just a trans dude doing trans things

hey folks i'm silas im just a trans dude hanging out and posting about various trans things. this blog is everything from personal to just weird shit i say about being trans to (hopefully) other people's submissions. WARNING: i will occasionally talk about things such as p****ds and v****as so if that stuff causes you dysphoria be warned (it'll all be tagged with a dysphoria warning though) anyway this got really long really fast please come hang out, like, reblog, submit, and follow!

[transboiblues]

(cw: anxiety mention) so i got anxiety and that's what makes being trans a thousand times more exhausting. i'm out to most of the ppl around me and trying to legally change my name atm and even though i know that i am trans and i've known for years now my anxiety still goes like "hey not sure if you've noticed already but ur faking it lololololol" it stresses me out a lot and i thought it would get better with time. do u maybe got any tips?

i guess my best tip for this is to just kinda ask yourself why you would be faking it. because for most people there’s literally no reason. it only gets you negative attention, and overall it just makes your life more difficult. so why would you do that if you didn’t actually mean it? yknow?

[transboiblues]

hey folks! i know ive been super inactive on this blog. part of that is due to being busy and part of it is due to the frustrating amount of truscum that i have to deal with on this blog that just make me tired. anyway, i’m one month away from top surgery! and i’ve never really seen anyone post about their top surgery experience like,,, as it happens to them. i’ve only ever really seen reflections on top surgery after the fact. so i made a blog to document my experience! before, during, and after. it’s going to be pretty rough and stream-of-consciousness, but i think it might be helpful for other people to see? maybe? anyway, the blog is @sigetstopsurgery if anyone wants to follow, i’ll be posting regularly for the next few months at the very least!

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[transboiblues]

hi can we be friends :)

yeah ofc! dm me!

[transboiblues]

that trans boy feeling when you buy a shirt that you know doesn’t fit and promise yourself that you’ll wear it as a reward after top surgery

[transboiblues]

My dude I am really confused rn and since I've been following you for a while I figured that I'd try my luck here, so I'm afab and I'm quite sure that I'm a boy, but now I'm all of a sudden (as in 10 minutes ago) hit with a lot if doubt and I just hate it and idk sorry to bother you

doubt is super super natural when it comes to this kind of stuff! like, it’s really hard to not internalize some transphobia and other hellish stuff that makes you doubt yourself and your identity. when i’m hit with that doubt i just kind of,,, let it ride i guess? like usually i just sit with it for a bit and let it process whatever it needs to process and then it goes away on its own. but i genuinely wouldn’t worry about it too much because i promise it’s a super normal experience!

[justjames]

You like my blog?? I bet you can’t even name 3 of my deep-rooted personal issues

[spitefulhag]

new ask meme. Guess 3 of my deep-rooted personal issues

[transboiblues]

hey so things are really scary out in the world right now and i just want to remind everyone:

in a world that wants you to die the strongest thing you can do is stay alive.

remember that.

[transboiblues]

I SHOULD BE GETTING A HAIR CUT TODAY I'M SO FUCKIN HAPPY

HELL YEAH!!!!

[transboiblues]

Me: what if I’m not really trans- Me, just thinking about being called a boy or my new name or being someone’s boyfriend or husband: 💖💖🌟✨🌟✨❤️💜💙⭐️

big egg mood

[transboiblues]

Hey (I’m sending this to all the most respected trans blogs). I know this is a bit strange, but my brother (11) got a trans classmate in his school and asked me about it. I tried to explain it the best that I could, but I don’t think he completely got it. I told him I would ask around on tumblr to see if anyone who was actually trans could explain it. If you have any recommendations on how I should explain it and what topics I should cover, or if you want to try, I would really appreciate it!!

honestly it depends on what he’s asking and how curious he is. if he wants a really basic explanation id say something like “you know how you feel like a boy? like you cant really explain it but you feel it? thats how your classmate feels about their gender. gender is an internal feeling and has nothing to do with bio sex so this person feels like this gender and thats what they are.”

idk if that helps but if you could give me more info on the situation i could probably do better!!!

[transboiblues]

Hey, I’m a transboy but I battling starting T. Pros: more hair, deep voice, more masculine figure. Cons: price, I hate shaving/want a beard but what if I can’t stand the feeling of the hair (I get sensory overloaded pretty fast), what if my clothes I wear now are “too feminine” for my new body, I am already fat what if I get a bigger belly because of my big hips/booty and I feel bad about it (this one sounds bad tbh, sorry) Or should I not start T and just head straight to top surgery? Thoughts?

so firstly top surgery is far more likely to take if youve been on t for a while so theres that

im a year and a half on t and i barely have hair however i know people 3 months on t who have like a ton of stubble so i dont know how prepared for the hair thing you should be

theres no such thing as too feminine or too masculine where what you want

im a fat trans dude and honestly i feel u there its been a little rough ive put on about 15 pounds but honestly it comes with a lot of muscle and other shit which is what kinda got me through that

whatever u decide im sure youre gonna be okay and its really good that youre putting thought into this!! lemme know if you have any more questions

[transboiblues]

Hello ily ur so valid

ily too anon thank u

[transboiblues]

Have you got your packer yet/if not, how far are you from your goal? I don’t really know how much they are...?

i haven’t gotten it yet but i want to invest in a good one (a 3 in 1 preferably) and those are like $120 or so and i am currently $120 away from that goal. i know i could get one for cheap but i figure if i make one expensive purchase that’ll literally fix like a huge part of my dysphoria it’s better than buying a cheap one that’ll only barely help

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☁️ ANON HOUR ☁️

tell me about your crush!!!!!

tell me about your ex

tell me a story or something

tell me about the drama

tell me about your day

tell me about yourself

tell me about your dreams

ask for advice

ask me weird questions

ask me personal questions

makeup tips/questions

hair dye tips/questions

let’s talk about the sex

most likely to

fuck marry kill

truth or dare

make me choose between two things

song recs

ask for fic recs

give me fic recs?

send me headcanons

send me blurb/fic ideas

send me blurbs in general!

tell me a lame joke/bad pickup line

tell me a secret

confess your sins

tell me your favourite meme

tell me your favourite song, album, artist, band, etc.

send me unpopular opinions

give me playlist ideas

fangirl!!!

rant!!!

gossip!!!

vent!!!

ask me about anything

I will answer every ask I get

just come talk to me  (✿◕ ‿◕ฺ)ノ))。₀: *゜

[transboiblues]

help a boy buy a packer!

hey folks! so i know that i haven’t been all that active on this account recently and a lot of that is because i’ve been experiencing a fuckton of dysphoria that’s been preventing me from functioning particularly well. i think a lot of this is coming from the whole “lack-of-penis” issue, and as everyone could probably tell by the title of this post, i think a packer would help a lot. however, i don’t really have the funds to buy one myself, and was wondering if you folks would be willing to contribute to my money pool.

i’ve gotten a lot of support for this blog, and y’all seem to like the content i post, so if anyone would be willing to/could afford to help me out in this way i’d appreciate it so much. i’m not really sure what i could give people in return but if anyone has any (reasonable and appropriate) things that they want from me just dm me and i can maybe send you a cute doodle or something?

this is my paypal link: https://www.paypal.me/smswitzer

thank you all so much, anything at all helps!

[transboiblues]

reblogging bc at this point i’m extremely desperate anything at all helps folks

[leetolgoblin]

took my lover to prom last night… i couldn’t be happier with him and the way that they love me. she’s the best goddamn thing that ever happened to me and i am absolutely in awe of him every day.