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Their life may not be anybody's definition of normal, but maybe normal is overrated anyway.
A series of ficlets describing days in the life of Mulder and Scully at the Unremarkable House. These will be more or less standalone ficlets, though they are connected, but you can skip the parts that aren't your thing without losing track of the plot.
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Chapter 6:
Scully has to work late. Mulder falls back into old sleeping habits. Or... almost.
When She Wakes Up - Chapter Ten - Chained To Her. ✦ ݁˖
Rating: E | Wordcount: . | C. 10/?
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cw: very heavy emotions, discussions of comas & life-threatening conditions.
His eyes were wide and frantic and he turned in circles until he felt dizzy, searching, scanning and wishing for any glimpse of her.
Suddenly his heart beat was in his ears and he blinked back the fierce wave of tears that swirled and grew behind his eyes.
‘Scully,’ he said loudly, sharply, a demand rather than a question. ‘Scullyyy!’
There was a ringing sound in his ears and it was only growing louder as terror took over his entire body, a bolt through him that nearly brought him to his knees.
He turned in place again and forced his gaze settle on Scully in her bed, still and pale and an amalgamation of all of his biggest fears.
He was alone. Scully was hurt. He couldn’t help her.
He felt like he was in hell, the one he’d always deserved but she had kept him out of. Shame crept down his spine. Weeks, years of it playing on a loop in his head until he wanted to fall at her side and beg.
He had married her, taken her away from her family, dropped her into every dangerous situation a person could ever find themselves, and what the fuck did she have to show for it?
‘Scully,’ he said, voice trembling. He could feel that his face was damp, and he rubbed at it angrily.
He tripped on the useless pile of books he’d dropped at his feet and felt himself lunge towards her bed, his hands gripping at the scratchy sheets she was wrapped in.
‘Scully,’ he begged again, waiting for her to return to him. He couldn’t go on without her and they had both known that.
Where had she gone? Why had she disappeared? Why, at that moment, the moment where he felt close to fixing this?
His chest heaved and he slid until his palms touched the cold floor, reaching for the books.
’S-soul retrieval, Scully, I’ll do it. I told you.’ He was muttering, whispering like a fool on the floor by his wife’s hospital bed.
His hands shook and tore at some of the delicate pages while he searched for the passage he needed, the cold tile biting into his knees.
‘Scully,’ he said again around a sniff as his eyes dragged over the page, as though the word itself could bring her back if he said it right. ‘The soul detached so it could survive the trauma, Scully, that’s what you did and it was right, Scully, but I’m here to bring you back. It-It’s safe to come back now, Scully. Your soul..’
His hands were shaking, too fiercely now to hold anything and the book clattered to the ground. His vision blurred and everything went numb. He wanted nothing more in this life or the next, than to have her back.
So he would wait, standing guard over her like a man who would chain himself to a tree, so convinced of its right to exist, of its precious place in this world.
That’s what he would do now, for the rest of time, he would be here at her bed, holding her hand so that they could never take her away from him. And if her hand never filled with her own warmth again…
If the machines stopped, if their silence shattered his world, then…
He wondered shamefully what people would think, what would the reports say, what combination of words would make their way to Skinner, or to his mother.
Would they know the truth, that he had lost his wife and could no longer stumble forward? A widower, a man unmoored after the light of his life left him. His stomach ached as it rippled with the decision he’d unconsciously made years ago.
He would want the world to know that he hadn’t just lost his work partner, or his colleague, that this wasn’t about guilt or madness.
He had the rings they’d never worn, the ones he’d bought that night before they even did this whole thing. The store he’d stumbled into with a buzzing in his chest and a credit card in his lucky, trembling hand.
‘Gold, or silver?’ the helpful salesman had asked.
‘Gold,’ Mulder had said suddenly, flashes of her crucifix in his mind, a naive hope that she’d actually have cause or inclination to wear it.
He’d never had the guts to give it to her, not when he’d seen the serious set of her shoulders on that day, the way her body language had warned him off from even touching her. He’d shoved the little velvet box back into his suit pocket and smiled tightly as they rushed out the standard vows, a sinking feeling in his chest as she refused to look him in the eye.
He had those rings still, buried beneath boxer shorts in a an old wooden drawer and he resolved to slip the gold onto his finger and display it proudly for the rest of their days together on this earth.
He quickly scrubbed away the tear that had broken free and stained his bruised cheek, pulling his chair closer to her bed until the blankets bunched up between his knees.
He felt breathless, adrenaline in his veins and desperate bargaining tugging at his soul.
It would not end this way.
Something fierce and defiant bloomed in him and he tightened his jaw as his fingers clung to her, pressing into her skin. He ached to hear her at his shoulder again, guiding him, reassuring him. He felt less real in a room where she wasn’t conscious, like most of him had disappeared along with her. She’d taken the good parts, the useful ones.
His wife. Scully. His love and his compass and his star.
‘It’s… it’s love. It’s all love, Scully, right? That’s what worked every time, in every damn story since the beginning of time, it’s been love. Love of a wife or-or a sister or a father or even of a god. Or- or a husband. Love’s the strongest, right? Stronger than anger or fear, right?’ He sniffed fiercely, trying in vain to keep his voice even. ‘It’s good, ‘cause, if its love then you’ll have to come back to me, ‘cause I’ve got that Scully. I’ve got so much of it that sometimes I can’t even look at it, Scully, it’s… it’s enough, I know it. It will be enough and you’ll have to.’
His chest shuddered and he screwed his eyes shut, gripping even tighter around her hand.
‘I’m begging you, I’m here and I am begging you, Scully, to claw your way back if you can hear me, to come back to me, please.’ The last words were painful pulls from desperate lungs as he clutched at her like a dying man.
The machines beeped steadily all around, impassive and unimpressed with his ritual, but he couldn’t be stopped. The room could burst into flames, nothing would pull him away from her side now because he knew, he felt it raw and growing in him. He was chained to her.
If love was the answer, then she would come back to him, she simply had to, because no one had ever loved someone the way he loved Scully.
Beep. Beep.
The last thing he’d thought to allow himself was sleep, but his body betrayed him and he was jostled upright as a nurse entered the room. He shot a look over his shoulder defensively, suddenly alert and furious.
‘I’m sorry, Mr Mulder, I have to check on some of Dana’s vitals.’ She wheeled in a trolley, displaying needles and cuffs and vials.
He should be used to such a sight by now after years of fighting together against what seemed like the whole world, but it still rolled his stomach.
’S’ok,’ he muttered, running a hand through his hair and sighing heavily back against the chair.
His neck ached, and he realised that he had been hunched over her body for some time.
‘Would you like to step outside? Get some air, I’ll be a little while here.’
‘No,’ he said.
She sighed and nodded, turning from him and lifting up a chart.
He stared at Scully, watching the slow press of air fill her lungs through a network of tubes and listening to the eerie rattle of a machine pretending to be her.
The bag of fluid hanging underneath her bed swayed as the nurse jostled against the arm rail and Mulder grimaced, turning away. How many things could be stripped from her? How many basic choices and dignities would she lose because of him?
She quickly unscrewed a tiny plastic cap from the wound inside Scully’s elbow and began to draw things from her body. There were so many wounds now and it seemed she got new ones each day. There was one wrapped in a sticky clear square at the top of her chest, where the borders of the dressing had rubbed grey, and one tangled in wires on top of her hand where the skin was so thin he wanted to cry. Her veins were darker now, brought to the surface by something awful, and he wanted to gather her into his arms and push the nurse away, to beg her to leave her alone.
‘Mr Mulder, if you are going to take that, you have to step outside. I am trying to work.’
It was then that he realised his cell phone was ringing, buzzing insistently in his pocket and he shook his head. He pulled it out quickly and shut it off, staring back at Scully and letting himself drift back into her orbit.
The nurse exhaled with frustration and got back to drawing Scully’s blood. Taking, taking and taking from her, labelling each little vial and tucking it down into the styrofoam holder, an uneasy creaking sound filling the room each time she did. The blood was so dark, such a rich red and it made him want to demand that she put it back, to not steal anything else from her, but he bit his tongue and continued to watch.
He watched every movement, studying each pass of skin or touch of tool to her precious, defenceless body.
‘I’m all done here, another nurse will be in in a few hours to check on her as the shifts change. Visiting hours are over at nine,’ she reminded tightly with a glance at the clock.
Mulder nodded and waited for the door to click shut behind her before he shuffled forward again and laid his head by Scully’s hip, exhaling heavily.
‘I won’t go anywhere, Scully,’ he promised softly. ‘I have no idea if my being here will help you, but I’m here. Until the end.’
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She feels giddy, smitten, those same lovesick butterflies swirling in her stomach that she remembers from the hormone-fogged awakenings of adolescence—when making out with a boy was a thrill all its own, and not just the first step toward a foregone conclusion. When every breath was a discovery, every touch igniting a nova under her skin.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 5/9
Fandom: The X-Files
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fox Mulder/Dana Scully
Characters: Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, Holman Hardt, Sheila Fontaine
Additional Tags: MSR, Post-Episode: s06e08 The Rain King, Friends to Lovers, Tornados, Slow Burn
Following Scully into her small bathroom, Mulder watched as she examined her injured temple in the mirror over the basin. He knew he was annoying her with his hovering, but he couldn’t quell the urge to stay close.
The moment when the tree branch had fallen blazed into his mind anew. Her blood, a bright red bead racing across the car window. His fear for her in that instant stronger than the most savage twister could produce.
He was worried about the knock she had taken, but it was more than that. There was an energy between them in this place that seemed to belong only to Kroner—an understanding that the rules about being too close, about letting their touches linger even beyond their usual tactile way with each other, could be softened.
Still, he kept his hand at his side, much as he wanted to reach up and hold back her hair for her while she tended her cut.
Scully tore open a sleeve of adhesive sutures, frowning as she leaned towards the mirror. “Mulder, I’ve got it, ok?”
“Your hands are shaking,” he pointed out quietly.
Seeming surprised, Scully looked down at her hands. “It’s the adrenaline,” she said after a moment, flexing her fingers. “I’ve never seen a tornado in real life before. It was…”
“Scary,” Mulder put in. “But exciting, too.”
Turning away from the mirror, she looked up at him, blue eyes bright and her smile just catching hold, as though they were sharing a secret. “Yeah. Both of those.”
When She Wakes Up - Chapter Nine - How lonely a thing.✦ ݁˖
Rating: E | Wordcount: 25,549 | C. 9/?
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‘Oh, Mulder, look at you,’ Scully said in horror as he emerged from the bathroom, his eye swollen and sore looking, his skin pallid and his hair a wet mess.
‘Y’know, some women find scars sexy,’ he grumbled, pulling on the first t-shirt his fingers brushed from the pile beside his dresser.
‘Those women aren’t usually doctors. It’s hard to find something sexy that could have caused internal bleeding, concussions, fractures. Plus, it just makes you look sad.’
‘That works, I feel sad, Scully.’
‘Join the club.’
‘Do we get badges? We already have the secret handshake.’ He joined her on the bed again and she turned to face him as his hand stroked her hip.
‘What are we going to do, Mulder?’ Her tone was suddenly serious, and he swallowed nervously.
‘Well, Scully, we could head to the Gunmen’s, or we could head to the hospital, or we could jump on a plane and head to the Bahamas. Hey, wouldn’t that be fun? Flying wherever you want without your passport, or needing to buy a ticket?’
The look she gave him told him that, no, that didn’t sound fun.
‘I meant, what are we going to do?’
‘Oh, the big, do.’ He drew in a deep breath and exhaled slowly.
‘I… I don’t want to make you feel uncomfortable, but I think I need to start trying something.’
‘Something?’
‘Some of these rituals, these… solutions we’ve found to getting you back into your body, Scully. They’re trying to bring you around, and I need to stop waiting for this all to magically resolve itself.’
‘Mulder, you cannot be serious.’
‘I am, deadly.’
‘Mulder, chanting over my body is not going to fix this.’
‘So, what is?’ he asked firmly, ‘Sorry, Scully, but we can’t just do nothing.’
‘I- We’re not doing nothing, Mulder, the doctors..’
‘The doctors have given up,’ he said, surprised at the harshness of his own words.
‘If there is a single thing I can do to fix this, Scully, I’m going to do it. I don’t care how ridiculous it all seems. Something is going to work. There has to be a reason that you’re here, that you’re still with me. Because in a normal, run-of-the-mill coma, Scully, this doesn’t happen.’
She shook her head and shot him a disapproving look.
‘Mulder…’
‘I love you, Scully. I love you, and I’m not going to give up.’
The words washed over her but left her feeling sick. It somehow loosened her grip on the hope they were holding together, like he was gearing up to say goodbye.
She looked away and pulled free from his grasp, and he rolled onto his back to stare at the ceiling.
They rode to the hospital in silence, save for the brief call he had with Frohike, putting his cell on speakerphone as the despondent man listed off a few articles they’d found overnight, apologising as they offered little hope.
‘Is she there?’ Frohike had asked over the crackling line.
‘She’s right here,’ Mulder answered with his hands tight on the wheel.
‘Hey, Scully.’
She didn’t reply as she stared out of the window, and Mulder quickly ended the call, plunging them back into their silence together.
They parted ways in the hallway again, and Mulder carried his bag of books guiltily into the room, hoping to find it empty but stopping just inside of the door as he saw Maggie Scully’s tired frame in front of Scully’s bed.
The room was bursting with bouquets of flowers, and the sight sent another wave of guilt through him. None from him. He hadn’t cared to notice them yesterday as he stared down Bill’s fist, but now shame flickered in his chest as smiled limply at Maggie.
She turned and quickly assessed him, looking down at the plastic bag that swung near his calf, and he tucked it behind his leg.
‘Good morning, Maggie. I brought some books, I.. was going to read to her for a bit,’ he said quickly, hoping she wouldn’t ask any further questions.
‘Fox,’ she said evenly, a calmness to her words that the tension in her face belied. ‘We didn’t expect to see you today.’
He tried not to think deeply about that statement and just nodded as he stepped closer. She looked away, fighting the urge to stare at his injured cheek.
He wondered if it made her glad, if some small part of her felt joy when she looked upon his face, the evidence of Bill’s defence of his sister splattered across it. He cleared his throat.
‘How is she doing today?’
‘She’s on life support, Fox. She’s not ‘doing’ anything.’
Fuck. His gaze dropped again to his feet and the tiles and the chair legs as they always did when he was in this room. He didn’t know what to say, but as weary words fought to break through his hesitant lips, she cut him off.
‘I have our family priest visiting today, and If you don’t mind, I’d like the room. I know you don’t believe, as Dana did.’
Does, he wanted to scream, Dana does believe.
He wasn’t welcome when he was here, and he was despised when he left. His stomach twisted and he chewed at his lip, unsure of what to say. He left the room and closed the door so softly behind him that something fractured in his chest. Scully’s body was in that quiet little room, and he had no place in it.
Why, why was she with him and not her family? Why, why could he see her even now, across the hall with her immaculate suit and her serious expression, yet the nurses flitted past her as though she wasn’t there at all.
‘Hey,’ he said quietly from the corner of his lips as he pressed against her side.
‘No new bruises, I assume Bill wasn’t in there?’
He smirked and shook his head. ‘Just your mom. She asked for some privacy, though. Your priest is coming.’
Scully’s expression drew back into one of horror, her lips disappearing as her eyes glistened.
‘What? What’s wrong?’
‘She’s, uh..’ Scully cleared her throat tightly and squeezed her jaw together. ‘She’s saying goodbye.’
He stared at her in disbelief. ‘Already?’
Scully nodded and stared over his shoulder at the closed door, a pull in her soul that tugged her forward. ‘He’ll be giving me my last rites.’
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Something felt wrong, Scully turned over and clutched a hand to her hallow chest, feeling a fluttering of unease. She pulled herself free from Mulder’s arm, and he rolled onto his other side with a grunt of displeasure.
She scrambled to her feet and ran her hands firmly down her clothes, as though brushing the sleep from them would right her body. Something fluttered again, then swam in her veins until she felt an icy sensation travel up her arms.
‘Mulder,’ she called out with fear loud in her voice.
‘Mmmh,’ he huffed, rolling his head back to stare blearily up at her.
Light poured all around her, cracking in through the blinds around her frame but her movements were unsteady, jerky, and the sight pulled him fully awake with a start.
‘Scully?’
‘Something feels… wrong.’ She gasped shakily as her fingers began to tingle and sting. She held them up and studied them as they began to tremble.
‘What?’ He shot up out of bed and rushed to her, grasping her hands and feeling the skin there, uncomfortably cold.
‘I don’t feel.. well.’
He opened his mouth to ask another question, but the shrill sound of his phone ringing halted them both and their eyes widened in panic.
He nearly tripped over his jeans as he rushed into the living room, grabbing the phone frantically and pressing it to his ear.
‘Mulder,’ he barked into the handset.
‘..Mr Mulder, it’s Sally here from Dana Scully’s care team. The doctor has asked that you come in today for an update on your wife’s condition.’ Her words were clean and polite, but carried an undertone of judgement that twisted in Mulder’s gut.
They didn’t know, they didn’t know that she was right here by his side and they were working together to bring her back.
‘Uhm, of course, thank you. I can be in by.. nine,’ he said and his eyes locked onto Scully’s with an apologetic expression.
‘The doctor will do his best to be with you at nine, but you may have to wait while he finishes up with other patients.’
‘That will be fine, I can wait,’ Mulder said, almost sheepishly. ‘I’ll wait.’
‘Ok. We’ll see you soon, Mr Mulder.’
‘Uh- sorry, is everything ok?’
There was a tense pause where words were bitten down. He could tell that she wanted to say something stern, something true, but she held back. The line crackled between them.
‘The doctor would just like to see you in person.’
She hung up promptly, and he tried not to dwell on the judgement of a stranger, one who could never understand their situation.
‘What is it?’ Scully asked breathlessly.
‘The doctor wants to see me, for an update..’
He studied her expression carefully, watching the twitch of her eyes as she bit her lower lip and nodded.
‘What does that mean?’
‘Well, I don’t know, Mulder,’ she said sternly. ‘We need to go down there and find out.’
Thoughts clouded her mind, ugly, final things she refused to share with him. They could at least drive to the hospital in some state of blissful ignorance. They could have that.
The journey was over too quickly though, and Mulder was leading her out of the parking lot and through the double doors. Scully felt afraid, the dread of having no presence in a busy building, now all-consuming.
She could tell that he was avoiding touching her too much, as they were free to do in private but not here, where eyes would see him grasping at the air.
‘You coming in?’ he asked in a low murmur with a brush of their pinky fingers as they got to her floor.
She shook her head slowly and he nodded in understanding.
She wasn’t ready to see herself, to see her cold and lifeless body again, so they parted ways at the reception desk and she let herself drift down the familiar, comfortable halls of a busy hospital.
She hovered at the nurses station for a few moments, listening to the clacking of computer keys and the squeak of sneakers against a well-worn floor.
Charts were flipped closed and busily shoved into boxes right in front of her eyes and she ached to flip them back open again. To read, to scan the pages and diagnose, to see patterns and clues fall neatly into place. She ached to contribute something to the commotion, but a flare of frustration drowned it all out and she drifted again, passing through a door without a thought about where it might lead.
‘Did you see that piece-of-shit husband showed up finally?’ a nurse muttered with a mug of coffee held up in front of her mouth.
Scully froze and turned to face the pair, leaning against the counter in scrubs, in a cramped little break room. She recognised the scene so well.
‘Oh, that tall guy? He’s finally back?’
‘Yeah, let’s see if he stays for a full hour this time,’ the first nurse said with a roll of her eyes between sips.
‘Her poor mother has been here every single day, but him? Not a peep. And yet he won’t let them honour her DNR order.’
Scully felt a hot pit of anger in her stomach, watching them discuss Mulder as though he wasn’t willing to go to the ends of the earth for her. They didn’t know him, and this moment felt suddenly cruel. She wished her voice would work in rooms like this.
‘If she wakes up, I hope she divorces him.’
‘Oh, hon, she’s not waking up,’ she replied sadly before turning to rinse her mug out.
Scully shut her eyes and blinked back the tears that ached to spill. She turned and fled blindly through the walls, unnoticed.
Part of the 2026 MSR Bingo Challenge. Post-Hollywood AD. Seems like Skinner isn’t the only one that gets to watch a certain movie starring Mulder and Scully. Chaos ensues.
https://archiveofourown.org/works/86768631
Thank you to @thursdayinspace for the super quick beta and for the love and encouragement 💜
Rated Mature.
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The day after the movie premiere
Mulder’s apartment
Late afternoon
They had got back to Mulder’s apartment earlier that afternoon, after the premiere in LA the night before.
It had been a very boozy night. Loose, easy laughter that they had not shared for a while. Now they were both a little sore too, as fitting two people in one bath (as they had been put in separate hotel rooms) proved challenging, slippy and outright dangerous, but yielded great sex results.
Oh boy, did they put that bureau credit card to good use!
They wake up from their post-travel nap on Mulder’s bed, feeling snuggly and loved up. They had been seeing each other for just over a year now. It felt like a lifetime sometimes - and they don’t have to spoon during the night anymore, but limbs still have to always be touching the other person, at all times.
Skinner must have heard Mulder slipping out of Scully’s hotel room earlier that morning. Mulder was absolutely sure their boss had figured everything out by now, but as long as nothing was official or publicly facing, and as long as they continued to deliver results, he thought Skinner would continue to be happy and deny any knowledge.
Scully wakes up from slumber wearing one of Mulder’s old grey T Shirts, nothing underneath. Mulder’s warmth feels so inviting, so she scoots closer, pressing her back against his front.
She wiggles herself against his cock and hears the unmistakable deep grumble from Mulder’s throat, “Mmm… agent Scully, this is an exceptionally quick recovery from your self-diagnosed terminal hangover”, Mulder manages to say against her neck while seeking her nipple through his T Shirt, causing Scully to softly moan in delight. She grabs his hand and puts one of his fingers in her mouth.
“Ooh, you’re feeling dirty today, I like that. What else have you got for me this fine weekend-“
RING, RING
They are suddenly interrupted by the phone in Mulder’s living room. They let the answering machine get it.
RING, RING. Again.
“….I think you should answer that”, says Scully with a frown.
Very, very reluctantly, Mulder trudges himself (and his hard-on) to go answer the phone. He can’t quite hear who is on the other side. A metallic voice?
“… Mulder .. cracks … you…”
“Frohike? Is that you?”, he says as he tries to identify the voice, and suddenly there is rising concern in Mulder’s voice.
Scully senses something is wrong from across the apartment and moves swiftly to be next to him by the phone, mouthing “What’s wrong?”.
There’s now only static on the line, so Mulder hangs up. “I don’t really know.. but there’s something wrong with the guys.”
He pauses, looks briefly down at his boxers and at Scully, half-dressed and still a little flushed- but there’s no time to waste if their friends are in danger. “Let’s get dressed and see what’s going on, Scully”
Chapters: 4/9
Fandom: The X-Files
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fox Mulder/Dana Scully
Characters: Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, Holman Hardt, Sheila Fontaine
Additional Tags: MSR, Post-Episode: s06e08 The Rain King, Friends to Lovers, Tornados, Slow Burn
Mulder bounced his knee restlessly as they waited, and Scully gave him a questioning look. “I want this to go right,” he told her.
“Are you worried that it won’t?”
“It’s just that…it’s nice being back here, don’t you think?” He paused, gnawing at his lower lip. “To me, this was a case where things worked out really well. We don’t always get that kind of outcome—a happy ending, for want of a better phrase. And I’d like to leave here still feeling like my memories of Kroner are good memories.”
“Yeah. Some really good memories,” Scully murmured, studying a line of ants trekking past her shoe and under the wooden bench they were sitting on. She felt Mulder shift beside her, and made herself look up at him. There was a sudden intensity in his eyes, and she felt an answering flush of heat rise in her chest.
When She Wakes Up - Chapter Seven - That pain-in-the-ass husband. ✦ ݁˖
Rating: E | Wordcount: 19,343 | C. 7/?
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‘Jeez, did they print out the entire internet?’ Scully whispered, though she wasn’t sure why she’d bothered.
Mulder couldn’t suppress a grin as her shoulder nudged his and the contact sent a thrill through him.
‘Hey, no, no no! You don’t get our free grunt work and get to talk behind our backs. If she’s making jokes, share them with the class!’
Scully rolled her eyes and twisted her fingers at her lips, flinging the imaginary key over her shoulder.
‘I don’t know what you’re talking about, there’s nobody there,’ Mulder said smugly.
‘Jerk..’ Frohike muttered as he hefted up another ream of paper and dropped it in front of them.
‘So.. not to sound ungrateful, but what exactly am I looking at?’ Mulder asked with wide eyes.
‘This is… everything,’ Langly said seriously, his hands on his hips as they all took a moment to stare at the mammoth task ahead.
‘Everything..?’
‘We ran a programme, it trawled the net and pulled up anything, medical journals, personal blogs, any page that mentioned a specific set of keywords. Then, we just hit print, it was going all night. No stone unturned,’ he said with a shrug.
‘No stone,’ Mulder exhaled slowly, then pushed it into a low whistle.
‘We’re gonna charge you for the paper though,’ Frohike added as he elbowed past.
‘What about Scully?’ Mulder asked, his voice sounding whinier than he would have liked.
‘For her, it’s on the house, you’ve used up more than your share of our free stuff.’
‘You’re just pissed you can’t see her,’ he grumbled in return and Scully shoved him.
‘You can do it the old-fashioned way, too, Mulder, we won’t judge.’ Byers cut in, gesturing towards a pile of dusty old books they’d stacked in the corner.
‘Thanks. I’ll hit the books and you guys start skimming the mountain. You know what you’re looking for?’
‘Coma patient, apparitions, miracles?’
‘What are we waiting for?’ He asked, smacking his hand on his thigh and standing.
‘And what will the lovely lady be doing?’
‘She, uh, can’t touch anything..’ Mulder said, an apology on his lips as he shot her a look.
‘Nothing?’ Frohike asked.
Mulder didn’t feel like explaining that she could touch precisely one thing and it was his body, so he just shook his head tightly.
‘Scully…’ Frohike blindly addressed the room, his voice a little loud.
‘She can hear you, man, she’s in a coma, not deaf,’ Mulder said with a scoff.
‘Tell him I said thanks,’ Scully said.
‘She says thanks,’ Mulder repeated and they all shared a small smile before taking up their own stations.
Stacks of paper shifted between sides of tired bodies and Mulder sifted through a pile of books until some title seemed vaguely helpful.
Scully watched Mulder carefully as she tired of waiting for him to turn pages that he was still studying, his thumb brushing at the corners as he muttered under his breath.
Her head rolled from side to side, trying to clear the frustration and impatience away with a familiar movement.
His lips were moving silently and the plump lower one glistened as his tongue occasionally darted out to run along it. His forehead was pulled taut and she could see tension running in little lines underneath his skin, beneath stubble that she had never observed this closely before. She was sure that she had never stared at anyone’s skin like this before and she felt herself lean even closer under the guise of reading more of the book rested on his bent knees.
‘You never wear your glasses anymore,’ she said softly without thinking, then quickly straightened up when she heard the rasp of her voice.
‘I, uh.. my eyes are pretty tired.’ He went to reach for them self consciously and she stilled him, the tips of her fingers buzzing against his hand.
He tugged away and pulled his glasses off so he could rub at his eyes, as though he had forgotten about the discomfort until she had brought it up. He groaned quietly as his head pressed back against the wall.
‘What are you two whispering about over there?’ A grumble came from across the room behind stacks of research that were still towering stubbornly above all their heads.
Mulder chuckled but ignored the comment and reached across the grab Scully’s hand.
‘Scully are you ok? Do you feel tired?’
She looked at him for a drawn out moment, squinting as she considered his question. It shouldn’t be difficult to answer, it was normally a yes or no question, but all of her insides felt murky, clouded and unsettled.
‘It’s not…’ She shook her head, searching her brain for how she really felt. ‘It’s not a tiredness per say, it’s more of a.. there’s an ache,’ she said, hovering a hand over the centre of her chest and his eyes flicked down with a frown.
‘Y’know, if this situation wasn’t so gut-wrenchingly frightening, it would be fascinating,’ he said with a little awe in his voice, eyes tracking slowly back up to her face.
‘I suppose. And I suppose it happened to the two people who spend their life chasing this sort of thing,’ she said with a weak attempt at a laugh.
‘Yeah. We kinda asked for this.’ He wrapped his fingers around the hand she’d dropped from her chest and brought it up to his lips. He didn’t care how it looked, he needed to feel the cool promise of her skin, if only for a moment.
When She Wakes Up - Chapter Six - Ask Her Anything. ✦ ݁˖
Rating: E | Wordcount: . | C. 6/?
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‘Who goes there?’ The mocking voice crackled over the speakers.
Mulder tightened his jaw impatiently and he heard the steady sounds of the fortress unlocking itself. He ushered Scully inside, not caring what the security tapes might show as he waved blindly at the air.
The atmosphere was thick with tension as they made their way down the hall, stepping over wires and boxes in the dark. He turned the corner and brushed his fingers across her lower back, cursing himself as a spark of desire shot through him, a lingering effect from their early morning pressed together beneath sheets.
He forced the over-eager thoughts of her skin and the feel of her hips rocking against him for friction from his mind.
There was a bag of donuts torn open with powder spilled out across the main table followed by faded and re-stained rings from coffee cups that made him feel a twinge of guilt.
‘How is she?’ A voice asked from the doorway as three bedraggled men filed in.
‘The same,’ Mulder said tightly.
‘Sorry, man.’
Mulder shrugged it off, staring intently down at his hands lit up above the table. Hands that just this morning had tickled skin beneath Scully’s pristine blazer, and had felt the prickle of her arousal chase his touch. His brow furrowed. When had those lines at the base of his thumb appeared? Two little creases that spoke of his age, of time pulling forward that he’d never noticed.
‘Anything?’ he asked to the room, numbly.
His friends sighed collectively, and he kept his eyes on his hands as he waited.
‘..Mulder, we stayed up all night, we’re running on fumes and all we could find were rituals for raising the dead, or old myths about extending lives, eternal life, deals with the devil, real spooky shit, you know?’
‘Well, she’s not dead,’ he replied in frustration.
‘Thanks, captain obvious,’ Frohike muttered. ‘I’m just sayin’, we tried our best, man. There’s nothing about coma patients waking up because you said the right combination of words or.. or bought a fucking amulet.’
‘So what exactly are you saying?’ Mulder snapped.
‘I’m saying,’ Frohike said calmly, looking around and exhaling, ‘..i’m saying that you shouldn’t be here. You’re looking in old books for some magic cure when your girl’s in the hospital. Don’t you think she’d want you there?’
He felt like he’d been slapped and his eyes settled on Scully, she chewed her lip nervously and scanned the room, a row of grieving eyes looking back at her.
‘Tell them,’ she muttered.
‘What?’
‘You have to tell them, or they won’t… they think you’re going off the deep end.’
‘Yeah, maybe I am,’ he hissed, and all three men traded concerned looks as the air tightened between them.
‘Mulder?’ Frohike said carefully, leaning forward. ‘Have you been getting any sleep?’
Mulder sighed and dropped his head into his hands. ‘She’s not… Scully, she’s not exactly, not here.’
‘Good one, Mulder,’ Scully said with a roll of her eyes.
‘Ok, so you explain it, then,’ he said sharply, staring at her and watching as her tongue ran across her lower lip.
Frohike’s hand gently resting on his shoulder made him jump out of his skin and he stumbled back, making his stool clatter noisily to the ground.
‘Mulder, man, you need to calm down. We’re all here for you, and we know how hard this must be. We know what Scully means to you.’
‘I’m not fucking crazy, alright? She’s… here.’ He gestured vaguely to the space around Scully and huffed out a deep, frustrated breath.
Frohike blinked and shot a look back to the other men, who both shrugged. ‘..Mulder?’
He sighed heavily and searched Scully’s face for support. She tilted her head in sympathy but he knew that she couldn’t offer any real help.
‘Scully is here, or at least, her soul is..’
He could feel instantly that they didn’t believe him, and he couldn’t blame them. The air felt sharp with their worry and disbelief. He had spent a lot of time in rooms that didn’t believe him, but this one really stung.
‘Ask them to ask me something, something I could see,’ she offered.
‘She’s here, guys, I’m telling you. She…’ He shook his head, his stomach twisting as he fought against the gnawing doubts there.
‘Mulder, you’re worrying us,’ Langly said, tension radiating from his stiff posture.
‘Fucking forget it,’ he muttered.
‘No, Mulder, no, stop! We need help, and you know you can trust them.’ Her voice was grounding and he studied her expression, letting the sweet, familiar features ease his fears. Scully. The rest of the room could fade away, melt into oblivion because he would find his reality there.
The three men watched as their close friend of several years held a silent conversation with the empty air, nodding and staring at nothing, as though he had finally been pushed over the edge.
They exchanged a look, and Frohike tucked his chin to his chest in acknowledgement.
‘Mulder..’
‘Ask her anything,’ he said quickly, gesturing to the woman that stood at his side, as real as she’d ever been.
‘Have you been to the hospital today?’
‘That’s… that’s not- ask her something, she’ll prove to you that she’s really here.’
‘Mulder, you look awful.’
‘Thanks,’ he said bitterly.
‘Mulder, I’m so sorry,’ Scully said at his side, pain twisting in her chest as she watched him fight so hard to prove her existence. With a twinge of remorse, she considered that she wouldn’t believe him right now either.
‘You should be with her, in case-’
‘Stop,’ Mulder warned with a finger pointed fiercely towards him. ‘Don’t ever go there, ‘cause she’s right fucking here.’ He reached out and clasped her wrist, just to remind himself that he wasn’t entirely crazy.
‘Tell him… tell him I can see that he missed a belt loop,’ Scully said, stroking his hand with her thumb to soothe him.
‘You missed a belt loop,’ Mulder repeated, not looking up from where their hands were linked.
Frohike’s eyes shot up as his hands traced around his back, feeling the blank space where the leather sat outside of the fabric. ‘Nice guess.’
‘Ask him to hold fingers up behind his back,’ she said quickly. ‘I’ll read them.’
‘Hold your fingers up behind your back, she’ll read them,’ Mulder said with a sigh, letting her go and missing her immediately.
‘Alright,’ Frohike said, rolling his eyes, but complying.
‘Four,’ she called to Mulder from behind Frohike’s back and he repeated it.
The man frowned and then tried again, swapping between fingers quickly.
‘Two,’ she continued. ‘Two, again.’
She gasped and peered over his shoulder. ‘Just one, a really impolite one.’
‘Did you just flip her off?’ Mulder asked with a glare.
The man looked over his shoulder, searching for a mirror or proof of some trick that Mulder could be pulling.
‘Look, Scully is there, I’m not crazy, not about this anyway..’
‘Mulder..’
‘She came to me, the day she was put into the coma, that night, she came to me and she didn’t have any idea about what had happened to her.’
There was a chorus of sighs around the room, concern and frustration radiating from everyone.
‘Look, I know how it sounds, but haven’t I earned the benefit of the doubt? After all this time you guys think I’m making shit up?’
‘We don’t think you’re making anything up. But a brain experiencing high levels of trauma and stress can-’
‘-Do the… the finger thing again,’ he urged in Scully’s direction.
‘No, we get it, Mulder. We… believe you,’ Frohike said solidly.
‘You do?’ he asked with a knot of apprehension in his chest. ‘You really do, not like, you’re gonna call the nice men in the white coats to come and get me when I go to the bathroom?’
‘They stopped taking my calls years ago, Mulder.’ He looked to his side at his two friends and then across the table at Mulder’s hunched, miserable frame. ‘We believe you.’
He pressed his hands to his face firmly and let out a shuddering breath. He felt like he could cry with relief, and he almost did, until he felt the gentle tingle of Scully’s touch on his knee, reassuring and warm.
He wondered why this was the most she had ever touched him in their lives together, when no one could possibly see it. The thought made his shoulders slump further forward.
‘So…’ he began with a tired voice, ‘I need to find anything we can on putting souls back in bodies. Not raising the dead, or-or reanimating corpses, but putting two halves of someone living back together. She’s here, but she needs to be put back into her body.’
Chapters: 3/9
Fandom: The X-Files
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Fox Mulder/Dana Scully
Characters: Fox Mulder, Dana Scully, Holman Hardt, Sheila Fontaine
Additional Tags: MSR, Post-Episode: s06e08 The Rain King, Friends to Lovers, Tornados, Slow Burn
CHAPTER 3
Kroner’s familiar streets shimmered with heat as Mulder drove towards the eastern edge of town. The Cool View’s neon sign loomed up ahead, blinking garishly against its cloudless blue backdrop.
“Think they’ll give us our old room?” he joked to Scully.
She went still in the passenger’s seat, her heart giving a sudden volley of fast, dizzying beats.
“Rooms, I mean,” Mulder stuttered. “Our old rooms.”
Oh God, he’s thinking about that night too, Scully realised.
When She Wakes Up - Chapter Five - ‘You Know Why.’ ✦ ݁˖
Rating: E | Wordcount: 13,690 | C. 5/?
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Scully was pacing, and though he tried his best to keep his weary gaze ahead, it kept drifting to the sharp snap of her heels. She was making him nervous, and each time his eyes darted to meet Skinner’s, he worried that the man would see it.
‘Agent Mulder, I understand you’re probably anxious to be at the hospital,’ he said evenly, his attention pulled briefly to the twisted fists in his lap.
‘I’m sorry, sir, I’m just feeling a little distracted,’ he shot Scully another look, begging her to stand still.
‘More than understandable, Mulder,' Skinner said with a calm authority. ‘I just wanted to touch base with you, to get any updates on agent Scully’s condition, and on when you may feel ready to return to work.’
‘And to make sure that I haven’t gone after the shit-for-brains agent that did this to her?’ Mulder said, only half-joking.
Skinner huffed, and stared down at the pencil between his thumb and finger. ‘And that,’ he agreed with a nearly-concealed smirk. ‘It wouldn’t help anyone right now.’
‘I know that, sir,’ Mulder said evenly, avoiding Scully’s stare that he could feel burning into his temple. ‘I can be patient.’
‘I’ll pretend I didn’t hear that, agent.’
‘Mulder!’ Scully cut in, anger flaring in her veins. ‘Don’t even joke about that.’
‘So.. how is she?’ Skinner asked cautiously, all humour draining from his face.
Mulder wanted to reach out and slide his arm around her hips, pull her flush to his body as proof. Sometimes she felt so real that other people not noticing her made him anxious. He swallowed tightly and looked up to her.
Her expression faltered as she looked down at him, suddenly seeming so small beneath her. His eyes were wide and wore the weight of an unbearable sadness.
‘Not much change,’ he said simply.
‘Give me something here, Mulder,’ Skinner said seriously.
Scully watched, suddenly feeling like she was intruding. She saw the raw emotion on her ex-boss’s face, and she knew it wasn’t meant for her eyes. The whole thing made her feel sick, staring at the expressions of people who thought they were never going to see her again.
Secretly watching the pity, the concern, the pain, the regret, the fear. And she had to watch it all silently, clawing at the universe to let her be real. She sniffled and felt Mulder’s attention snap to her.
Not here, she thought fiercely. Even though skinner couldn’t see or hear her, she still wouldn’t let herself crumble in this office. She hurried from the room, slipping through the door and tightening her jaw as she turned sharply in the hall and headed instinctively down to the safety of their basement office.
*
‘Scully?’ He whispered as he softly pushed the door open, knowing exactly where he’d find her.
It was thankfully empty, and he watched her carefully as he stepped inside. Her arms were crossed tightly in front of her body and her shoulders were so stiff that he could almost feel the waves of stress coming from them across the room.
‘Hey,’ she replied, turning finally to look at him.
‘Are you ok? You ran out of there pretty fast. Well, you kinda ran through a door, Scully, it was badass.’
She scoffed, a tired laugh struggled from her throat. He stepped towards her with a boyish glint in his eye, and here, surrounded by these four familiar walls, it was like stepping back in time.
‘It was not “badass.”’
‘Do you know how hard it was not to say something with Skinner staring right at me? You ran through a door, Scully. I..’ He shook his head, grinning.
‘I… I just can’t stand it, Mulder. It’s like watching people talk about me like I’m already gone.’
‘Scully, I’m sorry. I can’t even imagine-‘
‘-And you! With your childish jokes about going after Ritter. You think that makes me feel any better?’
‘No,’ he admitted. ‘No, I don’t imagine it makes you feel any better at all.’
‘So, just stop it, alright?’
‘Ok, you’ve got enough to worry about right now, I understand.’
‘It’s not even that, Mulder, it’s just.. god, you wouldn’t do something that reckless and… vengeful. It’s not.. I can’t…’ Her voice was climbing, tense with worry and anger.
She looked around at the remnants of the life they’d shared down here, now changed and shifted and claimed, and sighed.
‘While we’re down here, I’m gonna look through the files, just skim them for anything that sounds helpful, alright?’
She nodded tightly, keeping her spine straight as she watched him flick through the filing cabinet with determination. Her heart was pounding in her chest and she bit her bottom lip, hard enough to draw blood if any still beat in her body.
When She Wakes Up - Chapter Four - Scully’s a warrior. .✦ ݁˖
Rating: E | Wordcount: 10,407 | C. 4/?
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There was only one place on earth better equipped for this situation than his own apartment, and so here they stood, outside of a heavy, quadruple-locked door in the drizzling rain, staring up at a little red blinking light.
Mulder waved impatiently and listened to the sounds of the speakers crackle and buzz to life as the door gradually unlocked itself.
‘Hey dude, where’s that pretty little partner of yours? You know we prefer speaking to her than you anyway.’
‘Knock it off..’ Mulder said with an apologetic glance to his side as they both stepped inside of the labyrinth and heard the heavy door rattle shut behind them.
‘Oh, Scully..! Why don’t you love me, Scully?!’ A dramatic chant came over the speakers and Scully flushed.
Mulder grunted in frustration, shaking his head to clear the thoughts that threatened to spill out too soon. He trailed through the first hallway and met the three stooges around a large, lit table.
He held his hand out in front of her and then pulled it back to his side when he realised how useless it must look. He pulled up a seat and crashed onto it, feeling the weight of the last few days crash with him. Scully drew in a deep breath and he felt compelled to pull her into his arms, but he just tightened his fists in his lap instead of reaching for her.
‘You look like shit,’ Langly muttered as he watched Mulder push hair back from his tired face.
‘Seriously, Mulder, what’s up? You’re not fighting with the missus again?’ Frohike called out as he came to claim the seat at his left hand side, where Scully had been about to sit.
‘The missus?’ Scully teased quietly in his ear and he swatted her away.
‘No,’ Mulder said tightly, shrugging his shoulder.
‘Then, what?’ Langly asked, his eyebrows dancing with intrigue. ‘To what do we owe this unexpected visit?’
He squeezed his hands together on the table, letting out a harsh breath.
‘Ok, look.. I’m here for some information,’ Mulder said with exasperation, leaning forward. ‘I need help researching-’
‘Uh-uh, nice try. Again, we ask.. why no agent Scully? You know we’re more amenable to her ideas…’ Frohike waggled his eyebrows and Mulder watched as Scully’s eyes widened.
‘Drop it, guys,’ he warned, tensing his jaw, ‘she’s..’
‘-I bet she’s busy tonight, I bet a woman like that has countless offers on a night such as this. Why would she want to waste her time with-?’
‘Frohike, I’m serious.’
‘She probably-’
‘She’s in a fucking coma, knock it off!’ Mulder slammed his hands down onto the metal edge of the table, his anger finally overtaking him.
The three men fell into a shocked silence, swallowing their next jibes regretfully.
‘That’s not funny, man,’ Langly said with a frown.
‘You’re damn right it’s not,’ Mulder replied, his face remaining a stern mask.
Scully stood there, her breath shuddering as she studied their faces, shock and horror registering around the room in a wave of grief she shouldn’t be privy to.
‘A.. coma?’ Frohike repeated the awful word and it rang between them all.
Scully’s skin felt tight, a wave of nausea rippling through her body as the silence stretched into something unbearable. Mulder tapped the seat beside him and scraped the legs towards himself. To the boys, it would appear a nervous pat of a useless hand, but Scully saw his need to have her close and settled wordlessly in the chair. She watched as his body deflated, a tension he’d been holding released through his parted lips.
‘She’s.. she was shot.’ His voice wobbled around the word. She slid her hand around his and felt the cool, numbing tingle of their touch. She squeezed his palm and felt relieved when he squeezed her back.
‘..Shot?’
‘So.. you’re going after the guy? The shooter?’ Byers whispered.
Scully felt her spine stiffen. She’d never heard a single word of violence leave any of their lips, and the sudden sharpness around the table felt dangerous.
‘You know his name? We can-’
‘Unfortunately not. He’s FBI..’ Mulder said with a bitter expression.
‘She was shot by FBI?’
Mulder swallowed, feeling tension in his jaw as his teeth ground together. ‘Yeah.’
‘If she doesn’t pull through…’ Three pairs of eyes shot up to watch Mulder seriously and Scully nearly gasped.
He nodded back at them and she wanted to scoff.
‘Mulder, you cannot be serious,’ she almost laughed. ‘He didn’t mean to..’
‘It doesn’t matter,’ he snapped, interrupting her.
The air was thick with confusion and unspoken words, they all moved their heads and darted their eyes as though they were having conversations without her.
‘Mulder!’ she said sharply, but he wouldn’t look in her direction.
‘We’re… you know we’re here for whatever you need,’ Byers said with his hands folded neatly on the table in front of him.
Mulder gripped the edge of the table and drew in a deep breath. Scully grabbed his hand again and felt the ripple of tension there that only intensified.
‘What do I say?’ he muttered quietly for her with his chin on his shoulder.
The entire room froze, and she pulled her hand away like it burned.
The other men cleared their throats and Mulder dropped his head into his hands. He felt his entire world swimming, his mind tipping and tilting inside his skull.
‘W-what do you need from us?’ Frohike asked quietly, but solidly.
‘A-anything. I need cases, reports, articles, fucking fables, anything on…’ He took a deep breath. ‘Anything on bringing people out of comas…’
‘Mulder,’ Langly said with suspicion.
‘What?!’ he snapped.
‘You’re.. this isn’t going to help, don’t you think you should be.. there?’
‘I’ve been there!’ Mulder exclaimed. ‘For two days, I’ve been there, with the doctors and, and with Scully’s brother telling me I should make real nice with my own gun.’
Scully walked down the cold hallway in the basement of the hospital until she reached the door of the morgue. Laymen weren’t allowed down here but being a doctor had its perks.
She reached his drawer without a second thought. She didn’t even need to look for his identification number on the drawer. She just knew it would be him. She slid open the drawer and drew back the sheet on his face to gaze upon him once more.
He was still so handsome even in death. She didn’t have enough photographs of him to last the lifetime she was now condemned to living without him. She wondered if the baby would take after him or after her. She couldn’t decide whether or not the idea that she would spend her rest of her life searching for crumbs of Fox Mulder in the countenance of their child was heaven or hell.
She picked up his hand, heavy, cold and stiff and rested it against the swell of her stomach. The baby kicked and Scully could almost spy on Mulder’s face the ghost of a smile.
Rictus sardonicas, perhaps.
She had wanted for so long— they had wanted for so long— to reach this moment together and here they were, the three of them, one entering the world, one just having left it, and her, the thin frayed living thread joining the two.
She thought briefly of laying down on the slab next to him, like it was the other half of his bed and letting herself die of despair. It wouldn’t even take the drama of a suicide— so great was her despair that it threatened to engulf her if she would only get still enough to allow it.
She nudged him over on his slab and sat next to him, the baby weight threatening to send the three of them sprawling onto the ground. His head lolled to the side and his mouth fell open as though some half formed jape was about to tumble out. Scully adjusted his head and jaw to give him an element of dignity once more. Her fingers lingered on his stubble, which was exactly as she remembered it had been the morning of his abduction. Whatever had happened to him, it had involved a replication of his shave.
She cautiously removed his sheet and made a more thorough study of him. They had forgone the autopsy Montana state authorities had demanded before allowing the body that had once been Fox Mulder across state lines. It paid to know people that could spare his corpse that indignity. She ran her finger down the scar tissue on his chest. It was thick. Evidently he had lived through what must have been vivisection long enough to heal only to die from something else altogether. She wondered how the months had been for him. If death was sudden or if he had known he was going to die. If he had been dreading it or if it was a welcome relief.
The funeral home would be coming for in the morning but tonight he was still hers, so tonight she washed him as tenderly as she would their baby in just a few months, drying him carefully, swaddling him for his final rest.
She fell asleep with her head on his chest and was awoken by the funeral home employees in the morning.
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