hello, my name is tobias or toby for short and this is my self shipping blog!!
Im a 19 year old self shipper thats very much in love with my f/os!! im pretty shy and awkard but im still willing to make friends :3!! i also have a main blog where i post non-selfshipping things @tokosparrow .
had a bit of artblock but new selfship just dropped (that i had for about two-ish weeks now but just now finished lining and coloring the sketch of it)!!
Your f/o doesn’t say much when they notice your eyes start to water, at least not at first. They’re quiet, steady, and unmoving, while you’re over there sniffling like the world just ended.
Instead of teasing you, they simply shift closer. A hand comes down to gently ruffle your hair, resting there for a beat as if to remind you that they’re yours. “You cry too easily,” they murmur, their voice deep and calm, but the way they tuck you against their chest betrays just how much they secretly adore it.
While you sniffle and cling to them, they hold you with an unshakable strength, like nothing could ever pry you from their arms. They never tell you to stop crying. They just let you soak their shirt, their stoic expression softening only when you can’t see it. And though they’d deny it if you asked, they secretly think it’s cute, how you can fall apart so easily, only to trust them enough to piece you back together.
•Adrian Chase is an idolizer. He falls in love and suddenly his world revolves around you. You swear he acts more like a fanboy than a boyfriend sometimes.
•Adrian spent the longest time pining for you, obsessing really, and that didn't exactly change when you finally got together, it might have gotten more intense.
•He used to daydream a lot about dating you, now he daydreams a lot about your future together, or even just the next time that he’ll see you.
•It’s hard to feel insecure when he's around, he looks at you like… well like you're Peacemaker, and he can gush about even your worst flaws with the deepest admiration.
•He needs praise like oxygen, the dozens of insults he gets in a day are all cancelled out from one compliment from you, and he himself can't see you without complimenting you.
•He loves touching you, it's like he can't believe he gets to. He borderline treats you like a fidget toy and he tends to really blur the lines of what counts as appropriate PDA.
•He also loves to be helpful which he surprisingly is (sometimes), his competence can be very hit or miss, sometimes he’ll create a bigger problem while trying to solve a small one, but also if he knows you need something he’s getting it, if he knows something’s broken he's fixing it.
•You've been on a few pretty terrible dates and gotten some questionable gifts or compliments from him because he takes way too much advice from Chris, but truly everything he does he does with so much love.
•He would very much like to move in with you, at least partially so that his mom will stop “embarrassing him” when you visit.
•His mom treats you like a saint, she's so relieved that Adrian found someone.
•And the 11th Street kids are just flabbergasted that Adrian has a stable relationship, John still half-suspects you're being held hostage somehow.
•Surprisingly Adrian actually tries to keep some distance between you and Chris. Even though you're his two favorite people in the world, part of him worries that if you got too close to Chris you'd like him more than Adrian. He even gets a little passive-aggressive when Chris mentions you.
•In general he can be prone to jealousy, not the angry kind but the insecure kind. He gets really clingy and attention-seeking when he suspects someone else is interested in you.
•Adrian’s very protective. He says that he only kills criminals but anyone that upsets you is also on the chopping block.
•And for that matter, if you committed a crime he genuinely would not even blink, it doesn’t bother him. He trusts you, so by default he trusts that you did it for a good reason.
•He loves talking about murder, like dorking out about it the way someone would about a piece of fiction they were fixated on. You’ve learnt more about dead bodies than you've ever needed to know, but sometimes you’ll get a breather when he randomly gets a new fixation like owls.
Adrian Chase loves a command. He’s a very literal guy. Often too literal of a guy so being told exactly what to do just scratches the right part of his brain. Paired with having a bit of a staring problem. He’ll just sit and wait and watch his partner. Like he’s waiting for something, anything. Then the smallest little ask anything from ‘can you pass me the remote please?’ to ‘go get me water’ has him up on his feet bolting to go fulfil the task. Then when he comes back he’s got the most pleased look on his face. Clearly he’s thrilled and feeling very accomplished – he’s dying for a little bit of praise a ‘good job Aidy’ or ‘thanks handsome’ would make him melt especially because of the nickname attached as well.
It doesn’t matter how short or direct the command is. He will follow without a single thought. If his partner said ‘sit’ wouldn’t matter where they were he would do it. Even if there was no viable place to sit he’d just drop to the floor. His eyes locked onto theirs waiting for the next words. Sometimes he’d drop to his knees but sometimes almost too adorably he’d drop to sitting criss-cross on the floor, classic hands on his own ankles style.
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