this bitter earth

Out of suffering have emerged the strongest souls; the most massive characters are seared with scars. Annaliese Jane Van Helsing. There's not really much else to tell you so don't ask any stupid questions. tracking the tag: neverlieinrest

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Baxtor nods and smiles wide “That sounds perfect, eggnog— get a fire going, it’ll be cozy just you me and the kids” he chuckles, rubbing the back of her hand with his thumb, referring to their pets as the kids, he bites his lip and parks “Ready?” 

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{₪}—-;;      Though, the mentions of children makes her heart cease in her chest, Annaliese still smiles, laughing quietly. "I'm assuming you mean Angus and Van, and not that you're expecting me to pop out a few infants before the holidays." Dear god, she hoped not. As soon as they parked, Annaliese tenses. She hasn't really been out with Baxtor yet, unless anyone counted the bar. "Ready." She said with a smile, letting go of his hand, she climbed out of the passenger side, shutting the door behind her. "You know, you've never really talked about your mom. Other than .." Her throat goes dry as she catches herself, titling her head at her boyfriend. "How often do you see her?"

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He squeezes her hand and smiles “For me too” Nodding as Baxtor speaks, his eyes return to the road, he licks his lips and blushes “Can I maybe…Come over sometime…On Christmas?” ‘So I don’t hang myself’ He bites his lips together.

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{₪}—-;;      Anna can't help but giggle, nodding slowly. She laced her fingers with his, his words catching her off guard. Her teal hues went wide, her grin slowly showing off her pearly white teeth. "Yes! That would be perfect! We can decorate a tree, and we can cook, watch old Christmas movies." Cue more blushing, her gaze lowering to the seat. "Th-That is, if you want to of course."

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hewasjustachild replied to your post: hewasjustachild replied to your post: IF LANGDON...

i just feel in love with you all over again omg

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hewasjustachild replied to your post: IF LANGDON TOUCHES BAXTOR ANNA WILL MAKE A QUILT...

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casually growling over here

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IF LANGDON TOUCHES BAXTOR

ANNA WILL MAKE A QUILT OUT OF HIM

THEN HER AND ZERO WILL SIT BY THE FIRE

AND DRINK ON TOP OF THEIR DEAD BOY QUILT

AND CACKLE

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He sighs and nods “Uh, yeah.. Im visiting her next week at the prison.. I was going to tell her about you- But..I don’t have to..?” A weak smile and takes a sharp turn, listening to the music playing on the radio. Baxtor shrugs “What the fuck is normal anyway? Christ. I like you just the way you are, I think she’ll just be happy you’re a girl” A head shake and another turn, he smiles “I’m going to drink, and eat turkey dinner and eat a lot of cookies, how about you babe?” 

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{₪}—-;;        Gently, and as if by habit, Anna took one of his hands in her own, ignoring the turning in her stomach when they turned the corner. "No, no. You can .. It would .. It would be a huge first for me." Anna replied with a laugh. Her body relaxed against the seat, head leaning back as she sighed, smiling over at Baxtor. Oh, she wanted to ask him. She wanted to ask him so badly but she stopped herself, nodding slowly. "Probably just stay at home with Ace, put up a tree. We've never really done anything for Christmas before."

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Baxtor nods licking his lips, leaning back into his seat, he looks behind him checking the road and looks at her excitedly “We’re going to our own personal photo shoot- It’s all professional, everything, just so we have some nice pictures for the Christmas cards, or I can keep in my wallet-Showmymother. You know, that jazz” He smiles brightly and pulls onto the road. 

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{₪}—-;;      Mother. No. She didn't miss it, Baxtor. "I .. Y-Your mother?" Anna's cheeks flushed a dark crimson, pearly whites chewing on her bottom lip. "Bax .. I .. I don't know. I mean, what if she gets one look at me and has a fit? I mean .. If you haven't noticed, I'm not exactly .. normal." Or young. Or even worth the affection of the blond next to her. "So .. um .. What are you doing for Christmas?"

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“It’s the boots, its definitely the boots” He laughs, then click-toss, he sighs smiling shaking his head, phone resting unwanted in the back seat. He watches enthusiastically as his Anna comes out the door, he wraps his palm around the steering wheel and leans over as she relaxes against the open window, he chuckles “Well, I’m not so worried about my sexy girlfriend… More so my mom” He winks at her, and unlocks the side door, biting his bottom lip “It’s not even late, you’re just an old lady” Not his smoothest purring, but Baxtor’s already leaning in and kissing the girl. 

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{₪}—-;;        There was no hesitation as she returned the kiss, smiling gently against her boyfriend's lip. With a soft sound, Anna pulled away, placing her hand on jaw. "As much as I'm enjoying making out with you in the middle of the street, you mentioned we have somewhere to be." Anna smirked, pressing a kiss to his forehead before jogging to the passenger side, slipping in. "Okay, can you tell me where we're going noooow?" Anna pouted out her bottom lip.

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oh--fiend--angelical replied to your post: zero stop trying to blow baxtor anna will get to...

HE’S ENCOURAGING HIM TO HAVE HER DO SO

SHE DOESN'T NEED GUIDANCE

SHE KNOWS HOW TO DO ALL THAT OK

SHE'S A PEACOCK

YOU GOTTA LET HER FLY Z

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zero stop trying to blow baxtor

anna will get to it ok

just

stahp

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Baxtor sits up more sighing “An entire litter in the time of a week- Yup you caught me, though personally, Ive never understood the thing for blondes…” He looks over to the house and smiles, squishing his face against the wheel and shakes his head no, blushing realizing she couldn’t see him “Oh um, no, its a surprise, and dont bother with make up.. it’ll be done for you” 

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{₪}—-;;       More giggling as she rakes her fingers through her hair, a blush creeping onto her cheeks. Anna stands, petting Ace quickly. "I never really understood your thing for bartending goth chicks, but to each their own." Struggling with her jacket for a moment, Anna chewed on her bottom lip, looking down at her clothes. "I uh ... Yeah, okay. I'll be out in a second." Hanging up, Anna grabbed her house keys, hurrying out the door and locked it behind her. From the moment she spotted his car, a grin curved onto her lips. "You lost, handsome? I don't think your girlfriend would appreciate you being out so late." Anna leaned down with a smirk, arms resting against the door as she tilted her head at him.

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Baxtor smiles, and chuckles “I went on a week long drug trip, had to go to the hospital a couple times- I woke up stiff in paint, I couldn’t move some specific area” He sighs, laughing and bites his lip “I’m outside, come with me” 

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{₪}—-;;         "Oh .. Shit, is that all? I was afraid you ran off with some hot blond and had cute little artistic babies." The quiet trill of laughter spilling past her lips is real but so is the sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach. "Okay, okay, Romeo. Give me a minute." She holds the phone between her ear and her shoulder as she slips on her boots. "Am I allowed to know where we're going?"

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Baxtor’s leaning back, against the front seat of his car; calling her, chewing his bottom lip “Babe.. pick up..” He looked over at her house, that cringing feeling of being weird and stalkerish burning his face. 

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{₪}—-;;         It didn't take long for her to get to the phone, after she was done attempting to get the rottweiler to stop crushing her bladder. The name flushing across the screen made her eyes go wide as she held the phone to her ear. "Baxtor? Where have you been? Is everything okay? Where are you? Did something happen?" Concern spilled from her lips, forcing her to speak a mile a minute.

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{₪}—-;;         Yeah, she hasn't left her little hide out because she really doesn't want to. She's just been cuddling Ace and watching Christmas specials. Be gentle.

[kseniasolo]

[ohfiendangelical]

|✖|—;;     “Remember when we met? The plan was to kill you. The least I can do is ‘put up with you,’” Zero replied with a little smile, kissing her cheek and hugging her tightly. “I love you, loser.”

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{₪}—-;;         "Didn't I hold a knife to your junk?" Annaliese muttered with a soft laugh. "How am I still even here?" She hugged him back, burying her face in his shoulder as she sighed. "Yeah, yeah. I love you too, even though you're a pain in my ass."