a mess

hi i'm tae/teo he/they 26 read pinned byf/byi barely active-ish may 26

[tiny3racha]

i am pro-recovery!! i use this blog as a place to vent and find others like me, please just block, don't report me!! thank you <3

may be following for one of my sideblogs, lmk if it makes you uncomfortable and i can unfollow :}

hi i'm tae/teo! i'm 26, he/him but they/them is ok too!

i've had an ed for 10+ years, in and out of recovery & relapse

just a warning: if you reblog any of my post with ed tags that aren't blog specific i will block you without hesitation i won't risk getting t'd!

some things about me:

aussie wasian, aries sun, pisces moon, capricorn rising, intp, chaotic neutral, slytherin

i'm a kp0p stan so here's some things:

i'm a massive multi but my ults are skz vocalracha biased

my sideblogs:

@sadyangji @shenjiuisms @qjpsys

[tiny3racha]

aroace ryland grace you are very dear to me

[finzerr]

not homophobic, just a hater❤️

[here-to-fangirll]

project hail mary is a fantastic movie that genuinely has me staring at the ceiling at like 2 am. god. its the concept of dying so others can live. what if the sacrificial lamb was there the whole time and taught the butcher how to build the slaughterhouse. what if the lamb was dragged there kicking and screaming and was told that it was dispensable because it had no one, not a family or a lover or even a dog and what if the lamb said that it just wanted to live. isnt that enough? isnt wanting to live enough? what if the lamb woke up alone and afraid but remembered enough about living and love to place his head on the chopping block anyway. and most importantly, what if the butcher wasnt a butcher but just the shepherd trying to save the rest of the flock

[tiny3racha]

apologies for the incoming phm reblogs, it has consumed my brain i fear

[thatgayunoriginalbastard]

[tiny3racha]

happy 26 to me ig, here's a banger birthday present from my friend/housemate! will be used so so much

tw sui under cut

trying to be happy about it but one of my closest friends tried to commit yesterday and i've officially reached double the age i was when i first tried to off myself so it's a bit melancholic right now

i'm also completely alone the whole day so, it's a bit rough but whatever

[a-healthy-dose-of-apathy]

ocd stop making me feel guilty over things i cannot control or change challenge (impossible)

[yyymmmrrr]

[fuwungi]

T 4 T 🏳️‍⚧️💘🏳️‍⚧️

[tiny3racha]

new layout everyone act shocked

[my-dailydreams]

[tiny3racha]

health issues once again coming to kick my ass

🤩🫶 end me i'm so fr

[inkbotkowalski]

"why am I so tired and why does everything hurt" says I, sufferer of the Always Tired And Everything Hurts affliction

[tiny3racha]

i was complaining about my job to my housemate and talking about the potential of finding another job after peak season (so from mid-january onward) bc the vibes at work have been so shitty, and she was said 'you can't right now because you haven't been there long enough and it'll look bad on your resume' and then tried to argue for me to switch to dayshift instead, when i told her i could not do the salary cut of changing shift times she insisted that my sick leave would be taking out the same amount (it very much is not doing that).. like girl why are you being shitty with me over this like my life decisions will suddenly impact you? we've lived together for over two years now and even when i was unemployed i have always paid all of my bills on time the fuck 😭 acting like i'm not a grown ass adult who can make my own decisions fuck off

[angelbvn]

[tiny3racha]

trick or treat!!!!!!!!

trick 👀👀