trying to get some rest

[tomatomama]

My back hurts!!!!!!! I started watching west wing

[tomatomama]

my birthday is next week and I have no plans. Food hasn't been very exciting to me lately, not in an ED way but just bored way. I am trying to start a new creative project.

[tomatomama]

idk if anyone I know is on tumblr anymore, but I miss having a space for text blogging so I guess I am here to do that. I had a baby. She is perfect. My anxiety comes and goes. I really had a lot on my mind that I wanted to write but now the words aren't coming. Welp

[tomatomama]

I have lived in Wyoming for a year and I have been working as a UX Designer for 4 months, and it is warming up

[tomatomama]

I have moved!!!! I feel good!!!! Gonna be in Galveston in one week and stickin around until end of June!!!!

[tomatomama]

I’m moving out of California thank god

[tomatomama]

I got a job and this month has really been a rollercoaster of emotions

[tomatomama]

My annual Tumblr post

Remember when I was 17-22 and always on this website? I’m married, moving to California, and on antidepressants. Lots of life updates within that but no one reads this so I won’t go into details.

Things are going very well. I just need to find a job. Then things will be great. I’m not sleeping right now because I missed a project deadline and stayed up doing it and now I am too anxious to sleep. But! It’s not as bad of anxiety as I used to have. I have been on Wellbutrin for 7 months and it has really changed my life for the better. I used to have sobbing anxiety attacks most days of the week, now those are few and far between. I am more confident in speaking my mind and don’t let things get to me as easily.

My brain is changing a lot. But I am still me and having a lot of fun and not being too overwhelmed by all of these huge life changes.

[catchymemes]

[liimlsan]

[tomatomama]

Reblogging this at a particular time in my life where I constantly think of the worst case scenario (death) and I need to remind myself that it’s inevitable and my compulsive thoughts are not the way the truth and the life

[notinlove]

[switchingtogeico]

I JUST CAME UPSTAIRS AND HE HAD A FUCKING KNIFE

[speedlimit15]

[tomatomama]

I regularly reminisce about the past and compare past me to present me and today I was thinking, I am at a pretty good place right now. All of my major projects are done for this semester, summer will be a breeze, and I am on the cusp of a promotion. And gonna have a wedding, and see friends from different parts of our lives come together to watch us make out

[tomatomama]

So my job opened a new position that would be a good fit for me and my boss AND her boss encouraged me to apply as well as a couple other higher ups and I feel like I’m a shoe in but they are arranging interviews and I am feeling quite Nervous

[mulanxiaojie]

Modern Mulan sketches by Elena

[doctopmaru]

printed in Ganymede issue 2