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HW: 198.4 CW: 188 UGW 115 LW:155

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I’VE LOST THESE POUNDS BEFORE

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Let’s be honest here

Obviously being hungry sucks but the absolute soul crushing disappointment after eating feels much worse

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I wish I were a hot girl. I’m so average looking. I wish I looked like all the girls in his phone

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This is my favorite comfort meal

Thin everything bagel -110 cals

One egg with spinach - 90 cals

Laughing cow light cream cheese - 25 cals

Thinly sliced cucumber - 6 cals

Everything bagel seasoning - 5 cals

10 green grapes - 34 cals

Total 270 calories

It’s so delicious!!

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My boyfriend wants to go to long horn steak house to night. Big stress.

Longhorn has their calories listed but I just never trust restaurants. I plan on getting the 8 count grilled shrimp with broccoli and corn on the cob. But who knows how much butter and salt will be on that shit.

I only ate a little this morning in hopes that if they are lying about the calories I still won’t be over my limit. I’m also not going to eat it all.

My boyfriend is so proud of me losing these past 10 pounds. I can’t ruin it. I have to keep going

UPDATE: so I ended up eating a salad as well with ranch that was like 300 something calories and I went too crazy on the bread and butter so I failed. Dinner alone was probably close to 1,300. And I had 300 for breakfast 🙄 so I’ll be on the treadmill watching Bridgerton for the rest of the night

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this is your little reminder that this month’s choices are next month’s body so don’t mess up 💗

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It’s so addicting once you start seeing results. I’m down 10 pounds in 13 days (198 to 188)

I’m sure it’s mostly water weight but still waking up and seeing that number go down makes me so happy. Eating is a chore at this point. Just enough to keep me alive and keep up with my responsibilities. My cravings are gone. I am so determined. I guess this is what they call the honeymoon phase. I lost close to 40 pounds back in 2020 doing the same thing. Due to stress and getting too comfortable with food I gained it all back and then some. My lowest was 155. You could call it a relapse. But this time it’s gonna happen. I will be tiny. I will be everything I ever dreamed of.

I am not giving up. I owe it to myself

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Being fat with an ED means that everyone just thinks you’re on a diet

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If you want to be a tiny girl you have to eat like a tiny girl

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Hi my name is Katie, I’m 22 years old

This account is for my sanity so I stay on track and don’t feel so alone 💗

H: 5’5

HW: 198.4

CW: 188

LW: 155

GW: 155

2GW: 135

UGW: 115

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At my lowest I was 155 which is still big for me. But imagine if I kept going. I could’ve had it, the body I always wanted. But no, I got a new job, got a boyfriend, moved out, and became an alcoholic. Now I’m 193. Life really just f*cks ya

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I recently hit the highest weight I’ve ever been (198.4) and it eats me alive being that close to 200

So I’ve been restricting for 3 days and so far I’m down 4.8 lbs. we’re going on vacation in 30 days and I have a strong feeling my boyfriend is going to propose.

And I’m going crazy thinking about being fat in engagement photos. I mean this is the type of thing that only happens once in your life ( if you stay together) and I’m going to be fat for it. I’m so mad for gaining all the weight I lost back.

But anyways I have 30 days to lose as much as possible. Wish me luck

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When others go up a pound overnight: babe you're fine, it's just natural fluctuations, you're doing so well, you're beautiful!!!

When I go up a pound overnight: I'm literally the weight of a semi truck now and my life is over

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Skinny Fall

Thin dainty legs in leggings with a cute over sized sweater

Soft fuzzy blankets covering your fragile body

Disappearing in a normal sized hoodie

Super cute Halloween costumes that show off how small you’ve gotten

That’s what I want and that’s what I plan to get. Being fat all summer has really hurt me mentally. I want a skinny stress free fall season 🍁🍂🎃

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So far today I’ve had

Three bottles of water

Zero cal peach monster

Fiber bar

Total calories- 135

If I can make it through dinner without eating a ridiculous amount of calories I’ll be alright

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