Tiny Mermaid Junkie
@tinymermaidjunkie
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Schatzi n o d s q u a d
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Heroin Addict. Cam girl. Tease. Artist. Tattooist. Writer. Heathen. I am a mermaid and I will eat your soul. A Bio of Sorts: I think too much, I lounge too much and almost nothing satisfies me. I'm slightly vain and wholly neurotic. People fascinate me, but I like to dissect them from a far. Beware... ⚡ ☛ LINK to: My Personal Posts Here I share: ☺ Nudey photos of my body & sexy stuffs that I do, think or say, ☺ My promiscuous, pretty little drug endeavors, ☺ Private thoughts on being a junkie and an enchanting derelict, ☺ Unorthodox, contro-versial and miscellaneous thoughts on life & living, the mystical power of this sentient Universe-- and the wonder that lies in its otherworlds, ☺ Plus the occasional, odd musing of whatever deliriously enigmatic half-thought that was most recently born from this reckless void of starstuff that I call my psyche. Take a gander!☯ ☛ LINK to:My Ask Box Answers & Personal Posts From My Inbox Here are almost all the asks I've ever received, both from Anons and otherwise, as well as posts originating from messages, fanmail, or submissions that Ihave turned into posts.
I have gotten everything in my inboxes from the raunchiest, sexiest comments and quirks to the sickest, most depraved and sickening of requests and sexual harassment.
I've had questions asking me to search my soul for the deepest parts of myself and the darkest, plus both mood-lifting compliments I was in need of hearing and the most hateful of flaming that would appall the hardest of hearts.
Some of it is designed to be educational, as well.
All for your amusement and entertainment!Enjoy!
Instagram: tinypinkmermaid Snapchat: mrowschatzi Cam4 account: www.cam4.com/pink_mermaid Disclaimer: (Sort of)
Yes, This is a Drug Blog I understand that it may be shocking, even repulsive, for those that don't share this lifestyle to stumble across a drug blog. Especially a heroin blog- the drug deemed as the most evil, addictive and dirty. It might especially be hard to swallow a blog like this when the subject matter is talked about so unapologetically, matter of factly, and lightheartedly- as if we believe shooting heroin is comparable to baking cupcakes. Disclaimer: We know that it isn't, but that care-free attitude is a reflection of our brains and lives being so conditioned by daily drug use that it has become the norm for us. It has become second nature: and has thus nearly, if not totally at times, rid us of associating drugs with a sub-human quality of life infested with moral bankruptcy, dangerousity and disease- all views that we did once shared with you. (And I do speak of those things, too. They all very much have their place in my addiction as well. There is always an ugly, devilish side and I will never rebut that.) But my goal is to show both sides of drug use and addiction. This blog is an open and honest account of one junkie's experience, that might also, I hope, be a reflection of similar accounts of the lives' of other junkies- so that people might one day see we are not degenerates, we are not worthless, we are not scum. I intend to veer away from contexts that are usually employed when drug use and addiction are spoken of- a cry for help, desperation, rock bottom. And, when it isn't talked about in terms of needing help, its used to describe low lives, below human- those you should stay away from at all costs. Both sides of the spectrum are biased. Both sides have their extremes. Sometimes there is contradiction in this blog, and contradiction is something always present in the thoughts of an open-mind. Contradiction is evidence that the world is not black and white. It is fluid, suggesting that there may not always be one 'right' and one 'wrong.' I intend to show the truth of my own personal experience. The good and the bad, ecstasy and dysphoria, the intoxication and the stone cold sober. The jaded, irrational and tainted thoughts that are born from chemical change in the brain, and the bursts of hope, revelation and determination that are created when we look at our lives and see change is possible. I also seek to provide insight on the pros of recreational drug use, something that is not often talked about, and sometimes even denied of existence. But I'm here to tell you there is a positive side- how couldn't there be? Why else would so many people choose to engage in drug use? Psychological breakthroughs, profound introspection, self-exploration/identification, creative energy that leads to the making of 'masterpieces' and legacy that otherwise would have never flown from your mind, and the experience of bliss and otherness and motivation. In doing this, I aim to remove the stigma from the junkie and drug user. Because we are just people. No different from your son or daughter or brother or sister. Remember that we are all just as real, just as alive and just as human as you- and you are here, existing in this human experience, just like anyone and EVERYONE else. We get to be here and go through this time, life and place together... and we could be so unified if we let ourselves be. Link to Harm Reduction Posts: Asks and Reblogs I believe that it is very important for people to be safe, clean, sterile and informed while engaging in recreational drug use. I do not condone the use of drugs. I do not and will never recommend anyone to try anything, especially if it is their first time. With that being said, people are going to do what the want. And people will always, for as long as mankind exists, use drugs. Therefore, I find it important for people to implement harm reduction in their drug use and I implore drug users to be as informed as possible. This is why I keep up with harm reduction posts and encourage anyone with a question of an kind to ask me. It is ALWAYS better safe than sorry.
