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Sweet Seals For You, Always
YOU ARE THE REASON
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Misplaced Lens Cap
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if i look back, i am lost
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Not today Justin
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I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
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@torrentstucktrolls
hiiiii everyone
my name is damien, 29, he/him, (@aradiamegido is my main) and i have long since admired the ftc contributors and wished to join them. so here i am!
i'm open to rping or just talking about characters/plot in general, either through dms or on discord (@.aradia). just lmk who you are so i don't get jumpscared
my characters can be found HERE, but feel free to ask about them too <3
i hope u have a good day okay byeeee
i need a lil pick me up
wont you pretty please show me some of your purple bloods and tell me your fav thinf about them? 💕
she's very sweet and loves to let little ones crawl over her while they figure out how legs work
hiiiii everyone
my name is damien, 29, he/him, (@aradiamegido is my main) and i have long since admired the ftc contributors and wished to join them. so here i am!
i'm open to rping or just talking about characters/plot in general, either through dms or on discord (@.aradia). just lmk who you are so i don't get jumpscared
my characters can be found HERE, but feel free to ask about them too <3
i hope u have a good day okay byeeee
send me a "✄" if you want to RP with me.
did some editing for the character select on my webpage! :0 added some images, links, etc
howdy folks
sorry again for being absent for all of july and most of june
uhhhhh hmu maybe?
[dusts off this blog]
[taps on the mic]
hi everyone I'm sorry i forgot about this blog
i wanna get more involved though but i don't know how
oh right, feel free to message me here or on discord @.aradia !
[dusts off this blog]
[taps on the mic]
hi everyone I'm sorry i forgot about this blog
i wanna get more involved though but i don't know how
oh right, feel free to message me here or on discord @.aradia !
sorry for being silent everyone
I've had my partner over for 2 weeks + vacation with my mom + no ideas
if anyone wants to chat hmu on discord @.aradia
early to bed and early to rise leaves a man so fucked up that he dies
happy tdov from my hottest trans troll, mamjek
Important rules/tips I've learned as an adult that helped with anxiety
If people are mad at you, it's their responsibility to tell you, not your responsibility to guess
If they're mad at you in secret anyways, they're the ones in the wrong, not you
If people don't like what you're doing, it's their responsibility to tell you
If they say it's fine when it's really not, they're the ones in the wrong, not you
People are allowed to be wrong about you
If they are wrong about you, wait for them to bring it up, because if you try to, you will inevitably overcorrect
Some people are committed to misunderstanding you. You will not win arguments against them. Yes, even if you explain your point of view. They do not care. Drop it
The worst thing that will happen from a first-time offense is being told not to do it again. Maybe with a replacement if you broke something
You can improve relationships and gauge willingness to talk to you by giving compliments. It's like a daily log-in bonus and nobody thinks twice about it
Most things are better after you sleep on them
Most things are better after you have a meal
Most things are better after you shower
Your brain makes up consequences that are irrational. If the worst DOES come to pass and someone acts like they do in your head, they are overreacting, and you are entitled to say "what the fuck"
If your chest hurts after you feel like you've made a social error, that's called rejection-sensitive dysphoria. It means your anxiety is so bad that it's causing you physical pain, which is a good indicator that you're overreacting. Tense yourself, hold it for 20 seconds, let it go, then find a distraction
If you're suddenly angry at someone after you feel like you made a social error, that's also rejection-sensitive dysphoria. You are going to feel annoyed about it for awhile, but being genuinely pissed off is your anxiety trying to find something to blame to take the responsibility off your shoulders, and getting scared because it can't justify itself. Deep breaths, ask yourself how much you ACTUALLY want to be angry at that person, then find a distraction
"Sour grapes" is more healthy for you than stewing. Deciding you don't like someone who's perpetually annoyed with you, won't talk to you, etc. makes letting go of anxiety over them easier
If people don't like you, they will find reasons to be annoyed with you when they otherwise wouldn't. If people do like you, they will find reasons NOT to be annoyed with you when they otherwise would. People do not ping-pong between the two
You DO have to make a conscious choice not to think about something. If you're having trouble circling back to it, say out loud that you're done thinking about it and why. Then find a distraction
When you're upset, part of you is going to want to make false bids for attention (suddenly texting differently, heavy sighs, etc. but when someone asks you about it, you tell them it's nothing). Do not listen to it. You gain nothing from it except more misery
People like to help people they care about. It makes them feel good about themselves
If you think you're insufferable for needing help, see above. Yes, really. They get a serotonin kick from it
If you think you're insufferable for mannerisms you have, you either have to consciously choose not to do them, or accept that they're part of the package that comes with you. Being apologetic about existing does nothing except make you more miserable
If you do things you don't like when you feel meh about it, it makes it easier to do them when you hate it
If you avoid things you don't like when you feel meh about it, it reinforces and magnifies how bad it feels when you hate it
Seriously. Read those last two points again. If you can make yourself make a phone call when you've got nothing to lose, you will slowly lose that panic you get when you have to make a phone call you haven't prepared for. You do have to CONSCIOUSLY take that step
Hobbies that make you care for something get rid of that nagging feeling that you're not doing enough. Go grow some rosemary
If you don't engage with your hobbies regularly, you will feel miserable, and anxiety will spike
Hobbies are things that give you a bit of happiness. They do not have to be organized or named to do that. Go be creative in something. Play with coins. Make up lists. Start a new WIP
No one cares what you look like
If people point out things they don't like about how you look unprompted, they are being rude. You are entitled to say "what the fuck"
People who like you will find you pretty to some degree. Minor things about your appearance go completely unnoticed. Literally, scars and dots and blemishes do not register to someone who likes your company
You looking at yourself in the mirror is 10x more closely than anyone is going to look at you
If you're anxious about your body type, and you're creatively inclined, make/write an oc with that same shape. Give them nice things and make other characters love them. Put them on adventures. You'll start to see yourself in the mirror more kindly
You care about wording and perfect lines/colors way more than anyone who views your work ever will
Sometimes when you're upset, you're going to feel like not eating. Do not do that. Not eating makes you more miserable
Same with things you normally enjoy. Denying yourself helps no one. You are punishing yourself for being sad. Stop it
Both of these will take conscious decision to break the habit of. Make yourself do it anyways, and it will slowly get easier
And again, to reiterate: If someone is mad at you, it is THEIR responsibility to tell you, not your responsibility to guess
do yall know about the darkest dungeon meshi mods
they're hilarious. you can find them here
(made by Snoop Duck, whose workshop page is here)
might rewrite Alex tbh. conspiracy theories are thorny as hell (and most of them are just antisemitism with a hat) so i think I'm gonna have him be either into musicals or superheroes
maybe i will try and write something today after i do more cleaning
faded blue house portrait hanging on the wall at the local urgentcare
Dracula au where everything is the same but Jonathan has turned into a vampire and hasn't realized it.
#honestly i have a current slightly-serious-but-not-really hc that jonathan WAS turned but just...never realizes.#hes frail and very pale and weak for months after escaping! later his hands get described as ice-cold! mina has a weird jonathon-sensor#when she gets turned and also gains a dracula-brain-link#oh! and how he like...goes from brown hair to developing gray hairs to going back to brown hair#i do not put it past this man to die and not even realize it lol#vampire!jon: wow! ive been feeling so bad but i just had this jucy rare steak and i dont look half dead anymore! it must be the food#wow it was hard to fall asleep in hungry :( good thing im back on english soul where i call home and am now sleeping again!#daylight doesnt affect him bc he doesnt know he has powers to lose in the sun#hes polite so he already doesnt enter a place uninvited. who is he a brute?#all the iconography doesnt affect him bc thats all catholic things and hes protestant thank you very much
RIP to vampires thrwarted by Catholic iconography. But I am simply Protestant.
Cue Stewart helpfully misdiagnosing Jonathan with a form of late-onset childhood schizophrenia, which was the understanding of autism at the time, when his sensitivity to the sun is taken as sensory overload and his rice counting is confused for compulsion to organize.
