So...Iâve been gone for a while. Â Iâm not sure if I am back now or not. Â My life is not going so well, and that has been the case for the past couple of years now. Iâm not sure what Iâm doing or where Iâm going because I am just completely and utterly lost. Â I canât pay my bills. Â I canât see a way forward. Â I canât imagine what my future could even be.









