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Yellow fits recently 🍋

Image description: three selfies of a smiling white person with short hair and glasses. In the first and third photo, they're wearing a black and yellow jacket, and in the middle photo their shirt is black with yellow lemons. /end description

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Sandra Cisneros, from My Wicked Wicked Ways: Poems; “One Last Poem for Richard,” (x)

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N and I cuddled at the end of the night yesterday, me kind of... half-laying on them, and it felt really nice. They said I could fall asleep on them like that if I wanted to, and I probably will tonight. 💕

Lyssa got me a really comfy, soft yellow checked jacket for Christmas, and I've been wearing it at work (in place of my normal work jacket, which is slightly shorter and red checks). My GM said, "Hey! You have a new color!" and I said, "Yeah! My wife got it for me!"

Also, I got a Finch account recently and am really enjoying it. (Any mutuals want to be friends?)

#a #wow my spouse is so cute

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not femme as in small, fragile, delicate thing but femme as in "you can come home to me, and then we'll be okay'

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btw i'm ignoring or even blocking (mood dependent) anyone who says "b-but what about both 🥺🥺" read the room. this is for loud femmes, fat femmes, femmes of color, genderqueer femmes, trans femmes, intersex femmes, any beautiful combination of the above and any other femme who has had to fight for their place amongst the stereotypes we see in our community. if you like to comment on your meekness, whatever idc yolo do what you want. don't attach it to your femmeness. please. not only for my sake but for yours

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Digital oil series titled 'Together' featuring a Black queer sapphic couple on a first date and on their wedding day.

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Shoutout specifically to black femmes. Their hair, their nails, their makeup. All the forms of nuanced gender expression they have that wider society refuses to acknowledge. Sapphic spaces are better for having y'all in it.

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something about her talking about her interests all excited-like.. yes pretty girl keep going i'm doing cartoon heart eyes

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i want the "always sending photos to each other" love. the "sending voice notes when you cannot call" love. the "always keeping a hand on your waist while we're in a party" love. the "you always sitting on my lap when we're with our friends" love. the "always talking about each other's day before sleeping" love. the "never give up on each other" love.

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you're basically home to me dude but it's not a big deal at all. don't worry about it

If you know me irl, do us both a solid — you didn’t see this;;;

Thought I was doing okay but now I can’t say that’s true because

HOLY!!

FUCK!!

I!!

WANT!!

TO!!

DIE!!

I won’t, but fuck if it isn’t all I can think about right now.

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A Deep Dive Into Subspace, Domspace, Subdrop, Domdrop, and Aftercare

This post has lived in my heart for some time now. I’ve put off writing it because every part of it feels close to the bone, and deeply personal. But I’ve received too many messages, too many quiet confessions in the dark hours of the night, from submissives and Dominants alike who are confused, hurting, or feeling broken.

So I want to say this clearly, before we go any further:

You are not broken. You are not weak. And you are not alone.

This post is for the people who have floated in bliss, and the people who have fallen and didn’t know how to ask for a hand. It’s for the ones who thought they were “too much,” or “not enough,” because they didn’t come down the way they thought they should. It’s for the caretakers who forgot to care for themselves. It’s for the ones who needed a post like this a long time ago and never found it.

So let’s talk about the journey.

Subspace: The Fall Into Surrender

Subspace is hard to describe because it lives beyond words. For many submissives, it’s an altered state that comes during or after a scene, a place of euphoria, softness, floatiness, or absolute stillness. It’s the moment your mind stops racing, your body stops bracing, and your heart opens so wide it almost aches.

It is often described as:

A warm, dreamy float

Loss of time or orientation

Heightened sensitivity or emotional openness

Dissociation (positive or neutral)

Non-verbal states

Deep peace, sometimes even spiritual

It doesn’t always look blissful. Some people cry. Some laugh. Some shake. Some can’t move or speak. Some look like they’re somewhere else entirely. And some never enter it at all and that is perfectly okay. Subspace isn’t required for a scene to be “real” or meaningful.

But for those who do go there, it can be deeply addictive. And deeply vulnerable.

Because in Subspace, you are raw. Unarmored. Wide open. You are handing over not just control, but your self. And that level of surrender requires a depth of trust that should never be taken lightly.

It’s not about being “good enough” to go there. It’s about being safe enough.

Domspace: The Still Point of Control

Domspace is less talked about, but no less profound.

It’s the place a Dominant may enter when they are completely tuned in to the moment, the energy, the responsibility, and the power exchange. It’s not about ego or bravado. It’s about presence. Precision. Connection.

When I’m in Domspace, I feel:

A trance-like sense of flow and power

Deep emotional intimacy and presence

Fierce protectiveness

A sharp awareness of my submissive’s body and signals

Grounded clarity and confidence

A high, yes, Dominants can float too

There is a stillness to it, a silence, like the eye of a storm. I feel every breath my submissive takes. I am aware of every tremble, every shift in energy. It is not a game. It is not about control for control’s sake. It’s about holding the fullness of another person’s vulnerability and offering them back to themselves, marked, but whole.

For some Dominants, it feels euphoric. For others, it’s somber, focused, sacred.

And yes, it is just as real as Subspace. But unlike Subspace, which often requires letting go, Domspace requires holding steady. And that takes a toll.

Which brings us here.

The Crash: Subdrop & Domdrop

Let me say this plainly:

What goes up must come down. And the higher the space, the harder the drop.

Subdrop and Domdrop are real, valid, and sometimes intense. They are the body and mind’s response to intense emotional and physical stimuli followed by a sudden release.

Let’s break them down.

Subdrop: The Aftermath of Surrender

When the scene ends, when the body stops pulsing with endorphins, when the adrenaline fades, when the oxytocin begins to level out, Subspace dissolves. And what’s left behind can feel like a crash after a sugar rush.

It might look like:

Sudden sadness or crying

Feeling empty, alone, or unloved

Guilt or shame about the scene

Anxiety, insecurity, or panic

Exhaustion, shakiness, or chills

Wanting reassurance but not knowing how to ask

Needing connection but withdrawing instead

It can feel like your Dominant doesn’t love you anymore. Like you did something wrong. Like you're spiraling.

You didn’t. You’re just crashing. And this is not to scare you, but to create awareness of feelings that might arise after a scene.

It's also important to add that Subdrop can be especially difficult for those who already battle depression, anxiety, trauma, or dissociation. It doesn’t mean the scene was bad. It means it was powerful. And your body is recovering from that.

Domdrop: The Hidden Descent

Now let’s talk about the side no one warns you about.

Domdrop.

It can sneak up on you. Or crash over you like a wave when you’re least expecting it. And unlike Subdrop, which people are more familiar with, Domdrop often goes unnoticed, even by the Dominant themselves.

Because we're supposed to be the steady ones, right? The rock. The anchor. The one who always knows what to do. Except... what happens when we give all of ourselves in a scene, and no one notices we’re hurting after?

So here is some indications of what a Domdrop can feel like:

Guilt or regret, even when the scene went well

Emotional numbness or withdrawal

Self-doubt or questioning your worth as a Dominant

Feeling unseen, unappreciated, or invisible

Emotional crash: sadness, shame, loneliness

Fatigue, insomnia, restlessness

Needing reassurance, but feeling like you’re not allowed to ask for it

I’ve had scenes where I held someone with such intensity, such emotional power, that afterward I couldn’t move. I sat in silence for hours, questioning myself, shaking, waiting for someone to check on me. And when no one did? The drop was worse than anything I’ve ever experienced physically. I’ve also dropped so hard I left a scenes and vomited. Which was equally painful for myself as my partner. I’ve also spent weeks hating myself for scenes that were beautiful, but still left me feeling unworthy, invisible, or ashamed.

Because a Dominant who deeply cares will always ask: Did I do right by them? Did I go too far? Did I take care of what was given to me? And when there’s no response, (no feedback, no aftercare) we sit with those questions. Sometimes for days.

So let me say this, clearly and gently: Dominants deserve aftercare too. Dominants deserve to be held too. Dominants feel. Deeply. And that feeling does not make them less, only more.

Aftercare: The Healing We Come Home To

Aftercare is not optional. It is not a bonus. It is not something you “earn.”

It is an act of love. Of repair. Of sacred return.

Aftercare says, “I saw all of you, and I still see you. I still want you. You are safe. You are loved.”

It can look like:

Cuddling, holding, skin-to-skin grounding

Warm blankets, soft clothes, body heat

Words of praise, affection, reassurance

Space to talk about the scene, or gentle silence

Hydration and snacks

Caring for marks, kisses on bruises, gentle rubs

Quiet rituals: brushing hair, singing, poems, shared breath

Simply... being present. Not rushing. Not pulling away.

Aftercare also happens after aftercare. It may come days later. A text. A call. A gentle, “How are you feeling now?” That matters.

And it doesn’t just belong to one role. A submissive may need to be held. A Dominant may need to be reassured. There is no hierarchy to need. There is only care. Or the absence of it.

So write your needs down beforehand. Say them aloud. Say, “This is what helps me come back.” And never let anyone dismiss your needs or make you feel guilty for needing something soft after something hard.

If You Take Anything Away From This…

Let it be this:

Intensity without care is harm. Power exchange without presence is dangerous. What you give is sacred, and what you receive should be treated as such.

We are all human. Messy. Soft. Glorious in our complexity. And scenes, when done well, can be life-changing.

But only if we take responsibility for what happens after.

I’ve seen the most beautiful parts of people in the hours after the ropes come off, the paddle is set down, and the tears have dried. I’ve whispered praise to trembling partners. I’ve kissed bruises like prayers. I’ve fallen apart and had someone pull me into their arms before I could speak.

These connections are powerful. And they deserve to be protected, before, during, and especially after.

And if anyone tells you aftercare isn't needed? Run. That's a huge red flag!

Aftercare is sacred and non-negotiable. Care is where the bond deepens. Care is where we build trust. Care is where we bring each other home.

And that, my darlings, is everything.

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