[unausweichliche]

best talent: being dead and alive at the same time

[aninnerconflict]

it sure is nice knowing that i’m a burden to everyone haha

[pariaaaaah]

im the problem

[lostincupsofcoffee]

me: i’m angry

friend: why? did something happen?

me: yeah i made up an argument in my head and now i’m really upset about what the other person said, i really hate that bitch

[bpdgoddess]

can people stop writing about how to deal with someone that has bpd and start writing about how to help someone that has bpd deal with themselves k thanks 

[bpdconcept]

concept: people don’t say im using the “victim card” when i explain how my personality disorder affects my behaviors/emotions/actions

[vexingdelusions]

living with borderline personality disorder isn’t the easiest. it causes to me to be impulsive. i have no sense of stable identity and my feelings towards people are constantly changing. oh that person is nice to you? I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEY’RE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME *one second later* i hate them they’re the worst i want to isolate myself. i’m like a fucking baby i need constant attention and validation or i’ll feel abandoned or rejected. it also causes me to be obsessive. dyed your hair red? OMG IT’S MY IDENTITY RED IS MY NEW FAV COLOUR BUY EVERYTHING IN RED LET’S GIVE YOUR NEW CRUSH THE CODENAME RED. when im dissociating, i can’t differentiate between what’s real or not. i’m constantly plagued with paranoid thoughts that people are out there to harm me and sometimes i hear voices in my head calling out my name. i constantly feel chronic emptiness. bored? here you go feel some chronic emptiness. i fucking hate that im constantly anxious about being abandoned or rejected. i’m so so so scared of being abandoned that i can’t get out of toxic relationships. i’m constantly jumping from one extreme to another. and here you go let’s constantly plague ur mind with suicidal thoughts!!! oh let’s not forget that it causes me to hate myself. accidentally said something wrong? *gets a mood swing and drowns into self loath* my mood is constantly swinging and man i just want to wake up one day feeling stable. i want to be able to recognise the face that stares back at me in the mirror. i want to be able to have self control. i want to be able to be able to feel love without having to beg it from someone else. it’s a constant war in my head. it’s so chaotic. i hate bpd. i hate it hate it.

[bearded-tasmanian]

Does anyone else feel like they’re completely disconnected from everyone and everything around them and like you’ll never fucking belong anywhere or is that just me?

[icedcoffeebee]

hey everyone! just wanted to say that right now i’m mentally stable¹ and i’m having a great day²!

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¹actually doing terrible: this is a cry for help

²another breakdown!!!

[hydride]

not to be dramatic but i will never be comfortable with my physical appearance

[yandere-ai]

Me in wise mind @ myself: hoe don’t do it

Me in emotional mind: BITCH I DONT GIVE A FUCK

[dissohciate]

when is god just gonna *slitting my throat hand motion* help me out here

[v-irgogh]

my fav bpd thing is never knowing if im rightfully upset about something or if im just a self-absorbed manipulative piece of shit who actually doesn’t deserve to feel anything or be alive in fact

[dead-0n-main-deactivated2021101]

BPD in the media: I have a fractured sense of identity. That means I’m going to shave my head and sleep with as many people as I want, that’s just who I am this week :)

BPD in real life: I just held a 45 minute long conversation with the head of our local beekeepers association then got her number and the times and dates of the beekeepers association meetings. I’m deathly terrified of bees but within 2 minutes of talking to this woman I was absolutely convinced I had what it takes.

[pariaaaaah]

me: im so lonely

someone: hey

me: go away

[howtoborderline]

How to explain your irrational behavior without coming off as crazy

[marinasgifs]

then and now