amor 🙂

she/they! tw: ana diary dont report just block measurements: 36 bust, 31 waist, 42 hips 5'6/170cm

[to-my-dearest-ana]

ABOUT ME

TRIGGER WARNING

my name is Star! i used to be zenitrameinalemfan

This is mostly a ED blog, not romanticizing, pro recovery, not fatphobic.

I use she/they pronouns

I AM A TEEN

triggering topics that might POSSIBLY be on my page: my ED obviously, BPD, STPD (schizotypal personality disorder), autism (aspergers), depression, self harm, but MOSTLY MY ED

im african american and filipino american

HW: 180 SW: 169 CW: ??

some musicians i listen to: slipknot, jazmin bean, siiickbrain, metallica, iron maiden, lana del rey, mitski, beabadoobee, deftones, violent vira, alexis munroe, zheani, pierce the veil, conan gray, joji, maggie lindemann, motorhead, guns n roses, melanie martinez, elita

[to-my-dearest-ana]

"June is gonna be my month"

binges on the first day

[to-my-dearest-ana]

stuck in an endless cycle of binging, exercising, restriction, binge.

[to-my-dearest-ana]

should i name my kitten charlie, linus, pom-pom, or luigi? hes grayish brown.

[to-my-dearest-ana]

my bf gave me his kitten! :))))

[to-my-dearest-ana]

just found out my ex wanted to break up with me bc i was cvtting. like bro you were the reason i was cvtting tf.

[2cals]

weight loss spell !!

like to charge, reblog to cast

[pretty-bonez]

Oml the day after I did this, my stomach is much much flatter and my arms/legs are thinner there’s no way I didn’t lose weight reblogging again

[anxious-4n0r3x1c]

It worked last time so please work again

[fragiledelicatepapper]

Plz 🥺

[hallowexic]

i need this to work 😭

[katttisstuff]

just random th1nsp0 🦷

[instantnomeal]

the thing about starving yourself but also having a terrible sleep schedule is that you’ll “take a nap” instead of eating then wake up feeling so disoriented and dizzy and it’s such a silly problem too because all i need to do to fix this is just go to bed at a regular time but apparently i can’t even do that successfully

[to-my-dearest-ana]

700 calories a day for a month

if i binge, i work all calories off + 700 calories. starting on june 1st. i will try to document my progress everyday, or atleast weekly.

[theylllikemewhenimsickk-deactiv]

I am in love with him and obsessed with him you guys don't even understand i need him carnally i need to melt into his body and be there forever you really don't get it I need to be part of him permanently

[wannaendme]

it's crazy how neither of my parents love me lmao

[to-my-dearest-ana]

lol ong ong

[vuelvoalasandadas]

[to-my-dearest-ana]

in the last week ive seen a dead bird, dead snake, and a dead cat. is death upon me?

[to-my-dearest-ana]

my problem is, i want to be goth/punk, but at the same time i wanna be cottagecore/princesscore, but at the same time i wanna be y2k, but at the same time i wanna be a hippie, but at the same time i wanna be balletcore, but at the same time i wanna be twilightcore

[ciniisiims]

[enigma-in-reality]

Why deal with life’s responsibilities when you can just- *dissociates*