The Problem With Perfection Fan Manga

fan manga for the ishimondo fic The Problem With Perfection on AO3!

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This is the Table of Contents for The Problem With Perfection Fan Manga! Once pages are posted, you can find them organized right here!

Chapter 1

Page 1

Page 2 & 3

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Manga Creator

tag for text updates (not the comic): #text update

[heyitstyyy]

hey so!

in regards to my previous post i think i will, for now, look for alternatives maybe, or just kinda stay off of social media in general for a while. either way i'm taking a break from tumblr just to only check in like every so often. i've got a tiktok, but i don't really do all that much most of the time and have only a few posts. other than that, i've just got a discord that i'll still remain active on.

i've met some really wonderful people here (@korok-seeds and @watercolorofthemoon to name a few!) and i really couldn't be happier with that <3

i thank all of you for the continued support over my art and just being here, hanging out with me, and having the patience to sift through my stupid slew of posts.

i also want to say there are so many wonderful artists on here that i've even had the pleasure of interacting with that are so amazing in everything that they do! i wish you guys luck in all that you do and i can't express how amazing you are.

to any mutuals that i haven't really spoken to much, hi! more often than not i've been extremely nervous to reach out, but if you'd like to stay in contact with me and become closer i'd love to get a dm from you and exchange discords!

all this to say, i'm extremely unhappy with the state of the world, with my own situations, with just the absolute dumpster fire filled with horrible people benefiting from horrible things, from the suffering of others, and i believe its high time for me and many others to perhaps go out into the world and find the beauty in those around us, the world around us, and the people who are safe. but ultimately never stop standing up for what is right, even if you can't spend money or call, never let these things become completely unspoken.

i love all my trans sisters; you are more beautiful and amazing than you'll ever know, even if you feel as though you are doing nothing remarkable in the moment. the same goes to any palestians who may come across this, to anyone who is being brought down by the world and the forces around them. i assure you, existing and being yourself, however that may come across, is remarkable in itself. life is fucking tough, and to anyone reading this, i'm so glad you exist in this world with me. i hope we can exist together for a very long time, whether we cross paths or not. you are amazing and wonderful and i love you even if we've never met. i hate that you have to be strong, no one should have to exert the level of effort and force just to have the right to be on this earth that so many of us have to do. i'm just so proud of you for not giving up, for being here. for surviving. and for that, i am truly proud

if you'd like to reach out to me, leave a dm! i'll still be checking in every so often to see how everyone's doing.

but, for now, i will take my leave. thank you for coming along with me, for being my neighbor. for being you. i hope we meet again; i look forward to it

~ Tyler <3

[heyitstyyy]

okay so this has been absolutely eating at me for like the past *looks at watch* too long now so i think i'm gonna finally say something about it

so like i've at least started like... three things that i feel like people definitely wanted to see and that i promised i would work on and then just... haven't recently? (lmk fanfics and tpwp manga) and i kinda wanted to like..... explain why? (or at least theorize cause idk what the fuck is going on lmao)

so i've had issues with like, focusing on longer project like that for a loooong while, since i hit like middle school i think. cause i used to be able to do them when i was younger to an extent but, for some reason it just got worse. and its like even worse now than it has been like period

like its even bad with stuff i wanna do, even extending to tasks in video games which is nuts. its like my brain wants to do it, and has a list of the responsibilities/tasks i need to do, but i get so overwhelmed just thinking about it that i just..... can't??? its like my brain's on fast forward but my body's on pause ig sjflkjsd

so here's my running theories:

a. i possibly also have adhd and might need meds, but that would require testing (reason i think this is because its been brought up by a professional recently) first

b. the situation that i have discussed before is still kinda happening and the lack of motivation is even worse due to it

and/or c. hyperfixating is a bitch and when it decides to leave a fandom its gonna take a hot second to even wanna make something for that fandom again

along with these yk there's the fun thing of school being, yk, school, plus i'm possibly getting a job and what not so i'll have less free time than before

i feel really reallly bad about not being able to keep these promises that i've made, especially to the extent that i've wanted to keep them, but it's becoming increasingly obvious that my mind is just.... too unpredictable for that. i still want to work on these projects and will when my brain allows me to, but i just don't know when that will be yet

i don't want you guys to think that i'm bored with it or don't like it, especially the og creators of the ideas that i got inspired by (in the case of tpwp manga and lmk howl's moving castle fic), i promise you guys those both still live in my head rent free, but i got some stuff to figure out before i can like... do it. its weird and frustrating for me too, trust me

i just wanted to let you guys know that i cannot keep professional schedules and stuff with these things because of this. i hope it'll get better once solutions are found, but finding solutions immediately is kind of difficult right now, so i'm just gonna have to take things case by case. this will mean that updates will possibly be incredibly, incredibly slow, but unfortunately that's just kinda what i'm working with right now.

i wanna maybe start working on this by trying to make more short-form works in the meantime, like art and writing in general. i also wanna make sure i'm not just drawing because i feel like its expected of me too (which, i know its not, but mental health is a bitch), and drawing what i want and what comes natural to me in the moment than what i think people want from me, i guess. idk. all of this stuff to say (which might be more about me than you'd ever want to know jdlfksj) that updates are sparatic, i promise i still care, but things are weird in my brain and the world around me

so uhhh yeah, just wanted to say this. i'm hoping it'll at least make the loudness in my brain just a lil bit quieter for now (again wanna clarify no one's led me to make this but myself; i just really feel guilty about it honestly jslfsdjf)

and uhhhhhh hopefully my shit posting will keep you guys entertained in the meantime lmao

[tpwp-fan-manga]

quick update!

so things are calming down for me at the moment, and i think i'm in a good enough headspace to continue work on the fan comic!

but i will take this as an opportunity to let you guys know that; i won't have an upload schedule. this is just cause my mental health, schoolwork, and life in general will always take precedent, which means i'm not really able to predict it as much as i'd like. i'm going to try and keep myself working on a sort of schedule so i don't get distracted or anything, but that doesn't necessarily mean i'll upload it on specific days. just keep that in mind!

i do want to thank you guys for being so patient! this is a very very scary and stressful time for me, so just being understanding is already doing a lot.

thanks again!

[tpwp-fan-manga]

hi guys, wanna give you guys an update

so if you haven't seen my main account (@heyitstyyy), i'm going through a stressful time rn, and while things are calming down a bit, i think it's best i take some time off of doing the comic for a while to do both school work and things that make me happy and comfortable. while this comic does make me happy, i'm just afraid that trying to keep up with updating it while in the middle of this might be a bit stressful.

just wanted to let you guys know, in case you see my my main account posting art. this comic isn't cancelled!!!! just being put on a hiatus for the time being. i don't know how long this hiatus will last, but it won't be forever! so don't worry!!

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[tpwp-fan-manga]

okay, so, before i go any further with the comic (currently heading to work on it rn actually), i want to clarify something;

i am not going to draw the nsfw parts of tpwp

this is simply because i don't feel comfortable drawing these parts out. and since the author was gracious enough to have summaries for people uncomfortable with reading those instances, i plan to do something similar to that, considering those parts do have an effect on the story

that's just a personal boundary i have set in place for myself. the rest of the story is fair game, i just don't feel comfortable doing that

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