Bambi

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Euphoria larp

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[dollettesarchive]

warm brown wood and soft white lace are my favourite duo - i want my house to embody its comforting and sweet vibes

[sillybunnynn]

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Watched tart tonight, very thrilling

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I dont know what to do

[haileycrybaby]

like leavemealoneeeeeimscared

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#5

I have nothing to say. My book came ( nazi billionaires,david de jong) .-July 21

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#4

Today, like yesterday, was unremarkable. I still feel horrible. I opened Instagram and scrolled a little through my classmates' pictures, I really need to stop doing that. It really made me angry. What is it that I had in this life or past life to deserve this life, why cant I be normal I want to be like everyone else I want to feel happy I dont want to be alone. I am really starting to believe there is no way out. I made myself like this, and now I can't undo it. What is the point? What is the point in continuing? There is nothing left for me. No one left for me. I am constantly being lied to, and I am constantly lying to myself. The truth is too hard for me to handle. My life is utterly worthless.. had it ever had meaning. I talk to myself more than I talk to real people. I feel like I am perpetual floating suspended in the air, I cant move I can't escape when the air relaxed I will fall and I will crumble, so I must keep lying to myself , I dont want to collapse.-July 20

[blistexenthusiast]

engraved carabiners

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Just listening to this song all day

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#3

It's July 19, and my death is inevitable, I am bored i have no one to talk to, he doesn't want to talk to me I have a feeling it's because I am hard to look at but I dont know. i am not in his mind, so I wouldn't know. I feel completely empty inside. I haven't been outside since July 4th, and I am not going outside anytime soon. I just don't feel like doing anything. All I do is eat, sleep, cry, and scroll repeat every day. I want to be loved, but I am too ugly to be loved, I will die alone.

[goatilocks666]