I have severe transbody and transabled dysphoria (biid gang wya) and I really think other transabled and transbody people can relate to "I Deserve To Bleed" by Sushi Soucy. (TW for self harm and gory lyrics.)
song + lyrics !!!
Wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself head to toe with super sexy scars
'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star?
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest
I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best
I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place
I wanna slash across what used to be my face
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
They say that it gets better, but I guess that was a lie
I guess we all just fake it till we die
Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
But it's harder when you have to love yourself
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
Also while we’re doing Imagine Dragons songs, Bullet In A Gun is transharm, I feel. Like, both sides of the aisle. I like it as a transharmed and a transharmful.
song + lyrics !!! :3
The Roman king, the Romulus, the precipice born to change
The final days, the last appraise Augustus, Nero taking names
I'm high then I'm low, low stop then
I go, go bipolar
Oh, oh yes then I'm no, no
My time will comeI promise that
Pull the trigger back, back
Bullet in a gun
But in the end my time will come
Like a bullet in a gun
Blood, sweat and tears to be the one
Bullet in a gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun
Bullet in a gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun
Bullet in a gun
To make a name you pay the price
You give your life no other way
The Devil's deal, it comes around
To wear the crown
Rise up from the ground
I'm high then I'm low, low stop then
I go, go bipolar
Oh, oh yes then I'm no, no
My time will comeI promise that
Pull the trigger back, back
Bullet in a gun
But in the end my time will come
Like a bullet in a gun
Blood, sweat and tears to be the one
Bullet in a gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun
Bullet in a gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun
Bullet in a gun
How many voices go unheard?
How many lessons never learned?
How many artists fear the light, fear the pain, go insane, lose your mind, lose yourself
(You only care about fame and wealth)
Sellout, sellout, sellout!
Bullet in a gun
But in the end my time will come
Like a bullet in a gun
Blood, sweat, and tears to be the one
Bullet in a gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun
Bullet in a gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun, gun
new darling - maretu is such a transabused/transharmed song!!!
song !!! (since the lyrics are in japanese, as someone who doesn't speak japanese i wouldn't realistically be able to put them in "X3 so im including both the original video and a version with both english and japanese lyrics!!)
I Wanna Be A Sociopath by 4Lung is (imo) a TransSociopath song! Pretty self explanatory I think.
Also, off the same album, I think that “Professional Dog” could be a transspecies/species dysphoria song.
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I wanna be a sociopath
See the world as nothing but math
Never feel the need to hold in my wrath
I could carve out a whole new path
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Wish I could forget to read
Never caring where I peed
Never heard of greenhouse gas
Turn around I’ll sniff your ass
I just wanna be a professional dog
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(Submitted by @rqcalt )
songs + lyrics !!! :3
i wanna be a sociopath
see the world as nothing but math
never feel the need to hold my wrath
i could carve out a whole new path
empathy can be such a nag
conscience can be a real drag
wanna be a sociopath
stone-faced reading sylvia plath
it’s not easy to have the feelings of a human
it’s not easy to bear another human’s pain
it’s not easy to want to keep the doors open
it’s not easy to stay in one fuckin' lane
it’s not easy to go and lead myself to slaughter
it’s not easy to know the rules of every game
it’s not easy to know you’ll never want a daughter
it’s not easy to witness those who are ashamed
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i dont wanna go to school
i dont wanna follow rules
i dont wanna go to work
everyone alive's a jerk
i dont wanna make new friends
i just wanna play pretend
put my breakfast in a bowl
there it is, my heart and soul
I just wanna be a professional dog
i dont wanna pay my rent
i dont wanna represent
ideals of humanity
i'm giving up my thumbs for lent
wish i could forget to read
never caring where i've peed
never heard of greenhouse gas
turn around, i'll sniff your ass
I just wanna be a professional dog
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(the lyrics do repeat within the song, but those were the ones listed in the video description, and tumblr doesn't seem to understand paragraphs when copy pasting so adding lyrics is a pain </3)
sooo i am realising that i am possibly the worst person to singlehandedly run such a blog, does anyone know how mods/admins on tumblr blogs work and would anyone want to volunteer?