This used to be my weightloss/thinspo blog (see my URL?), but I realized that it has turned into my "WHATEVER GOES" blog. If I see something I like, I reblog it. Random personal ramblings and opinions about anything and everything will be included. Frequently reblogged stuff includes, but not limited to: 1. Rooney Mara 2. Noomi Rapace 3. The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo 4. Harry Potter 5. Lady Gaga 6. Jo Calderone 7. Mila Kunis 8. Kristen Stewart 9. Emma Watson 10. BoA Kwon 11. Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D 12. Buffy 13. Random and Miscellaneous So please follow me if you like any of the things mentioned above! <3 Age: 29 Height: 5'-1" HW: 135lbs SW: 120lbs GW1: 115lbs (achieved on 07/15/11) CW: 122lbs GW2: 110lbs GW3: 105lbs GW4: 100lbs UGW: 95lbs Get to Know Me: This Is Who I Am Random Rants My Favorite Quotes Give Me Some Advice! Essays: A Message to the Thinspo Haters Lisbeth Salander is a Mary Sue/super woman? Kristen Stewart and Rooney Mara Follow My Journey: P90X Journal (not updated) Water Fast Journal (not updated) For My Followers: Shout Outs to My Followers My Replies to Your Notes Random Goodies: May 2013 Squat Challenge 30 Day Thinspo Challenge Tumblr Reblogs Thinspirational Photos Thinspirational Quotes Let's Work Out! Weight Loss is 70% Diet
that everyone is probably always on the verge of tears; on the verge of just completely breaking down, becoming unhinged; but the only thing that is keeping them composed is the desire to appear “normal”.
Case in point - had tears running down my face while driving this morning for no apparent reason. At the moment - I felt no stress, no anger, no fear, no sadness - just tears, out of nowhere.
Does anybody read or is reading the Millennium Saga by Stieg Larsson? I need desperately to talk to someone about it. Its. So. Fucking. Good. And no one of my friends have read it. Srsly guys pls, anybody?
“Imagine you’re at a party. A guy offers you a drink. You say no. He says ‘Come on, one drink!’ You say ‘no thanks.’ Later, he brings you a soda. ‘I know you said you didn’t want a drink, but I was getting one for myself and you looked thirsty.’ For you to refuse at this point makes you the asshole. He’s just being nice, right? Predators use the social contract and our own good hearts and fear of being rude against us. If you drink the drink, you’re teaching him that it just takes a little persistence on his part to overcome your ‘no.’ If you say ‘Really, I appreciate it, but no thanks’ and put the drink down and walk away from it, you’re the one who looks rude in that moment. But the fact is, you didn’t ask for the drink and you don’t want the drink and you don’t have to drink it just to make some guy feel validated.” —The Art of “No” (Jennifer P.)
I’ve never seen this post with the original caption before. I thought I loved it simply from the photography but the depth of the meaning behind it…. Wow.
Along the same lines, here’s a quote from a character from The Girl With the Dragon Tattoo (2011) who is a serial killer and rapist after he successfully invites one of the main characters into his house even though at that point, the main character already knew that this guy is the serial killer that the main character has been looking for:
“It's hard to believe that the fear of offending can be stronger than the fear of pain, but you know what? It is.”
I know I’m late, but I just found this email in my inbox. I’ve had a Tumblr blog for 4 years. I made the blog just a few days after my 24th birthday.
I remember my 24th birthday. I remember being depressed about it. I remember writing a brief rant about it that I still have saved on my computer somewhere. Til this day, I’m still not sure what triggered it, but at that time, I felt like I needed a place to vent, so I turned to Tumblr.
Tumblr has been my safe place for the past 4 years to write about anything and everything that I feel and think that I am often too afraid to share with anyone in real life. For this reason, it has been a blessing and a curse.
I have written about some of the most shitty things I have ever done in my life, and this blog also stands as a time capsule for some of the darkest times in my life, and perhaps also some of the best.
Tumblr has been my best kept secret. I can honestly say that I have never told a single person in real life that I have a Tumblr blog.
In a weird way, I hope Tumblr sticks around for a long time. At some point in my life, I may abandon using Tumblr all together, but when I’m 70, I think it would be nice to be able to type in this URL and relive all of the things in my 20s that I’m sure I would forget about by the time I’m 70.
Thanks for keeping me sane by giving me this outlet, Tumblr. (Even if I may not sound sane in some of my posts).
Happy Birthday, Kristen Jaymes Stewart! - April 9th, 1990
“Actresses go crazy when they feel like they want to hold on to what used to be, or whatever. I’m so satisfied and happy and absolutely looking forward to what’s to come.“
But I know it's not right, so I need to stay away.
But there have been many times lately where I'd pick up my phone and check to see if you had texted me.
But of course you haven't. Why would you?
I cut you out of my life 8 months ago, for what I believed (and still believe) to be best for the both of us.
But I miss the physical intimacy. The close contact. The warmth of your body. The touch of your lips against my skin. The softness of your hair. The way your eyes look at me when our faces are inches apart.
And I'm starting to forget what those sensations feel like. I don't want to forget, but it's hard to remember after 8 months of no contact.
You've erased your online presence completely so I can't even tell how you're doing.
I just Google your name every once in a while to make sure you're not dead.
I think I'm relapsing into everything that was wrong with me when I was with you last year.
But this too shall pass.
It always does.
I just need to look forward to the next "happy" phase of my life, which is happening soon.
I'm moving to another state soon, and I've been debating back and forth whether I should try to see you before I leave.