I Want To Be The Real Me

And that's all I want to be

[transgirl31]

[transgirl31]

Haven't posted on this for a while but I have been busy. Just a quick update on my life, I've officially changed my name now just to change my passport, driving licence, name on my address and everything else. I have been transitioning full time now and it feels great knowing that the majority of the people here are more open to stuff and more acceptance to it. I have transitioning for 9 months and been on hormones for 8 months. I haven't took any hormones for the past 2 weeks as I have ran out and need to get some so I'll be back on them as soon as I get them. I FINALLY went to pride day as me and knowing that everyone has been on board and everyone has been complimenting onion I look as really built my confidence more. I am seeing another guy but we are not official yet as we are taking it slow even though he is treating me right and with respect and he is so loving but will let you know who he is and when we're official soon. But not too soon 😆😆😆😆😆😆. I still have great friends around me and more and more guy has wanting to know me but as I am seeing his guy not gonna go on it . Anyways that's just a quick update and I will blog more just give me time 😋😋😋😋

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this is me

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EW9y45OO7FI)

[transgirl31]

I miss you

so much in my life i regret doing and wished it never happened. I did some wrongs that i wished it never did but now I made the hardest decision in my life to be who i am today. And also wish someone was still here to give me lack about it. You are still within me and the rest of the families hearts. Wish I can tell you that we thank you for how much loved you have showed us and the opportunity you have given us by moving us to the UK to have a better life. and also I want to say sorry for all the wrongs that I have done how regret doing them. And I really hope you can accept me for who I am now. I will still love you from this day and will never forget you. My dad Michael Wingate is truly a hero to most of us and he really is a hero to me. RIP Dad xxxxxx with love from your daughter x

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Me going to work as the real me has never felt so nerve racking in my entire life, but all my work friends supports me and also I have the full companies support on this journey.

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First going to work as me

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I Don't Wanna Know!

Remember the good old days(feeling old) when you would txt and SUBTLETY flirt with the person you were interested in? There was no exchange of dick pics or conversations revolving you favourite position or how horney you were. What happened to working for it? What happened to playfulness and flirty innuendos? Why do men think it’s acceptable to ask a girl these questions? The second a guy talks to me like I’m meat and nothing more I’m out and his chances are gone. I don’t need to know you’re horney for me if there’s an attraction that’s just bloody assumed isn’t it!? Men who think I’m just gonna send them dirty pics straight away are filthy morons and need to realise that any girl worth having isn’t that easy! Work for it and you get me and that’s much better than pics to wank off to!

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Which one is better left or right?

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Me and my babe 😍😘♥️♥️♥️

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Me and my babe have been together a month this Friday and I can't tell you how much it means to me that he loves me for who I am. I told him I was transitioning and I am surprised that he is still with me. When I told him that I wasn't he was expecting. I.told him that I am a trans woman but in still in process of transition. And all that he said was " glad you told me but I still love you no matter what you are". And also I don't love you for your looks I love you for being with me, by this point I was crying. He asked me why I was crying and I said I am just glad I've met you

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Me every single day

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This is how I’m feeling

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Some people thing they can walk all over people, but when they need help they are expecting help its different story.

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I really don't know

Don't you just hate when you're trying to sleep and then insomnia comes out to play? Well it's happening to me right now and I have been trying to get a good sleep because I have a busy day tomorrow. Problems that's I have put aside has now come back to haunt and I'm on the verge of crying out. Maybe I should have been trying to get the best way to go forward with this list of all what I'm feeling but it is not as easy as it was meant to be. To the greatest day to the worst feeling of being a little bit of a new start just all caves in like a sack of potatoes. I just want to be a woman when I wake up and not really with all this

[transgirl31]

This is how I’m feeling