Every heart borns as having the stories. My heart also does. I’ve not recognize it till my 21st age, after I couldn’t have a chance to forget before. My first big love, big disappointment and great scars had come that time. My second and bigger trauma had been lived 5 years later. If you loved somebody and if you chose to believe him, you cannot charge with anybody about anything. Except the lies. If you believe to grow with a man, if you feel the fly with a baby; you cannot hesitate to take wide steps to life. You have the bravest times till now, you have the amazing power, positivity, hopeful and fearless. Many people says that is not a love, if you win, you are just lucky or if you fail, you will be just ambitious to be loved.. Against to clichés, you have just wanted be happy with your man and your dreams. Any expectation, any promises were not talked. You feel that love is enough and also will be.. Although you don’t know the slice of written version of life, you have to change, act, love, feel pain, lose and maybe go in that story. Or die. But if you have to stay alive, you have to learn to keep living.. I know you literally miss her in every seconds, but you have to say goodbye her. Just take a breathe and wish she will rest in peaceful place.. 🕊