I’m sorry. I couldn't take it anymore. I went off my meds two weeks ago just so I’d actually be able to follow through with this. The threats, the lesbophobia, the Orwellian thought policing. I’m not allowed to be a lesbian anywhere, even the so called “lgbt” community, the place where we are supposed to be accepted, hates lesbians and tells them that their sexuality can be changed and that there's something wrong with not wanting dick, something wrong with our innate, immutable, sexuality. Lesbians are vanishing due to “queer culture” and between being isolated and watching my sisters vanish and getting threats for existing as who I am and acknowledging reality, I couldn't take it. This has been a long time coming, it just took a while to get the nerve to do it. My mental health has taken such a toll from all this that this seems to be the only way out. Goodbye.