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I hit myself a lot Like a lot a lot That's probably why I get so many headaches haha

I hate myself

Climb out of my ass for 10 fucking seconds I'm such a fucking good teenager fuck you appreciate everything I do for even one fucking second please Just fucking recognize it one fucking time Fuck you god fuck you fuck you

Someone just walked past me they went fast and were close to me what if they killed me Like they stabbed or s/t me and kept waking Or threw me in front of a car

#I feel numb rn

I hate myself so I'm eating pizza and then I'll hate myself even more

I can't move I can't do anything

i have to fucking do this im a fucking disapointment to everyone i have to turn this is bc drama is the only fucking thing i do with any effort or anything at all i cant i fucking hate myself i cant do anything

the things im best at im still a worthless piece of shit at

everything is around me and its real and so real and hurting and forcing and im sitting here and i just cant feel like it matters a\even though its so forceful and pressing i dont know aht im feeling

i feel like death i look like death my life is death whats the fucking point i dfont do anything

I feel like I'm gonna throw up

WHY

And I'm always fucking being compared to her god fuck you I'm such a good fucking person who doesn't need to be compared to anyone Let alone a false image of who that person actually is

I fucking hate how I can't get away w shit I know so much shit about my sister that my parents don't even know My parents know about 98% of my life and they know about 14% of hers I fucking hate that I'm so pissed ugh

I don't have any friends

/That is good communication We're so healthy Making sure we understand each other I'm so in love god I can't wait for our lives to begin

What do I do w my life Why should I do anything Why does it matter

#hint: it doesn't

I just shouldn't open up idk It's better that way

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