Small Shot:
Dipper, every time you cut dipper. It’s like if your body gets used to pain and every time you feel it less, it doesn’t last long enough. You have kept this in secret, not even Tom knows about it. How could he ever understand? How could anybody understand what you feel? Not even you sometimes. It has become unbearable and knowing that not even Tom can take your pain away it’s torturing you. He should be enough, right…? But he isn’t, and that’s the greatest pain of all. You don’t want him to know, you don’t want him to hurt because of you so you decided to end everything tonight.
He went out and so, it was the perfect moment to end with all of it. You didn’t hesitate. You took the razor and looked yourself in the room. You sat on the floor, closed your eyes and cut as deep as you could. Immediately you felt the blood running down your wrist, that wonderful feeling of numbness as your heart started to beat slower, softer. Somehow, that moment was beautiful, the feeling was only of relief…everything was ending thank god.
All was about to despair around you when a familiar voice called your name. You felt a warm body against yours as someone lifted you. That touch, you could recognize it anywhere… “Tom”- you thought to yourself before passing out.
You woke up without knowing where you were, what had happen. As you opened your eyes on single image appeared in front of you…yes, Tom. It was just like a dream, so unreal that you thought you were dreaming or already in “a better place” as they use to say. But a warm kiss on your forehead made you realize you were still here, in this world. That sweet image of Tom wasn’t a dream, he has there beside you! A few words from his lips escaped and reached your ears…or shall I say your heart.
-You’re my angel, my human angel… Don’t leave me or I will lose myself! I need you, I love you!
I know self-harm is very common and accompanied by pain and suffering so I want to dedicate this to all the aliens but specially made for tomkaulitzgasm It’s hard, I know but "Whatever happens, believe in you, believe in life, believe in tomorrow, believe in everything you do" (I know you asked for an imagine but it got to long for it…sorry hope you like it and alway ALWAY keep strong <3)
