Salvete! My online name is Toxickeyboard, Bezel, and Beelze! My personal name is Damien or Cesar, feel free to use either.
I'm a gay trans man demon alterhuman who loves the color pink, demonology, religious horror, jfashion, and theology. and I am currently questioning whether I'm a theistic satanist or agnostic. Lazily learning Latin and Japanese
Feel free to become my friend!! Especially if you enjoy demonology! Some may remember me from the Faith the Unholy Trinity fandom, which I still love dearly.
My OC stories! (Please please check them out)
In The Hall - my story about a Chinese-American autistic man trying to revive his dead brother due to grief from traumatizing circumstances (#InTheHall)
SEPTEM INFERNA - my story about the various Demon Princes of Hell. One for each Sin. Please check it out I'm so proud of it. Originally an ftut AU but now it's its own thing. (#SEPTEMINFERNA)
Faith the Unholy Trinity Casual/modern AU and Initiation AU - Old ftut AU's in which one is set in the modern day and one is after the initiation ending of the game.
My carrd (CW BRIGHT COLORS) My DNI is in this, please pay attention to it
My Toyhouse (please check it out I have info about my SI characters here!!)
My Unvale (I have info about my ITH characters here!!)
My Project Sekai sideblog
My old-ish Septem Inferna rp blog
My old Ftut AU ask blog
My tags:
#SEPTEMINFERNA - art or ranting about my Demon OCs
#InTheHall - art or ranting about my OC story In The Hall
I saw the teaser for the new games sprites and I saw Beel and was like…. First of all why are you shirtless again? Might as well call him avatar of being shirtless- but also any time there’s a new outfit or form or just content of Beel… you know I’m gonna be on to draw it- so I been basically drawing this my entire afternoon… but ey I’m happy with this so worth it-
My "sona" Mx. Maledictus is, in reality, an extradimensional being belonging to a group I've come to call the Creators. They are powerful, able to create and manipulate worlds, dimensions, and realities of their own. We have no knowledge of them, nor do the inhabitants of the worlds they create. In fact, our reality is the only world not made by a Creator.
Our world mirrors theirs. Any creative person you know is the mirror of a Creator and every character and world they make is a person or world made by the Creator they're connected to - and I mean physically made: real people living real lives in real worlds, not just words and two-dimensional drawings. They really exist, all their troubles and flaws, and the Creators have the power to manipulate it all, or even create offshot worlds where they change one or multiple things and watch to see what happens. The human in our world that is connected to a particular Creator gets glimpses of these worlds; what they do with that is up to them. Some write it down. Some draw. Some let it fester in their minds.
If you, reading this right now, have characters or worlds or creative endeavors of your own, then you have a Creator counterpart.
And if that is you, then I have a challenge:
Design your Creator.
These beings exist outside of our comprehension and generally lack confined physical bodies, but nearly all of them have
1. A proper "godly" name that is used by other Creators and by the few inhabitants of their worlds that have some vague knowledge of their existence (often acknowledging them as gods/deities of some sort). The proper "godly" name of Mx. Maledictus (who I'll refer to as Mal from now on) is actually Meilyphodes.
2. A monicker/motif. This is a nickname often related to their personalities, worlds, limitations, or physical attributes (Creators occasionally take physical form; they generally choose how to apoear but some have traits they cannot change). Mal's monicker is "The Faceless One" because he always lacks a face in any form he takes. Other Creators' monickers are more abstract, such as "Anarchy" for a Creator that often excludes structure and control from their words. More examples are "Susurrus" (for a Creator that is softspoken and often appears with feathery wings that generate that soft rustling sound), Slumber (for a Creator that is often in a "sleep-like" state, though Creators don't sleep as we do), "Sentinel" (for a Creator with a knack for watching; they like to keep everything "safe," often interact directly with their worlds more than others, and have an eye and armor motif) and "The Timekeeper" (for a Creator that is obsessed with punctuality and making sure everything happens at the exact moment they desire, despite Creators existing outside of time).
3. A form (or several) that they appear in when necessary. Creators often choose a physical form when they need to communicate with each other in a formal setting (though casual interactions can be acheived without a physical form or word-based communication), but they also need a physical form if they ever choose to interact with the residents of their worlds (which is rare but not unheard of). These forms can take any shape, from a humanoid without a head, like Mal, to a many limbed monstrosity, to a floating eye, to a great dragon, often imitating the core inhabitants of the worlds they create (if a Creator focuses of humanoids, they're more likely to appear humanoid, but if they focus on animal characters, they're more likely to appear in an animalistic form; more still have creatures that cannot be defined as either and often appear in forms that would be hard for us humans to describe). Their appearance also often relates to their monicker/motif, such as the Sentinel being a suit of armor with an eyeball for a head, Anarchy having a form that shifts and constantly looks wrong or blurry, and the Timekeeper having many clock-related visuals.
Also, themes in an individual's Creator often bleed through to their human counterparts. Though I have a face, as I am human, I often experience depersonalization and a general disconnect from my face, body, and identity as a whole. I feel weird having a face because it goes against a core feature of Mal. I shouldn't have a face.
So, if this idea intrigues you, I'd encourage you to make a Creator of your own. Let your creativity run wild. I'd encourage you to draw from aspects of yourself to find your Creator's motif (such as Mal's facelessness being connected to my depersonalization), but I can understand that can be a bit too personal.
Also as a little incentive, I will draw every Creator that gets a design and some may (with permission) be featured in one of my stories that revolves around the Creators.
Reblogs are greatly appreciated, and thank you so much if you read all this and even more if you end up making a Creator. This is an idea I've struggled to articulate for a long time and I was very excited to be able to do more of an interactive thing with this and hopefully get other people in on it.
Looking for a roleplay partner!! Please please respond!!!
Only requirements is that you're 16 or older and that you can roleplay at night
Looking for a sfw romance roleplay, I'm fine with any length of writing, I'm fine with Canon characters or OCs, any platform, anything!!! Just please respond!!!!
Hey guys!!! ^_^ So, along with my heavy heavy interest in demonology and theology, I've decided that a new online name I'll be going by is Beelze and Bezel. (Yes, I know that one of those is actually a word and quite silly in contrast to the other) I still want to go by Toxickeyboard, of course. These are just additional names!
