag twin!!)

no pressure tags, ofcc: @lelefrdls @yourlocalstilinski-valdez and anyone else who wants to participate >:3

[star-tism]

Thanks for the tag!!

No pressure tags: @todayisdeadinside @thecharliechip @emlovesniallhoran @fantastical-euphoria @extremebookreader @anintellectualintellectual @remuslupinslastbreathofair @prettystylinson @thedivine00 @sylvere @onyx413 + anyone else who wants to jump in

[luslastbreath]

Thanks for the tag thie is such a good idea for a tag game!

tags: @legotwink08 @theonyxstate @louisplumpyass @wolfstarlover-28 @outromoonyy @daydreamer131313 @f1nnyf1sh + anyone else who wants to join

[legotwink08]

tags: @tasty-cilantro @in-a-different-timeline @greendragon995 @ghostvat

[in-a-different-timeline]

npt: @riordanverseaddict @that-one-riri @thepart-timepoetsdepartment @mothwingsmayy @ellsmarox @xst4rg1r1x @prongsandpads @ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper @padfoot-sirius-black @whatonearthisgoingon

[ineffablelyqueerwolfstarshipper]

Thanks for the tag :)

Please ignore my terrible font and insanely all over the place music taste.

@chronicallyonlinebitch @thepicklekingog @broken-hearted-jubilee @prongsandpads @charl1lup1n @drivingmeinsan3 @purple-dinosaur27 @named-after-a-planet @nooraska @castlenjoyer @fifthmarauder11 + open tags!

[wisegirl42]

Tags!!

@reallyrandombigirl @icariancarrion7 @purple-dinosaur27 @bookish-dream @faeyells @im-a-mess-of-a-person @illiterate-moth @prongss78 @professionalworrier17 @dragongirlie56 @hopefullpotato @kingneilthedyingpoet @ghostlymakercat @sunmoonyandstars @imasillygoose @sunflowerscloudydays @zukotheartist @very-gay-poet @kitkat-moon @mia-is-delulu @distinguishablesong @marvelbros-oneshots @nerdy-sunflower @castleofravens @ronniesreverie @anintellectualintellectual @neoncolour @freaky-always @notthebrighteststar @distinguishablesong @smartwater-stan @justmossyall @indecisiveshadowthing @just-4-girl @janeiscompletelyfine @astrovi @baskabytheanglerfish @ghostlymakercat @intenebrisobscurat @doodlebugdpj @sleepdeprivedweasley @prettyyypoison @fictionalsimp09 @theduchessr @august-shops @charlieandlolacow @apollosbookshelf @aliensatemysocks @rxmuslxpins + anyone else that wants to!!

[freaky-always]

thx for the tag!

realized i do NOT listen to enough music for this lmao

@kashregister14 @y0urfavor1tewe4pon @pokerface1312

[y0ur-f4vorite-w3apon]

thnks for the tag Mikey !!<3 also this made me realize how similar our music taste is…😓

Gren 😸😸😸

@thelabubuking @wiredoves @touch3d-by-ang3ls-the2nd /nf!!^^

[parasiticcleanse]

Thanks for the tag Ace ^_^ we r so twinning its crazy

tagging uhhh @timetomourn , @thelabubuking , and @trulyrandomcode but no pressure ^_^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[timetomourn]

thank u for the tag @wiredoves

WE ARE SO SYNCED THIS IS BANANAS 😳

calling upon @falseapplication, @buttersuns, & @epaulettedd

[timetomourn]

The clouds

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