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The Stonewall Inn
EXPECTATIONS
$LAYYYTER
todays bird
Claire Keane
occasionally subtle
oozey mess
tannertan36
YOU ARE THE REASON
Xuebing Du
Noah Kahan
roma★
hello vonnie
Product Placement
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
🪼
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Doug Jones
seen from Malaysia
seen from France
seen from United States
seen from India
seen from Germany
seen from Hong Kong SAR China
seen from Türkiye
seen from T1
seen from Greece
seen from Canada
seen from South Africa
seen from Germany
seen from Mexico
seen from Myanmar (Burma)
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from T1
seen from Austria
seen from Canada
@toliveanimpulsivelife
unreal.
FUCK. this feeling is insane. everything i ever wished i never had to deal with again and everything that i had wished would go away i want to have back. my heart is fucking aching, and i'm regretting everything right now even though it ended months and MONTHS ago. what the fuck have i done. i ended the most important thing that had ever happened to me. and he has no fucking idea.
youre still there
actually starting to think that it is impossible to fully get over someone. every single day i compare him, i compare us, to someone else. he will not get out of my head, no matter how bad it got between us. because honestly, when it was good, it was amazing. and when it was bad, i probably deserved it.
ridiculous.
clearly you’ve decided that you don’t care about my feelings and my safety. i bend over backwards to try and not cause an issue and be an asshole and you dont give a fuck and go out of your way to embarrass both of us and make my life difficult. and you know what? im fed up, you wanna fight fire with fire? you have no idea whats coming your way.
peak.
literally had the most fun night. standing on the counter with new girls and all my fucking guy friends. i love what greek life has brought into my life. feeling so blessed.
I don’t ask anyone to stay Not anymore The phone may tremble in my hand But never again Will I beg for someone to love me
(via melindacarolinee)
adulting.
yesterday was so amazing. i finally got to witness and experience what im going to be doing for the rest of my life. it is so relieving to be excited about a career and know exactly what your calling is in life. im going to rescue peoples self esteem, which is ironic because mine is so low, but im excited. ive never been so passionate about something in my whole life, so my future is looking very bright and very, puss-ey, lol.
9:21 AM Waking Up Still Excited
new habits.
i guess it is important to step back and think about how you use to handle situations and how you want to handle them in the future. i let people walk all over me, say whatever they wanted and made me feel however they wanted me to feel. its awful feeling like it’s your job to please everyone. im not letting this happen anymore. i am finally stepping up and talking back. if you say something i dont like, or if i dont want to continue to have a conversation with me, youll damn know right away. i feel good.
12:10 AM And Done With You Fucking With Me
you’re not wasting my time anymore sunshine. not this year.
everytime i hear a goddamn car lock i think its him.
i feel fucking hollow. its worse than feeling numb. at least when youre numb you cant feel the pain that you know is hidden deep inside of you. i am hollow. a piece of me has been ripped out. i thought he was so much better. i thought we were so much better than we were. i really dont know how to go on from here. i taught myself to be dependent on him. i allowed myself to let him in and let myself fall in love. now i remember why i dont let people in. the highs are not worth the aching, painful, suffocating lows. there is no way i can continue on like this. i dont know what to do with myself.
13 minutes
we just facetimed and it reminded me how completely stupid i am to be in love with him. I am so in love with him. When he calls me baby, thats all he has to do to get me.
1:37 A.M.
him.
every day something happens that just make me want to end things. then again, every day something happens that makes me want to grab onto him and never ever let go. which one is stronger than the other; that is the one thing i cant seem to figure out for myself. we will be together in 5 days, i am just hoping that when I see him, all my doubt goes away and my eyes are open to the love he brings to my life. Either i realize that, or the opposite.
At Work Thinking About You 7:22 P.M.
If you want to kill yourself, kill what you don’t like. I had an old self that I killed. You can kill yourself too, but that doesn’t mean you got to stop living.
Vargus,
Archie’s Final Project
(via storments)
confused.
another thought-- do i actually love him? there are times when i am head over heels for this boy and just want to spend every waking second with him. and then there are also times when im feeling trapped and when i feel like i just want to be best friends with him and not with him permanently. fuck what do i do.
7:13 P.M. too ealry for such negative thoughts
what do i want.
i am constantly going back and forth between what i think i want and what i know i deserve. and it’s weird because sometimes i think he’s too good to me and he treats me a lot better than i could ever treat him. and then theres times that he completely does not treat me how i want at all, and it feels like im settling for less than i deserve. like do i want someone who is going to pick me up from the airport because “well, who else would do it if i didnt haha?”. no, i want someone who says are you kidding, i want to pick you up from the airport cause i want to be the first person you see when you come back to school. he gives me so much sometimes, but other times, he gives me so little. i struggle so deeply with this everyday, why cant i just figure out what i want.
In a mind so messed up, I still think of you
(via dollasigns)
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