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Fucking spring. Finally.

ain’t lyin’

I don’t like it when I try to answer a question that is too big/I don’t know the answer to but I feel like I should, because then I start postulating/digging and it’s not quite right and then I accidentally told a lie.

Sometimes the answer is so dense it can’t be a word or a string of so many words

I’m in this self-loathing spiral right now, and my thoughts are pretty negative and I don’t love that, I guess, but I accept it.

Side note there are some leftover potatoes of two varieties in my fridge and I’m so hungry but it’s cold, and I don’t want to get out of bed

I drink coffee through my dance classes, which is kind of

The successes of the day: I was vulnerable and honest (which is why I feel so gross, mostly)

One of my students jumped so high

I made progress on a dance I’m determined to love

I rescheduled a thing instead of letting it slip into oblivion even though I was feeling majorly unfocused

I curled my hair when I felt gross

Tomorrow I might meditate I feel so far from it

I remember that often there are really good things on the other side of challenging things

That’s a rule

There’s a ballet barre version of When Doves Cry in my head

huariqueje

heikala

Inktober day 2, A witch and six owl familiars

Good morningish

My feelings have been put to test this week (re: intact. Also, eww :) ) but right now it’s really quiet in my house, I’m the only one in it, I’ve got a cup of coffee and I’m about to get to work.

The thing I like more than getting to work is talking about getting to work.

Sinus headaches. Let’s call the doctor?

Man friend coming home soon, that cannot be my reason for existing, it’s not. I’m so curious about the reunion

Had an owl friend visit yesterday.

Work.

The Most Resilient Woman of Resilient Women is about to get into the bathtub and is trusting the universe has the right things presenting for her, also I drank a whole bottle of wine probably.

I would just like to report that I am MOTHERFUCKING INTACT.