I'm trans and autistic soooo

He/They, 14FtM, enfp maybe what should I write there ehhhh

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I want to draw the dwarf planets and the sun for my ceiling but I feel so bad and tired I can't even lay in bed and doomscroll. And that's why I don't sleep more than 10 hours

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I watched solarballs 3 days and there were flashes and my head instantly started hurting from it, and it's still hurts and I'm kinda nauseous and I feel fatigue and my sleep schedule is fucked what do I do(my mom yelled at me when I told her becauseI'm an "attention seeker"??? What did I do wrong)

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WE HAVE A THUNDERSTORM YAYYY

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Well at least I learned German today. I need to go write my book and do many things but I don't want to do anything whyyyy

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I feel so bad for not going to therapy today but u feel sooooo tired this week I don't want to go anywhere((

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The 25 kilometers walk to neighbouring town is near👀👀👀

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I just realized that I still need to do my german learning stuff, and I'm hungry so I also need to cook, and also my table is kinda a mess so I need to clean it before I study German

And I wont even learn that much today... And the next day will be hot af(30 Celsius but it's always feeling hotter by 5-6 degrees) and the german lesson is big af with verbs and pronouns and I will need to socialize with my gf all day bcos we'll do a sleepover and I also somehow need to learn math and chemistry I can't fit it in my energy plan! Maybe I need to watch hetalia so I will have a bit more energy for German and won't spend energy for everything else

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I will maybe skip😝

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I have 35°C tomorrow.(But I will swim in a lake so I won't die maybe)

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I'm watching solarballs

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No I feel absolutely tired why did I sleep for 11 hours my body doesn't like it ahhhhh

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I like waking up at 3 PM

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I just realized that I still need to do my german learning stuff, and I'm hungry so I also need to cook, and also my table is kinda a mess so I need to clean it before I study German

And I wont even learn that much today... And the next day will be hot af(30 Celsius but it's always feeling hotter by 5-6 degrees) and the german lesson is big af with verbs and pronouns and I will need to socialize with my gf all day bcos we'll do a sleepover and I also somehow need to learn math and chemistry I can't fit it in my energy plan! Maybe I need to watch hetalia so I will have a bit more energy for German and won't spend energy for everything else

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I'm gonna kms

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Drew my gf's hetalia oc today, turned out kinda bad but I didn't have a meltdown about it yayayy

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Okay, okay, I can easily draw in hetalia style. I'll maybe get back to drawing, because everything is looking good

Ehh

I'll quit after first art that I can't do

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Why do I not feel ANYTHING but interest from hetalia episode 23.5 is this normal? I also watched a recreation and I want more

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Mom's husband has to go fight in Ukraine - Russian war yayyyy (can you tell I hate him)