Tough Thoughts

A Place Where I Post My Toughest Thoughts

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Best friends are something you need

Something you love and more than a deed

No matter the story you can’t change the love

Some are the boys others angels from above

You make me better and care for me fully

You stand up for your friends and don’t take shit from bullies

Your strong smart and beautiful, no one can change that

I hope you always remember there’s nothing you lack

So stay who you are, you’re one in a million

I love you so much, more than a trillion

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I am 25 and I have never been in love. That’s one of those facts that makes me Sit and stew and sigh like a dog on One of his off days.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But I once drove twenty minutes to a Bakery to get my friend a cake for her 16th birthday with the face of her Favorite band on it. And she told me That was her favorite thing she’s ever Gotten and we watched fireworks all night.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But I have held someone after a breakup As they cried and cried and cried, And gave them my favorite jam and tea And told them that if love is an anchor That means it is also a boat. You will find Your way to harbor again.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But I have raised terrified kittens in my Bedroom. You let them sniff you first, You always let them sniff you, you put Out food, you don’t give chase. You wait. And one day they come to you. And sit on your lap and purr like A motor terraforming Mars itself.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But I have picked myself up after all My worst days and given myself soup When I’m so sick I can’t stand And given myself cakes on the days I feel Like dead ashes and tape that’s lost its stickiness. I have licked my own wounds and healed my own Bruises, I have called myself beautiful Even when I don’t feel it.

I am 25 and I have never been in love. But maybe I have.

[vomitingwords]

Maybe it's time to take a rest, and stop chasing after people, who never even took their time to glance back at you. Maybe it's time to see what's best within yourself—not only in anybody else.

When will you give yourself a chance? //ma.c.a

[microwavedrawings]

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Curious Feelings

There is a curious feeling

One I haven’t known in years

One where I question every step

And I don’t want to trip

There is a curious feeling

Where I can’t get rid of my smile

I’m worried it’s temporary

So I don’t trust it fully

There is a curious feeling

It can’t be real

It must just be the heat of the moment

But it’s a heat that finally stops the cold

There is a curious feeling

One I haven’t known in years

One where I question every step

And I don’t want to trip

[delirioussky]

you dragged me through the thickest mud

you plucked me out of my roots

making sure to deprive me

of the home i have always known

you held my head under water

your rugged hands on my scalp

keeping me six feet under

you laid me down and stood on my chest

held me by the wrists and

ordered me to stand up

the weight of my world in its entirety

holding me down

i was pinned to the ground

you shoved your flowers down my throat

the sickly sweet flowers

you once gave me on a sunny afternoon

since you are gone

the sun no longer shines and

your withered flowers are suffocating me

clung to my lungs and

clenching them so tight they might shrink

your flowers have lost their essence

now drier than a drought

they no longer mean a thing

they feel as heavy as boulders

in my barren chest

making it harder and harder to exist

in this haphazard world

-delirioussky

// his sickly sweet flowers aren’t so sweet

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Me

I am Me

Me is something I love

I love the me I am

I walk proud

I care for others

I don’t stay quite

I smile

I laugh

Me does all these things

I am me

Me is something I love

I love the me I am

[shittypoetry4shittypeople]

Good things, fun times,

Worthless as shit,

Green line, red line,

I'm happy but this is it?

Dopamine highs contrast the dopamine lows,

Maybe being sad isn't so bad when it's all that you know,

Maybe I'm fine with no room to grow,

There's nothing to reap when nothing's been sown.

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Grow

When one feels pain

They must heal

Those that never heal, never let go

One must let go, if they want to grow

We must grow

So we must let go

[4sss]

We are two people breathing. Two different heartbeats. Two different views. Two separate pairs of hands each with separate troubles to hold. Yet though we are two different beings, I can feel we share a soul.

J.c.A

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Those Days

It’s alright these days

But just alright these days

I miss you and think of you until it hurts these days

Where’d you go these days

Oh yes I miss those days

When we’d get lost in love what happened to those days

There’s only pain these days

I can’t forget those days

When all we’d do is dance and laugh all damn day

I’ll see you one damn day

But it won’t be the same

2013 is all I crave these days

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Anything But Sober

Drink away feelings

Anything but sober

Ways to forget the pain

Don’t care about the hangover

Only way I can forget

Is to forget the whole night

I black out and stay up

Until it’s day and light

Drink too much

and get too high

It’s the only way I can fake a smile

And not fucking cry

I don’t still have feelings,

I did let them go

I get stuck in my head

I create these problems, that I know

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Tell Me That You Love Me

Tell me that you love me, even when you shouldnt

Even when you don’t want to, but you know that it’s true

I don’t mean romantically, but as friend you do

So tell me you love me, even when you shouldn’t