newbie

[totallygorgbeing]

began tumblr with a heavy heart and soul, and now guess what?! came back with a fresh start!! see isn't amazing? hahahah

#overwhelmed? #doesntknowexactlywhattofeel

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i can't keep up with the pain, i am losing myself

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it's like i won a lottery HAHAHAHA

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can't wait to have a job

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life update: still feel kinda good actually hyped

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it's weird but i feel kinda good today :}

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where can I find a psychiatrist and psychologist who offer free consultation?? i badly need a therapy..

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i badly want a long gateaway maybe permanent i think? is there even a long permanent gateaway? hahahahha or thinking of not coming back...

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can I rest for a long long long.... period of time

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anxiety, depression, life sucks

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want to leave this situation already, they treat you as if you are not doing anything

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they always say they are tired, are they even know i am tired too??

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they don't know their own shits, they always point out your shits but they don't know theirs

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i desperately need a job right now

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hoping for better days to come

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no one will never truly understand me

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i don't honestly know how to use tumblr but i want to use it as my daily journal, yas hahahaha