𝓒𝓸𝓻𝓿𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮

𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖘 | 𝖌𝖚𝖓𝖘 | 𝖍𝖔𝖙 𝖕𝖊𝖔𝖕𝖑𝖊 [ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴍᴏɴᴇʏ ꜰᴏʀ ꜱᴜᴘʀᴀ] ⚜ sᴍᴜᴛ ʟᴏʀᴅ ⚜

[totallynotxai]

MDNI | 18+ CONTENT

seniomxai | Xai | 25 | PHL | Perfectionist

Welcome to my writing sideblog with the occasional drawings, all made by me.

All projects have adult themes. Long and detailed, with 75% of it being world-building, characterization, and relationship development, and the 25% is smut. Because porn by itself without the fun, flirty build-up and foreplay is fucking boring and amateurish.

I only write fics with male readers (no gn or fem) as the MC paired with original male or female characters, depending on the project. No race or physical descriptions of the reader ever mentioned besides being average height to fit anyone.

No fandoms for now, I only write about my niche interests. It needs to be a hyperfixation about the character for me to start writing about them.

I am an adult interested only in adult things. This blog is for adults only. Minors, please go away! I'm tired of blocking you all. Please take responsibility for your media consumption.

About me:

I started writing my own fics because it's rare for me to find stories that can reach my standards. The authors I used to follow rarely write anymore (or deactivated), so I guess I'll do it myself then lol. I don't gatekeep, female readers are welcome to interact with me, I'm not the man that you all think I am, I have a uterus (unfortunately). I'm only here to write long, elaborate plots that I personally would love to read about.

All projects are in AO3, the ones posted here are for marketing purposes. Especially since I mostly write full-length fics and it's too difficult to organize them here.

Current Projects:

Ride in Ecstasy (RiE) [Male Reader x Multiple OCs] - Ongoing, currently 137,000+ words

(Latest Update: July 04, 2026)

Synopsis: You are the fastest delivery driver in the city, and you caught the attention of someone important who challenges you to a race. One thing leads to another, and you get pulled into the city’s underground racing scene. Every night pulls you deeper into illegal circuits, hefty bets, heated stares, and romances that hit harder than any collision.

Second person POV :: Bisexual Male Reader :: Versatile/Switch Reader :: Male and female OCs as love interest :: Three male and two female OCs :: Lots of smut

RiE: No Broke Boys [prelude to Ride in Ecstasy] - Ongoing, currently 24,000+ words

(Latest Update: August 14, 2026)

Synopsis: Side plot about two of your male love interests. This is where it all started, 10 years before you joined the best and most chaotic underground racing crew in the city. Deep dive into car tuner culture. (A more hardcore and violent version of RiE)

Third person POV :: Male OC x Male OC :: Top x Top relationship :: Eventual smut :: Why Nico x Rigo is the perfect duo

RiE: Smut Side Stories [Oneshot collection] - Permanently Ongoing, currently one chapter with 10,000+ words

(Latest Update: July 29, 2026)

Synopsis: Purely porn with some plot to complement it. All oneshots scenes that didn't make it to the main plot of Ride in Ecstasy because too much porn would slow the story progression. This is also where I will be putting all the smut suggestions and specific kinks.

Second person POV :: Bisexual Male Reader :: Versatile/Switch Reader :: Male and female OCs as love interest :: Ungodly amounts of smut

Future Projects:

Forget Me Not - 1920s Mafia plot where magic exists, and you have crippling amnesia. Everyone wants to kill you for reasons you don't remember, and a man from your past is protecting you with unknown intentions. Plot has extreme violence and gore written in vivid detail, and the most fucked up, toxic, mutual codependent relationship dynamic with a yandere man. This is the questionable shit I'm into.

- Will be released after RiE main plot is finished and I'm free of my car obsession.

From Frost to Flame - Medieval Fantasy where you fall for the same Viking that destroyed your home and ruined your life. The plot got too complicated, involving politics and royalty, and you going through a villain arc. It also got too dark because of an SA scene committed on you that I decided not to write.

- Already uploaded at some point, but now private. On hiatus, will be rewritten and posted again someday because I did not like how I executed it. It was my first project.

Guidelines - The only requests I take are scene suggestions related to my RiE OCs. Read before suggesting, it includes what I don't write about and the current list of requests. My inbox is permanently open, you can send me anything SFW, NSFW, thirst, random questions, or rants and I will still reply.

I don't have too much posts yet so no point in having a masterlist, but these are the tags for easy navigation:

#RiE Fan Art - I genuinely appreciate all of you who sent me your art of my RiE OCs

#Smut Excerpt - All the smut fic taken from the complete AO3 story I wrote

#RiE memes - Some memes/reels I found related to the RiE story

#snippet - Unedited samples before I post the final full chapter on AO3

#my art - Yeah, I draw sometimes (rarely)

#asks - I always answer your asks in bulk if there are too many (your suggestion might already have been answered, lot's of juicy NSFW questions here)

#Asks: hall of fame - Inspirational post people sent me that got me horny

#playlist - Well, someone asked so I gave it (Heavy metal one later, I'm busy)

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Rigo: "blah blah blah 🐍" Nico: *nods in agreement*

[totallynotxai]

Hi biggest Rico fan again.

I am also a BIG Nico fan. When he comforted MC after he started hydroplanning. I was SCREAMING. I love their relationship dynamic so much.

I am caught stuck between bottom MC and Top MC. I don't know which I love more.

In my mind MC would top Nico like he's precious, ya know? The way he calms down when Nico is around. The way Nico choose to not have him payout his loan after he won all that money with Rigo. And MC choose to go along with it. It felt intimate just reading those scenes between them.

To cross that line first and beat him?? To earn the right to see him so vulnerable. I am not taking my prize with animalistic lust. I would savor every taste of him. I would yearn for him. I'd trace my fingers over his skin and place kisses and marks up his chest. Then lay my head against his chest just to hear his heartbeat bro. Just for Nico to tilt my head up and comment on how eager i am. Cause yes!!! I've been waiting for this my whole life!!

I wouldn't even want to close my eyes. I'd fight not be overwhelmed by the pleasure of being inside of him, just so i could see his face. Or just spending a chunk of time just mc figuring out exactly how Nico likes to be fingered bro and abusing that. Just watching his reactions. B/c Nico always makes him feel so good and pay attention to his needs. It's so hot I'm biting my pillow. I need like body worship. And I think Nico would get off on that b/c of his loyal obedience to him.

Sorry I'm a yapper. And a yearner.

I hope you liked it tho 😭

Yes, yes! This is exactly how I picture MC would treat Nico compared to Rigo (who needs his ego knocked down a bit) At least in the main plot where Nico is nice to him, oneshots will be different, of course. Ehehe would be power bottom fr.

Super effective inspiration, this type of post is better than half of what's in the male reader tag and should be in the asks hall of fame 👀 type of stuff gets me going.

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Ts is killing me. I'm the dude that wrote the Top Rigo stuff that deleted the account. I genuinely thought you'd burn me at the stake or something. Just to find out I'm celebrated. I'm tryna get my old account back 😭

I came back because I missed Rigo REAL bad. I needed my hit of the Rigo and Nico rereads. I am VERY honored. I will be bragging about this for months. And I will take the crown for biggest Rigo fan.

Nico can fight me.

I saw about your writers block. And I am here and ready to give possible inspiration. 😌

Also YOUR RIGO ART HAS ME LICKING THE SCREEN DAYUMMMMM. I was being fed and didn't know.

Welcome back, anon! ❤️ Glad you enjoyed the new Rigo content, there should be more soon. I saw the spam like, it's an ego booster lol

[totallynotxai]

Making a plot for oneshots is harder than writing a full-length fic. I've been staring at a blank document since yesterday...

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For the first time, I have writer's block. The ideas are there, the free time is also there but I'm not in the mood to actually write plot ughhksdbfu kapoooyyyy. Zero motivation 💔

But you know what I'm always in the mood for? SMUT!!! Man, I'm such a pervert...

So anyway, that top MC you guys want, I might upload that first. I have several idea of how that will go now, two scenes for the smut in fact! But I wanna know what you guys want.

So Rigo will allow MC to dom and top him, just this once... but like I said, he's not gonna be happy about it even if he allowed it to happen because of a deal lol. So naturally, he's gonna take revenge or turn the tables on MC afterwards.

So tell me, should that scene be separate in a follow up oneshot in a different time so MC can have his moment on this one? Or should it happen immediately right after MC is done having fun, meaning in the same oneshot where Rigo is mad as hell?

Pick one, I'm fine with both.

Let MC have his moment and separate the follow up where Rigo takes revenge!

Rigo should take charge immediately after MC is done so the whole fic is wilder!

Voting ended onAug 13

The goal is 8-10k word count as usual, expect it before the end of this month.

[totallynotxai]

I finally updated the NBB side plot, now I need to work on this and then the main plot again. What a rotation, only possible by being unemployed lmao

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i’m applying to work in a pharmacy, glad to see i’m hired by you lmao (i finished my interview, it went well!) i don’t know if it’s comforting to know that the one handling your pills is really good at making up smut ideas

goon brain is a disease i fear

hopefully when the new characters come out, i will drop by once more and give more smut to the masses 💛

- 💊 (knowing me, i’ll write more so here’s a fun sign off)

Hope you get the job and get paid well!

Gooner brain is a good thing if used in making smut scenes. 😏 It's legit better and more consistent than random bursts of inspiration at 3am.

I'm definitely going to use and expand on those scenes in future oneshots

If only you guys can see my reaction waking up, checking my phone and seeing nsfw fan art unexpectedly. It was the start of a great day.

I can probably excuse it since it's a webnovel and I can enjoy the art.

But if it's a book with only text, especially if it's advertised as pure romance and it takes 100k words before the first kiss and the author writes it in an awkward way, I'll be so pissed off for the massive waste of time.

You don't need to write 100k words worth of yearning and misunderstandings when there's no payoff!! This is why I hate oblivious characters, drags on for no reason 🙄

I once read a book where I was obsessed with the love interest. Right when they were making out and about to fuck and I turned to the next page, all giddy but I read "The next morning..." FUCK YOU MEAN NEXT MORNING?!?! WHERE'S THE SMUT?!?! WHERE'S THE PEAK OF THE ROMANCE?!?!

I was so mad it led to me writing my first ever smut years ago LMAO and it's the horniest shit ever. I never posted it, deleted it after realizing just how cringe I wrote it.

But look at me now... smut writer...

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hey! rigo enthusiast here again (the one who wrote those short scenarios a bit ago), since i’m kind (and procrastinating on a job interview), i’ll drop some words for both vera and nico as well heheh

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vera feels like the type of girl to hot box you in a car, gripping your face as she blows smoke into your mouth and forcing you to take it while she grinds down on your lap, all warm and lazy while she coaxes another hit and slow thrust out of you

she’s the type to like marking her territory, letting you fuck her thighs but never letting you go in. spreading her juices all over your cock to make sure it remember that the only she can make you feel this way.

she’s the type of girl that scowls down at you as she brings you over the edge, over, and over, and over again. she only cares about you, and you should only care about her, yeah? overstimulating you to the brink of passing out before cooing that, “you wanna be a whore? i’ll treat you like one.”

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nico? oh, nico is the type of guy to talk about the plans for the upcoming weeks while you’re choking on his dick. forcing you down as he asks if you’re down to join the next race

he’s the type of guy who loves a good mark. hand prints burning into your waist, belt tied around your wrists leaving deep, stunning bruises behind, cuffs on your legs leaving cuts along the skin

he’s the type of guy who remembers. remembers where you faltered during a race, when your wheels locked up, when you skirted the edge a bit too much for how much money was riding on you. so he forces you to ride him. forces you to remember what he does as he slams up into you. edges you till you can spew out a word of what you fucked up

WILL I GET THE JOB??!(!!? WE’LL SEE!!!!!!

What job are you applying for again?

... Doesn't matter, you're hired!!

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while i do appreciate fics taking their time, i sometimes find that certain fics never get to the point because things drags on for so long, while i do agree that it’s strange that everything happens over the course of a few months i still think it’s nice to not beg for something to happen, idk it’s honestly just about the balance between events and fillers, to much fillers and it’s honestly kinda boring to read, tho idk with you, because your writing is great and well yeaa

Yes, thank you. I completely agree. I actually think the pacing of RiE is perfect, smut every few chapters, action-packed scenes happening in chapters without the smut. Almost all chapters are eventful, and I barely put any fillers except chapter 8 and chapter 13 (yes, those are fillers, but written in a fun way as downtime from the smut)

The issue with RiE is the timeline of scenes, I keep track of the series of events, but if you look closely and list down the times it all happened... IT ADDS UP TO JUST ONE SINGULAR MONTH!! LMAO. Like chapter 11 and 12 with Rigo actually just happened in one super eventful day lol.

All of this can be fixed if I just change some sentences from "the next couple of days" to "a week later," tbh. And add some paragraphs saying MC won the last weekly race and nothing much happened about it, just to make the dates make sense and make the timeline longer than one month.

We all want a romantic relationship to develop slowly and realistically in a story, but I have read slowburn books that took 50 fucking chapters and 80k words just for the first awkward kiss and no smut, that's fucking overkill, Jesus. And I hated slowburn ever since. So I don't write slowburn, boring af.

I don't even write what clothes they're wearing that day most of the time since it's pointless lol just imagine whatever outfit you want. But yeah, I see your point, I think 100k words is fine since the series is super eventful anyway. I see the votes, and it's hilarious that most of you guys didn't notice that everything happened within a month LMAO, just proves how action-packed the series is.

(Sometimes when writing dialogue about cars, I think to myself, "readers don't care about this," but I write it anyway because I care about it and this is a car guy plot and the entire theme lol)

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I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE, IT'S BEEN BOTHERING ME FOR A LONG TIME, BUT IT'S ALREADY WRITTEN!!!

I scheduled the main plot scenes based on the weekly race events. So I just realized that even though the relationship development between the characters and the MC is thorough and gradual. All of it from chapter 1 to chapter 17 happens in just ONE MONTH!! I just wrote it in a very detailed way that makes it feel like it all happened longer than it seems.

Like chapters 1 to 7 happened within a week, it doesn't make sense for Nico to like you that fast, considering his and Rigo's relationship developed over a few months before it became more than friends. GOD, I'M OVERTHINKING THIS!

MAIN PLOT PACING IS TOO FAST, AND THAT'S THE STUPIDEST OVERSIGHT I'VE EVER MADE!!! And it's been bothering me forever, but I just tried to reason with it, and it's fiction, so what? But as I'm writing the side plot between Rigo and Nico, which happens in the course of 10 years, btw, I just realized how stupidly fast I made the main plot.

I really wanna fix it just by adding paragraphs summarizing unimportant details and by saying the events happened the next week instead of the next fucking day! MC shouldn't have been told to race in chapter 5 literally 2 days after he joined the crew, even if he's an experienced driver ughhhhh.

I'm going nuts thinking about this. I at least want everything to happen more gradually, like in the course of a few months, but that also means skipping and summarizing some races that MC joined and won.

Does it bother you or is it just me?

Fix it! Make it perfect! It bothers me too!

I don't really mind it, the plot is good either way.

You can fix it but it doesn't really bother me.

I didn't even notice it was that fast till you said it LMAO

Voting ended onAug 13

[totallynotxai]

I love sub bottom mc………

Don't we all? 😌

Especially with hot dudes who loves to talk shit but treats you right.

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I realized that I haven't updated this sideplot since May 😭 I really need to lock in now.

Being a schizo and talking to myself in the shower helps me make fun dialogue.

To be updated by next week, no smut yet, that's chapter 4 😏

“You know I’m heading to work, right?” he asks, turning slightly toward Nico, one eyebrow lifting. “You actually drivin’ me all the way there?”

Nico eases the GT-R forward when the lights turn green, one hand resting loosely atop the steering wheel.

“Yeah, why not?” His answer comes so naturally. “I don’t really have anywhere else to be.”

Rigo props one elbow against the door. The afternoon sun catches the side of his face as a smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. 

“Rich people really do have too much free time.”

“I have assignments.” Nico keeps one hand on the wheel while the other rests near the shifter. 

“But you’re choosin’ me over homework.” Rigo’s grin widens.

Nico glances at him, expression unreadable. “You make that sound like a bad decision.”

“Oh, it is.” Rigo’s expression is teasing, leaning closer just to say something stupid. “You know I’m a terrible influence. You should be at home highlightin’ finance textbooks while your mother tells her friends how brilliant you are.”

A genuine laugh escapes Nico, unable to suppress it from the absurdity of that statement and the deadpan delivery. His fingers remain draped over the steering wheel, guiding the GT-R through the stream of traffic with professional-level precision.

“Damn,” he says, visibly pleased with himself. “Got a laugh outta you, and here I thought you were all mysterious and emotionally repressed.”

“You’re very proud of that.” Nico shakes his head lightly, faintly smiling as he changes lanes. The GT-R surges forward, its V6 engine growl is muted in the cabin.

“I work hard for my victories.”

Rigo watches Nico’s hands on the wheel for a second too long before speaking again. “The way you drive is annoyingly attractive.”

Nico’s fingers tighten briefly around the wheel, taken aback by the blatant forwardness. “I think that sounded less like a joke than you intended.”

If Nico didn’t know any better, he’d think this was flirting, or maybe it really is? Hard to tell when it comes from someone this bold.

Rigo shrugs, entirely shameless. “I’m a mechanic. I appreciate good handling.” 

“Funny,” Nico replies, eyes fixed on the road, “I thought you were appreciating the driver.” He replies, testing the reaction.

“Maybe I am,” Rigo props an elbow against the passenger door, his head resting lazily against his fist as he watches the city drift by outside.

Both of them return their attention to the road as if that brief exchange hadn’t changed the atmosphere inside the car. Moments like this happen often, compliments disguised as insults, flirtatious jokes that somehow haven’t made things awkward, yet neither of them pushes it into something more.

Maybe that’s all it is, meaningless banter between friends... for now.

“You saw me walkin’ down the sidewalk and offered a ride.” After a moment, he turns back toward Nico, a grin already plastered across his face. “You practically picked me up.”

Nico keeps his attention on the road, though the corner of his mouth gives away, lifting just enough that pretending becomes pointless. “Why did you make it sound a lot stranger than it was?”

“I'm just statin’ the facts.”

“You’re making it sound like I picked up some whore standing on the side of the road.” The sentence leaves Nico’s mouth in a deadpan.

A loud laugh bursts out of Rigo. “Oh, you got jokes now?” 

Nico’s shoulders rise in a small shrug. “I'm adapting to the environment.”

“See, told you I’m a bad influence.” Rigo folds his arms, the grin never leaving his face. “You used to be so polite when we first met. Now you’re talking shit.”

My only regret in the main plot is that I made the pacing too fast in the beginning, it should've been slowburn like this.

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i am very excited for the other characters to be introduced for the record

Me too, when I finally get to it. It'll be fun, and whatever I have planned will be unpredictable. 👀

Should be put on Rigo so he finally shuts up. And on MC too sometimes when he's acting like a dumbass.

Hot! Can be put on anyone, depending on the scene. Imagine anyone in the cast tied up, blindfolded, and getting edged. Shouldn't be gagged though, wanna hear em beg.

Except probably Nico, can't imagine him allowing that to happen even if he agrees to bottom for MC or Rigo. He just gives off too much dominant energy in my head, even if he's not aggressive and mean in the way that Rigo is. He's nice, but bro is secretly a sadist.

You know what, I could write this after the top MC fic, next month. This smut oneshot thing will be a monthly thing now. That shibari suggestion, Nico x MC. They're perfect for that kind of smut.

I once found a doujin with shibari on girls wearing really pretty white lingerie and a wedding veil, and I thought that's the most aesthetic kink I've ever seen.

Black latex, leather, chains ❌ White lace, red silk ropes ✅ (Sorry, I got off topic. Blindfolds are good)

That's funny, they be looking like this right before they fight lol. But yeah, it's more of a fun silly scene than a smutty one cause I'm not that deep into pet play.

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I never intended for it to become like this 😔

I'll update the sideplot without MC but the next chapter is also mostly Rigo lol. I have to establish how they got into the underground scene and how they met Vera. (But really, I want to finally write the guys fucking each other without MC, that top x top relationship gets me going)

The next smut oneshot is still about Rigo. After I finish that, I don't want to write about him for a while cause man, I need to lock in and push the main plot forward.

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I'm not even joking when I say your fics got me to be deeply invested with your ocs. They're all so beautifully written not to mention the premise is AMAZING. They all have very distinct personalities and wonderful dialogue that you can't help but want to know more about them! They genuinely feel like their own characters and not just people who exist around the mc's presence. That said, I'm very much looking forward to whatever baggage Nico and Rigo have that went on in their youths as well as possibly more info about Vera! Seriously as the story goes on they just become even more interesting in my eyes.

It's genuinely a sight to see and I even ended up learning quite a bit just by reading your fics alone. Never knew much about street racing or cars in general but this fic convinced me to do so. 😭

Also about the top MC thing... While either option would be wonderful considering you're writing them I WILL SAY, the thought of Rigo not immediately having his revenge interests me. Purely because I want this guy to carry that pent up frustration until it boils over when the MC teases him long enough lmao.

Thank you!! I'm so happy to read messages like this.🥰

I wanted to write a premise that I haven't seen anyone write before, at least not in a reader insert. Because I often see cool premises that don't get expanded upon or brought up in the beginning and are completely forgotten for the rest of the series, (it's so common in mafia-themed fics), and I didn't want my fic to be written like that.

I may be just a smut writer, but I have specific standards I want to meet lol, and I think I succeeded in that because there are some people who said they got interested in cars all because of a smut fic lmao.

Yes, both scenarios are good, and since it's a popular demand from readers, might as well make everyone choose. Top MC has been long awaited ngl. I didn't mean for him to be completely bottom the entire time in the main plot, it just so happens that neither Nico nor Rigo fits to be bottom for MC given the events that led to the smut, but I finally figured out a plot that would lead to it happening.👀

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Never have I ever read any work this REFINED, insanely well written, entrancing, enchanting, magnificent, breath capturing and so on 😭😭. Genuinely read everything on ao3 too and left kudos on everything and ran to confirm my Tumblr email just to send this, would genuinely give my firstborn after seeing these works, may you never go bald king, we need you in the male reader community 🥹. Thank you for everything you do and make.

(ps this is my first ask on Tumblr so I'm a bit scared lmao)

Oh, anon, I'm just a pervert with standards so high I need to write the fics myself to reach them lmao. I'm so happy you enjoyed everything, anon! I didn't put them all here since I know the smut parts are what most people are after. Thanks for the ego boost, anon lol. Take care!

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For the first time, I have writer's block. The ideas are there, the free time is also there but I'm not in the mood to actually write plot ughhksdbfu kapoooyyyy. Zero motivation 💔

But you know what I'm always in the mood for? SMUT!!! Man, I'm such a pervert...

So anyway, that top MC you guys want, I might upload that first. I have several idea of how that will go now, two scenes for the smut in fact! But I wanna know what you guys want.

So Rigo will allow MC to dom and top him, just this once... but like I said, he's not gonna be happy about it even if he allowed it to happen because of a deal lol. So naturally, he's gonna take revenge or turn the tables on MC afterwards.

So tell me, should that scene be separate in a follow up oneshot in a different time so MC can have his moment on this one? Or should it happen immediately right after MC is done having fun, meaning in the same oneshot where Rigo is mad as hell?

Pick one, I'm fine with both.

Let MC have his moment and separate the follow up where Rigo takes revenge!

Rigo should take charge immediately after MC is done so the whole fic is wilder!

Voting ended onAug 13

The goal is 8-10k word count as usual, expect it before the end of this month.