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If you’re every feeling down, listen to this. Yes it might make you cry, but it will make you smile & feel warm inside.
Casually bringing this back….
I will not cry… I will not cry…
it broke my heart and made it better at the same time how is that even possible???
i made it a few seconds in and i had tears rolling down my face.
Brb crying.
holy shit these are actual tears on my face this is everything I ever wanted in my life
I needed that.
Always reblog - for me and for everyone else who needs to hear it.
REBLOG if you are a Doctor Who RPer
You will be added to the list.
Must be in the Doctor Who fandom
Independent RP blogs only
AUs/OCs are welcome to reblog
SHERLOCK FONTS MASTERPOST
I had nothing to do this morning so I collected all of my favourite fonts from Sherlock. I know some of these are already identified and well-known - but here they are. Very good to save as reference for graphics/edits.
Here are the download links to the ones who aren’t already installed on your computers, in chronological order (and what they’re mostly used for):
P22 Johnston Underground - Deductions
I AM SHERLOCKED (Free) - Titles
Astoria - John’s voice in Sherlock’s head
AF Generation Z - Text messages and deducitons
The Recon Legend (Free) - Newspapers, headlines.
P22 Underground Light - Hashtag “#SherlockLives”
Aster EF Medium - Speedy’s. Not sure of this one, but it’s similar.
Helvetica Neue Pro Cond Bold - London Street signs.
Clarion Pro Regular - John’s blog header.
Bebas (Free) - Mayfly man scene
Trajan Pro 3 (Similar free font) - Irene’s website photos
Novin Bold (Similar free font) - Baskerville military base font
FF Meta Pro Normal - The museum in The Blink Banker
Shanghai (Free) - The circus’ font in The Blink Banker
I hope this will become useful!
Guilt | Open
He didn’t jump at her presence, simply turned to her, eyes shrouded in guilt and grief. How could she say that, after everything he’d done? All the lives he’d taken in his childish vendetta against the universe?
"I am a monster, River. I destroyed entire planets because I was angry. Because I believed that the universe owed me more than I got. I changed the TARDIS’s heart.”
She raised a brow and placed a hand on her hip as she listened to him tale, almost instantly deciding to take another approach. "Fine then." She sighed as she turned to lean against the TARDIS console. "Tell, me, tell me how much of a monster you are because quite frankly Doctor, I think you're in here throwing yourself a pity party."
Guilt | Open
He knew what he had done. What he had become for all those years between Manhattan and now. There was no denying the countless genocides, all those children. Was living a suitable penance for the blood on his hands? The Doctor wasn’t sure, but it was all he had now. The TARDIS wasn’t functioning, he had to put her systems back to normal still but every time he looked at what he’d done to her, it made him sick to his stomach.
"I’m a monster…."
She sighed gently and watched him from underneath the glass beneath his feet. She had been there a while just looking around at the mess that he had made. She bit her lip and moved, finally making her presence known as she stepped onto the stairs to get back up to him.
"You're far from a monster, my love."
Creating ripples in the water, the Doctor turned away quickly and began floating on his back. He thought they were past the whole "you're too young" aspect of their relationship, and this stung.
"No, I get it. Although I have known you since I've even had this face, and I am over a thousand years old. Plus you know, I thought we had complete trust in in each but I thought wrong." He looked at her from upside down while kicking around the pool. "Please River, I can tell it's important and I want to know. Please ask me." He pouted slightly.
She sighed and watched him as he fidgeted around in the pool, "You know we have complete honesty in this relationship Doctor, don't guilt trip me, it isn't fair." She pouted back and pulled him closer, "It's regarding our future Doctor, you can obviously see why its all a bit in the air, "It's not in my diary, so I'm even sure if I should suggest it or even mention it, I may have gotten myself killed by then, we never know" she bit her lip. "You could have a new face its all a bit risky"
ahhh why am I so busy lately!
The Doctor smiled at her, breathless from the kiss. It was so nice to be with his River, to be close to her again.
He followed her into the pool after she spoke, doing a cannonball and making water splash out onto the floor and all over his wife. He swam over to her, curious about what was on her mind. It wasn’t often that River stopped in the middle of asking him something. He prided himself on having a relationship healthy enough to be able to share nearly everything with his wife and vice versa. Whatever she was planning on asking him, it had to be serious.
"You’ll never know what I would say if you don’t ask me," he said and swam over to her. "I won’t laugh, I promise."
River shook her head, regretting she had even opened her big mouth in the first place. She knew the question was big, she knew it was nearly impossible, but she knew the Doctor well enough to know his answer.
She shrugged in the water and sighed, "It's nothing, my love." She bit her lips, "I just- I think" she stuttered a little bit, "I know you wont laugh its just its a really big question and maybe its too early for me to be suggesting it in your time stream" She whispered, "I'm a little nervous to ask" She sighed, " Maybe, maybe later"
Reblog if you actually like Steven Moffat's writing
I want to see how many people actually like Moffat rather than hate him
The Doctor had kissed a lot of people over the years, he couldn’t deny that. But none of them compared to kissing River.
River.
The only word on his mind, the face close to his that also seemed to be drawn on the insides of his eyelids. He could only contain one thought, and it was her. The Doctor had spent weeks alone, traveling and convincing himself he was happy. But he could had never been happier, it seemed, before that moment of pure bliss. One of his hands rested on River’s lower back, while the other one tended to mess with her curls a bit.
She had quoted him, reminding him briefly of when he first told her she was forgiven. He wondered whether she’d ever heard those word before, from him at least.
After a while, he pulled away gently, sitting up and stretching. He continued to look at her with a smile on his face. River Song, his wife, right here and now. He could hardly contain his happiness.
It’d been a while since he’d had the need to.
"Well then," he smirked. "We went from weepy to kissy, what a transition."
When he pulled back she blushed ever so slightly, tilting her head to the idea as she admired him with a desiring smirk on her lips. "Kissy is much better than weepy, I'm sure" She teased, "I could be kissy with you forever."
Really, she could.
"Hows about I stay for a few days?" She asked, "Give us some time to recoup and go away on our honeymoon, finally." She smirked, "You still haven't told me where you plan of taking me" She reasoned, "And in all honesty, I think we deserve an alien free-ish holiday, just to relax and spent some time together-" She cupped his face again to get his attention, "To remember who we are" She added to her list, "And have lost of kissy time" She laughed.
She crawled off of the bed , "I'll see you in the pool" she said softly heading to the pool room and diving in. She swam to the middle of it and waited her for him, "Sweetie!" She called out to him as she waited, "I know we haven't talked about this but would you ever consider becoming a...- you know what, it doesn't matter its silly and you'd say no anyway"
The Doctor rolled his eyes and smiled, grabbing a hair tie from River’s dresser. “Of course dear,” he said and secured her hair in a ponytail. He planted a kiss on her collarbone before opening one of his wardrobes and pulling out a pair of deep purple swimming trunks. “What do you think? Do they bring out my eyes?” he held them up to himself and laughed. While changing, he commented, “I know we do-all get scared, that is. I was quite foolish, probably more than normal. Can you forgive me?” he looked at her while searching for a pair of goggles.
"Thank you" She said softly turning to see exactly what he was going on about only to see the trunks in hand. She crawled along the bed to get closer to where he was, took hold his hand to pull him down closer to her and finally when their faces were only inches apart she kissed him another time, "You are always and completely forgiven, Doctor" She smiled, using his own words on him, remembering back in time when she found her own self under compromising circumstances where she had to do things against her own will.
She could relate. She had been through it too.
She got onto her knees to be a little higher, "Always and completely forgiven" She whispered again against his lips.
After years of merely staying in Madam Kovarians captivity those were the words that kept her going, because if it wasn't bad enough that she had spent her life running from the war she was supposed start, but she fell in love with its ring leader, and instead of rescuing him and protecting him, she'd be the one to carry out his execution.
She lifted her hands to cup either side of his face and bring him closer- because this was real.
Real.
In the midst of everything unfortunate that had happened and no matter how worthless, used and helpless she once felt she was currently here in the physical, with the love of her life able to touch him, and hold him and soothe him and kiss him.
Oh, how she had missed his kisses.
They could melt away any pain.
Her own special drug.
Damn, Doctor.
She moaned, ever so softly into the kiss, which was now blossoming into something beautiful, slow and gentle, yet filled with passion. Her fingers found themselves back into his hair, her secret favourite place, each finger getting tangled in the floppy-ness of it all.
She really did love him.
She lived for these moments.
She lived to keep him alive.
She lived because she had him to live for.
This was nothing compared to the chemical reaction they would have talked about in Science classes, this feeling she had inside that only he could cause wasn't even close to a ridiculous reaction.
What they had was out of this world.
Literally.
The Doctor felt River’s nails softly graze over his hair and he opened his eyes a bit more, letting himself be tugged back to reality. He could hear her heart beat, the gentle tha-thump that he had grown accustomed to listening to over the years. He couldn’t exactly place why, but hearing it always seemed to calm him. A heartbeat meant that his wife was alive and presumably well, not to mention close to him.
He sniffed and raised a hand to wipe tears from his face. Thankfully, they had stopped coming from his eyes and he had regained as much composure as he could. River had had her breakdown and done so, he had to as well. He didn’t mind not being happy, once it had happened.
"I know she wouldn’t have," he replied. "She cared too much about me, about what was going on in my head." he smiled and looked up at River. "Like mother like daughter I s’pose." He sat up and shifted his weight until he was facing River, her hands in his.
"I guess we’re both sort of not okay," he said slowly. "That’s fine though. That’s grieving, I’ve been doing it wrong. I should have come to see you. They were your parents, and you can say it doesn’t matter all you want but we both know their deaths hurt us both. So why not be together?" he shrugged. "I was afraid."
Standing, he stretched and put on a new shirt, feeling cooler and fresher. “I think I’m going to take a swim, that ought to be relaxing.” he suggested. ”Do you want to come?”
"We all get afraid my love" River whispered sitting up with him and stretching a little, his shirt was loose on him, barely covering her chest as she yawned and huffed back into a little ball after wards. She nodded, " A swim sounds good" She whispered as she grabbed a swim suit from the drawer and changing into it, she turned her back to face him as she held her curls up and out of the way, "Could you you tie me up Doctor?" River blushed slightly
He was jolted out of his pre-sleep state as he felt River climb under the bed with him. He felt so warm, so cared for and it struck him that he had not felt like that for a while. He smiled, curving his body fit with River’s. It had been far too long since they’d been this close.
"Too long…he murmured. "I want to tell you love, I really do. But it’s been ages since I’ve slept. Just a few times since Manhattan." he was so tired, and could feel himself slipping…
A little while later, the darkness cleared from around him and he no longer felt River’s warmth surrounding him. He looked around; there was grass, a sky, and grey stones…
No.
That gravestone, Rory’s, there’s room for one more name, isn’t there? Amy choked out while looking at the angel.
He felt the words leave his mouth without his control. “What are you talking about? Back away from the Angel. Come back to the Tardis. We’ll figure something out.” She had to come with him. They’d be able to get Rory back, no harm done. he believed it, he had to.
The whole scene played out again but he was frozen, saying the things he had once said and watched as he lost his friend all over again. He watched the idea form in Amy’s mind, and River encourage her. He begged her not to go.
Raggedy man, goodbye!
"AMY!" was all he could manage out, over and over again as sobs wracked his body. He pounded at the grave but it stayed, so he pounded more. He pounded until he opened his eyes, looking at the ceiling of the bedroom from the floor. His throat was raw and his eyes were wet and he was tangled in his sheets. His mind could only formulate one coherent thought.
Nice one, Doctor.
River sighed and moved rolling back over to her side of the bed as she watch him wonder into his sleep. She really couldn't argue with him, he looked absolutely knackered all in that moment, and she knew that wasn't a lie because in all honesty, since the whole thing had happened, she hadn't slept much herself.
It wasn't until she heard the thud an his cry that she jolted from the bed to find that her husband had somehow fallen to the floor tangled in the sheets and from the words that had formulated in his mouth, her mothers names she had gathered that had been having a nightmare about it all, she helped pulled him up from the floor and held him close in her arm as she pulled the covers back around them.
She pulled his head to rest on her breast and listen to her heartbeat, something she knew soothed him most times, and she gently used her fingers to massage and caress his scalp in attempt to calm his nerves. River kissed his forehead repeatedly.
"Oh Sweetie" She whispered sympathetically.
"I miss her too." She told him, "I know its hard, she wouldn't want you missing her, you're her raggedy man" She half smiled, "You gave her the best of times" She assured him, "You gave her the starts, my love." River informed, "She was ready to go, she wanted to be with her love."
She left a gentle silence fall around then, "I have nightmares too" She whispered, "I have to say being here with you tonight is the only night I haven't had them though."
"Do you want to go back to sleep or do you want to just lay here for a while or do something to take your mind off of it?" She asked, "I'll do do anything you want Sweetie"
The Doctor ran after her, a realization hitting him hard. He had lost two of his precious Ponds and he was going to lose the third as well. It was all his fault and it was truly terrifying.
"River!" he burst into the room, breathing heavily and talking through a lump in his throat. He sat on the edge of the bed and hung his head. Everything she had said was true, but it didn’t make it any easier to accept the fact that everything was not in fact okay.
"You’re right, you’re absolutely right. But it’s hard for me to…to find a way to access what I am feeling. I locked it all away, convinced myself I’m happy. And I am." he smiled despite the tears swimming in his eyes and crawled under the covers of the bed and pulled the duvet over his head. "I suppose if you really want me to," he sighed and said reluctantly. "I’ll try. But tomorrow. It’s late and I can’t remember the last time I slept. So good night. " he finished somewhat angrily and closed his eyes, fighting sleep.
Well Doctor, he thought as he drifted off,what lies can we cook up this time?
Giving up she shook her head. "I don't want you to open up to me because I tell you" She whispered "I want you to do it because you want to... I'm simply saying it because my love, I care about you and I know what it does to you when you've been alone for a long time with your thoughts and don't have anyone there to go through it with" She admitted, looking in the wardrobe and changing into one of his shirts before crawling into bed beside him, pulling the covers from over his face so she could get under too, then covered their faces once again.
"My Doctor" She whispered as she swung a leg over the other side of his body to straddle him, she leaned over and pulled him into a deep kiss, before looking down at him, "I care too much" She said gently, with obvious affection in her tone, "I care too much to let you wallow in this. I need you, and you need me, we're a team - a package deal"
The Doctor watched River collect herself, put her pieces back in place, though he knew one day she wouldn’t always be able to do that. She had always done this, it wasn’t fair to her and he absolutely hated it. But he didn’t want to push her, she was upset as it was.
”I’m fine, awesome actually,” he said quickly and gave her a double thumbs up. “Like I said, I’ve been travelling to some cool places, I got a necklace for you on Cordonia. You’ll love it.” he sighed and smiled, crossing his arms over his chest.
Amy had once told him about the “fake it til you make it” philosophy.
He was quite a fan, to be honest.
He yawned dramatically behind his hand and checked his watch. “Blimey would you look at that, it’s late. Why don’t you go to bed while I pack for our trip and we can leave in the morning?” He stifled a real yawn stubbornly and blinked thrice before smiling at her.
"In the same way you want to cheer me up, Doctor, is the same way I want to, to you" She whispered loud enough for him to hear. "But if you're not honest with me I can't be" she said gently, "You know how much I love you, how much this universe loves you, and I will do anything for you, anything in this Galaxy to ensure that you are al right and lately I haven't been doing my wifely duty of being there for my husband when he needs me most either"
"This marriage is dysfunctional and crazy, but I was under the impression that it worked because that's how we work, we're silly, we make mistakes, were either full or part alien we travel and we fight for what we believe in, that's why, that why when I come here and pour my heart out to, I want you to do the same... I don't want you to know that this, me, here with me is a safe place for you to open because it break my heart that you literally carry the weight of this world on your shoulders and you feel as if you can't talk about it with someone, that you feel as if you don't deserve to grieve and open up - you're wrong, so wrong" She huffed getting up and marching for the bedroom and slamming the door.
"You know what hurts the most? The one man who loves this galaxy so much he risks his life over and over to save everyone cant realize when that love is being returned!" She shouted.