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🌀 Daemon or Johnny - he/him - 28 - sys + disabled 🌀

#new pinned just dropped!!#link goes to my strawpage and also has my shop and other links on it :]#txt #pinned #about

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Thank you I really appreciate that ;__; I’m always just scared to say anything or vent cuz idk I mean being vulnerable is hard but I’ve always had it kind of thrown in my face “you just want attention” “he’s not actually going to do it” “he’s lying about it” so i don’t want to make anyone angry or bother them. Or I just end up feeling really guilty sharing what I’m feeling, too.

I usually just keep to myself and just talk with my therapist. But sometimes it just feels so much bigger than that and it isnt like I can see her every day. 💔

So I guess it just feels like something I’m not allowed to do, and if I do I’m gonna get in trouble

#idk if that makes sense I apologize for the little ramble #but I appreciate you a lot 🫂#I think I needed this #txt

I’m still here, I’m not okay but I’m still here. I’m really sorry for how I got yesterday with my posts I just

Am way past my breaking point and I can’t talk about anything and it feels so alone. I feel like I’m going crazy.

#txt #I’ll get back to everyone soon I really appreciate you guys checking on me and the kind msgs ;___; 💚#it means a lot 🫂

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#so whatever happens #if this ends up being some of the last posts from me #I hope it was worth it #i just wish I could be free from people trying to control who I am and tell me who I am #when I KNOW WHO I AM #but if it takes me becoming an internet harassment suicide statistic to get people to maybe listen #and lead to others being able to avoid finding themselves here #then I’m fine with that #at least it will have done something #for those that believed in me and tried helping #I’m sorry #I really am #but I just don’t know how much longer I can do this really #I’ve already attempted 3 times #i feel like I can’t control it or myself anymore #I’m so scared

Sorry I just got some devastating news earlier and I just don’t know how to handle it and I’m way past my breaking point feeling like there’s no hope and nobody can help me.

#txt #I still can’t openly talk about anything but #it has to do with my post I made about people harassing others #and let’s just say I’ve been being stalked tormented and harassed for the past almost 7 months #I’ve cleared everything up but my response went completely ignored #while I’m still harassed and demanded to address things #and it doesn’t matter if I do because it’s just mass reported to silence me #it feels like a fucked up humiliation ritual and I’m so tired #I can’t speak for myself nobody will listen #my friends can’t either because they’re gone after too #there’s nobody to speak up and help me #the law is taking too long #and I’m way past my breaking point #people think it’s funny to out a stealth trans man #where now everyone in my small city knows #and it’s not safe here #and in this horrific economy and state of the world with transphobia so violent and rampant #my business and livelihood was attacked to where I’m struggling again #but I can’t ask for help because of how I was lied about #it doesn’t matter that I’m in low income housing #they all say I’m lying and I’m rich #and I know I just went to a music fest and that’ll be used against me like everything I do #so I will state that that was something paid for and planned before all this started happening #and anything that wasn’t I can’t thank my friends enough for helping cover me cuz they know how fucked things are #do you even know how hard it’s been to find a lawyer willing to help me because of the trans thing #or how horribly I’ve been treated by law enforcement because of that #but nobody cares they want another lolcow #because I’m weird!!!! and Into weird cringe things!!!!!!#the internet NEEDS its laughable entertainment (pure misery at the expense of me)#becuz the morally correct thing to do is harass a trans man struggling with bpd to suicide

I don’t know how much longer I can do this.

fuwungi

Happy pride month!! Reminder that trans rights are human rights & theres no LGBT without the T 🏳️‍🌈🫂🏳️‍⚧️

fuwungi

got bored and turned kinger into a vape holder

fuwungi

added a necklace chain so he can actually be worn lol :]

got bored and turned kinger into a vape holder

#Kandi #kinger #the amazing digital circus #tadc #queer art #lgbtq #my Kandi #transparent image #transparent png #lgbt #fanart #craft

pssst… kind of out of the blue and not needed whatsoever but i just wanted to thank you for making the specific “never give up” trans kandi. i saw it on another website (pinterest i believe?) and it genuinely changed my life. it made me very joyous and it makes me happy to see that support is shown in many different ways :) your bracelets are very neat and i hope the best for you :D

Awh wait that makes me happy beyond words!! <3 🫂

#while hate in the world seems very loud right now #never forget that there is support out there #you are loved and valued #txt #idk I hope that isn’t too much or anything it’s late and I have big feelings lol #also thank you for the kind words 🥹🫶💚#things are rough but I’ll hopefully have good news soon

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get high experience various snaacks

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#me at this very moment

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SUSIE ATTACK!!!!

#deltarune

fuwungi

I think there’s really a conversation to be had about people harassing others to the point of breaking under the guise of being “morally good” and “protecting others”. I’ve never felt protected or safe seeing people like that. I think “oh, if I step even a little out of line I’m next”.

fuwungi

a lot of these same type of people will demand the person they’re harassing to take accountability but I’ve noticed that no one really has any more to say on what they mean by that. Accountability here does not mean accountability. What they want is an exile, or harassment to the point of breaking.

You and a friend have an argument and they decide you’re toxic? You said something problematic when you were 12/13? You like something that makes someone else uncomfortable?

You have to either disappear from the internet forever or kill yourself.

Free + Key + Peak + Cinema + Analysis = freekey peanemis

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