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Celibacy sounds difficult but ig that’s a little bit of the point huh

Well fuck HAHA I would just sleep in my car until I could find a place but where am I going to put Charlie????

“I totally respect that honey. I can still cuddle with you?“ “I just want to respect your wishes” oof. Fuck. My heart. SHES TOO GOOD AND PURE FOR MY DIRTY GREMLIN HEART

It would be super fucking dope if she respects me even more as a person for ending things with her, bc I really don’t fucking want to lol. I feel like I should though, like it feels important to be alone rn. Like I need to finally actually be alone and deal with my shit. And be celibate (save dom sxw 🤷🏻‍♀️). Honestly, the hardest part is potentially losing her friendship. She’s such a good person. I don’t want to lose her in my life if I can help it. But like if she doesn’t want that I need to NOT take as an insult to my character and person HAHA 😆 cause silly me I tend to do that. Besides I feel like I’m definitely holding her back. She’s content with what we have atm and I think maybe ignoring or not seeing maybe great potential all around her in much better human beings. Helen deserves like an older femme lady with her shit together lol. Gah. I don’t wanna do it. Especially if it’s gonna make her sad 😞 I don’t want it to effect her confidence.

I smoke so much that when I get high i have to smoke like a whole bowl to be high for like an hour 🙃

Last night I had a dream that I apologized and they were really chill and understanding.

Hah I can’t fucking wait to be held. And kiss her on the face. It’s gonna suck to say goodbye jfc. I am going to cry so hard and there is going to be so much snot.

I feel like a shitty little snot nose teenager that doesn’t know shit and relationships or sex lolol

Like I know not dating would be super good for my mental health and help myself grow in ways. But I also think without sex I will literally start to lose my mind faster n get even more tense. Ya know? It’s like super fucking rude when people point out that you’d probably be a lot more chill if you could cum more. Haha yeah my dude, if I didn’t have sexual trauma my life probably would be a lot more chill. Totally right on that one and I definitely haven’t ever thought of that before! Uhm maybe I’ll find really cool queer sex work friends when I move and pay them and have great kinky platonic sex? A kid can dream 🤷🏻‍♀️ It’s for sure been over a month. At this point I would take Helen fucking me over talking about her feelings jfc 😂 😂 😭 😭 😭 😭 HAH ig we’ll see if either ever fucking happen ever again

I just...wanna live alone and not worry about anyone but my cat. I wanna focus on me and how I want to live. If that means I have to be miserably lonely first, I guess that’s how it has to be. I’m am just a miserable person that only adds to people’s annoyance and displeasure? I want to be alone. How does anyone love me

I wish I wasn’t thinking about eating her pussy rn lol. She didn’t even touch my boobs. Wow I need to get laid. Alyssa if yr reading this I’m sorry. Haha omfg I wish I could masterbate I bet I would be much more productive. I made the right move though, I think. Let’s see if I can keep it up

How could I always go for people with problems expressing their feelings?? Lol

Do you ever see a girl and automatically picture yourself in their lap? And then like feel bad about it

Anyways is it really too much to ask for a loyal bitch boy...??????

Working with only straight, almost all religions women is..different. It makes me feel very different. As well as other things.

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