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— jay vespertine via letsbelonelytogetherr
You said we were never together, though we did things only lovers do, and what hurts the most is grieving something, that meant absolutely nothing to you.
nothing to you © All Rights Reserved — Jai
I wish I could forget you and all the pain you gave to me, because you didn't just break my heart, you destroyed the person I used to be.
you broke me © All Rights Reserved — Jai
— endlessnamelesseternity (via letsbelonelytogetherr)
no revenge because maybe one day you’ll miss the little ways I tried to make you smile: the silly reels I shared, my dark brown eyes, my random bursts of ADHD, the way I always made sure you felt loved, and how I always gave you more of my time than anyone else. you’ll remember our memories, my care, the pictures of my food I always shared with you, the moon photos, and the sunsets I captured just to send to you. you’ll remember my compliments, our hugs but most of all, you’ll remember the way I loved you.
i don't want healthy love. i want toxic possession. i want obsession. i want you to feel sick without me. i want you to threaten me if i don't respond. i want you to spam me on every platform until i answer. i want you to bite me. eat me. consume me.
That is to say, this love will outlast my breath. So will the grief. So will the grief. (The artwork by @dorywhynot!)
I got attached to you so fast because you were the first person to make me feel something after being numb for so long
You’ll never know how much I begged the universe that night to make you stay, to make you stop me from letting you go. It was a plan, not my end goal. Believe me, I want you every single time.
— Andromeda
In wanting you, all becomes you.
— Rosie Stockton, from "CARMEN ET ERROR," Fuel
I don’t understand the shape of this, or the way that you move
You’re liking everything but me, like I am the one thing you refuse
then turning back and reaching out
asking for a reply
as if I am still meant to be waiting, like I’m supposed to try
What a strange kind of wanting, if that’s what this is called
to orbit around someone that you’ve already quietly stalled
to touch every surface but never actually choose
to keep me close enough to answer, but far enough to lose
You fill your time with everything that isn’t in my name
then return like I’m constant, like I’ll play along with this game
but I can feel it in the absence, in what you don’t do
you don’t really want me.. you just don’t want to lose me too
And that’s the part that lingers, that I can’t make sense of in you
why spend your time on something you don’t even want to pursue
why reach for a voice you’ve already decided to ignore what a pointless kind of presence
to stand at someone’s door
I have feelings that I can never articulate very well and it can often be inconvenient, because I wish I knew how to tell you what I'm feeling. If you could just understand how I felt, what it feels like in my body, what my mind is going through, maybe then it would be easier for you to understand me.
I was so madly in love with you while you thought just bc I suddenly burst out with my feelings it’s Lovebombing. Nah man, it was just my wall that crumbled down bc I couldn’t hold all those feelings and emotions in. Bc I wasn’t made to be a cold person.
I don’t understand the shape of this, or the way that you move
You’re liking everything but me, like I am the one thing you refuse
then turning back and reaching out
asking for a reply
as if I am still meant to be waiting, like I’m supposed to try
What a strange kind of wanting, if that’s what this is called
to orbit around someone that you’ve already quietly stalled
to touch every surface but never actually choose
to keep me close enough to answer, but far enough to lose
You fill your time with everything that isn’t in my name
then return like I’m constant, like I’ll play along with this game
but I can feel it in the absence, in what you don’t do
you don’t really want me.. you just don’t want to lose me too
And that’s the part that lingers, that I can’t make sense of in you
why spend your time on something you don’t even want to pursue
why reach for a voice you’ve already decided to ignore what a pointless kind of presence
to stand at someone’s door
I don’t understand the shape of this, or the way that you move
You’re liking everything but me, like I am the one thing you refuse
then turning back and reaching out
asking for a reply
as if I am still meant to be waiting, like I’m supposed to try
What a strange kind of wanting, if that’s what this is called
to orbit around someone that you’ve already quietly stalled
to touch every surface but never actually choose
to keep me close enough to answer, but far enough to lose
You fill your time with everything that isn’t in my name
then return like I’m constant, like I’ll play along with this game
but I can feel it in the absence, in what you don’t do
you don’t really want me.. you just don’t want to lose me too
And that’s the part that lingers, that I can’t make sense of in you
why spend your time on something you don’t even want to pursue
why reach for a voice you’ve already decided to ignore what a pointless kind of presence
to stand at someone’s door