i barely know him! but i think he likes me. i mean, the way we touched each other... it was all very sensual, very intimate. the pillow talk was animated and funny. he asked me to stay the night, and i wasnāt going to say yes, but i changed my mind last minute, and i am glad i did. i know he thinks iām beautiful, i know we fucked spectacularly, for long stretches of time, with interludes for foreplay, we gave each other goosebumps, he took full advantage of the softness of my limbs. we talked about silly things, serious things, we giggled a bunch. the chemistry on all levels was.. really something. there was a sense of meeting your match, an equal, a mate and a partner. it was primal, really. i kept thinking about mating, love making, procreation. our lust came from a truly animal place, it was so genuine. and in the morning we kissed and touched and stroked until we woke up fully. the sex we had then was deep and hard, i donāt think iāve ever had someone fill me with that kind of urgency before. he said i should tell him if it is too much, and made me cry out from the force of him. at one point he asked if this is what i needed and i felt like crying because it was, and is what i need, and i donāt know how to feel about that. after i showered he got us oranges and bought me The Best Coffee ever and waited for the streetcar with me. He insisted on a kiss before i left.
now, i donāt really know him, and he doesnāt really know me. I feel like we donāt have enough of a report to, say, go on a date. or maybe we do. but i donāt want to be too forward. anyway i really want to see him again. i wish there was a way of knowing if he would like to see me too, without having to ask. but i want to feel the Thing again, the warm soft desperate animal sensuality. iād also like to talk to him, because he made me smile a lot and laugh.
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